nononononononono!!! T-this can't be! I'll pray like crazy for u Dx!
plz... come back... stay strong!
God loves u! He will always!
Q^Q!

OH MY GOD! MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU MAYU-CHAN!

Oh no... Mayu please pray your hardest that you will make it. please... God may give you another chance.

Theres only a 40 percent chanse of me making it due to my weaken body....
If--if I dont make it through.....I want all of you peeps to know that I love you all to the depts of my heart. You peeps are family to me. I could never be where I am now if it wasnt for you peeps. You were always there for me and Im glad to have shared my life with you. Please....whatever happens, promise me you'll live you lives the fullest. Please make the most of it. Never give up on life or hope. Promise me, please.....thats all I ask of you peeps.

That's some serious stuff. It seems like every other time you post, something major happens! We're all be here waiting for you to return, Mayu. We have no doubt you'll make it through.

Jesus loves u with all his heart! *hugz*
just promise me you'll remember that...

I'll never forget! I'll never forget any of you peeps either! I soo sorry! Im sorry.....

Mayu! QAQ T^T *hugs* You'll make it. You're a strong women, you'll make it.

Mayu... Please be strong. You'd be too big of a loss. So many people (Including myself) would miss you. I will hope for the best for you. <3

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You Can't Die D: I'll pray for you like crazy! May Our God Bless you! Please..
Oh & I added you on Friend list.

@sumomo-sis: I-Im so sorry....

Mayu, Never forget no matter what happens, we all love you. <3 You'll be okay, darling.

i cant say anything about this right now

Mayu... I WILL PRAY FOR YOU UNTILL THE VERY END AND THAT TODAY IS NOT THE DAY GOD WOULD TAKE YOU TO HEVEN! Pray and hope is all I can do...

Lioness.....mew-chan......Im sorry....I love you both. you two are sisters to me. sisters by heart. I cannot control the tears that fall right now.....

Your body is strong. You are strong. You will make it. You are an amazing Woman & You will make it. You have a long life ahead waiting for you. God Will help you through this, This is only minor to God. He has the power to keep you alive. Lets all pray for our Wonderful friend.

I-Im sorry.... please do not shed tears for me..... save them for a time when you will truely need them.....

I'm Crying, Can not stop. Don't give up, You can make it.

ughmI can't stop crying Dx!

im praying for you! stay strong!

no matter what you do mayu plz survive for does that love you im really sorry i cant say anything else its just that i have have lost so many friends and what it hurts me the most is that in moments like this i cant do anything to help

Nonononooo! Please make it through! TT^TT You have to!

It's only natural for us to shed tears for those we love when they're in danger. Mayu, we love you. You have impacted so many lives. We'll be devistated if we lose you. So please fight and stay alive for us. The human will is much stronger than we give it credit for. Fight for those you love and stay with us. *hugs* T^T

plz mayu survive that i know you you can just dont give up

@Testu Koir: its alright....you being here is the best help you can ever give me.....

im even funny with out me wanting to be

A true japanese will understand fate and accept it.....even if it may not be what they wish for.....we live life the fullest to make the most out of it because we already know that fate can end at anytime.....

I wish you the best of luck during the surgery. You will definitly make it through it.

In the deepest depts of our hearts we know we can find peace and able to move on. Because we understand that our lost will not be in vein for there will always be a new life to replace us.

and i thinking that my dream is to meet every friend i have meet in internet but in real life i guess its not easy but i wont give up on my dream i want it to come even if its not possible to come true

cake-attack-sis......Im-Im sorry! I glad to have finilly met you for the first time and even more happy that you were a sister to me.

I just feel so upset and frustrated right now... I wanted to be your friend long ago, but I was so stupid and shy that I never told you that in time. Despite that I don't know you well, I still care... TT^TT

I Wish you the bestest of luck...

@marimew: you were already a friend. not only a friend, but family as well. Im sorry I didnt get to know you alot better....

the memory of my friends are with me i will never be happy living with does memories and now if you die all i will have are memories too it doesnt matter if the time was good or bad i just wont be happy and to be happy i need to forget but i know my friends would never like that so i just remember no matter how much it hurts but right now i dont want memories of you only i want you to live you need to live

so dont die not now you just have started to live

Im so sorry mew-chan......Im sorry for puting such pain on you....your sweet and kind and strong. please be strong now.....you mean the world to me....I cannot bear to see you cry over me....promise me youll never let anyone get to you....be strong like I know you are.....I know that one day, your life will get better. I promise that remember and I never break a promise.

Wow this is scary. But no worries. You'll come out of this perfectly healthy. Even better cause afterward, you'll be able to do all kinds of strenuous activity without fear of passing out ever again. ^_^

You have lots of friends who are rooting for you. You are definitely not alone. ^u^

And besides, regardless of what condition your physical heart is in, your emotional heart is really strong. How else can we explain why you have so many friends giving you so much support? X3
Be sure to get lots of rest after the surgery. If you need to take a break from Colors then by all means do so. As long as you're ok that's what matters. You're friends will still be here when you get back. ^_^

Check my comment on your last post. I wish the best of luck to you Nayu-Senpai!

@Lioness: where the courege of a lion? A true lion is brace and strong through any sistuation. please show me that....instead of tears....
@mew-chan: -hug tightly- I know your life will get better. I pray all the time for you. I know your parent will no longer fight and cause you saddess....I pinky promise.

@rev1.5: *hugges* your heart is soft like a sheep but be strong as your horns upon your head. please.

*Crying* No No No No!!! why is it always the kind and loving people that always have to deal with trouble especially when it come to death, Why!!!

mayu i know this is not normal for me but i actually was crying i just stoped because what will i do with craying i will just suffer more

@lioness: I need the bravery to be strong. Show me that you can be strong, okay?
@mew-chan: Please do not give up hope sis. I believe it will and one day yoy and your family will learn peace and will be a loving family. Never give up hope mew-chan. please...
@soul7: People with kind heart means that weak but strong with there feelings.

@rev1.5: thank you so much. *fluffy hugg*

Stay strong ; _ ;

if it will make you feel better than how about this:
my sugery is in 1 hour. the sugery itself will be about 3. while I have the surgery, I'll have Tenebrae update you peeps. hows that?

*Stop crying* Okay but do we all go to his profile or wait here for him?

@mew-chan: good...thank you. and I will not lose hope either. lets both be strong, okay?
I'll ask Tenebrae to make a chat-room in his profile to update you peeps. @Traez

@mew-chan: do you still remeber the first time we met?

Okay I'll be strong, not only for me but for you Mayu, I won't let fear take over me this time, because there nothing to fear if everyone is strong and ready for the challenge you're going to face

its still one of the best memories I have. I cannot thank you enough sis. Honestly the first time I met you I was really nevous and she because you had so many followers and you drew way better than I could ever do. I thought I was noughting compare to you. But Im glad I was wrong for once. Thank you.

@soul7: thank you.

might look weird, but wonder what kind of heart disease you got, cause some known way can help you, though there's many ways to help someone, but a doctor can't force his patient to do anything, I'm not a doctor, but I'm kind of herborist, or chimist or both, hard to say, like I know that garlic is good for heart, some part of it can fix most heart disease, but it's hard to find which one does affect the heart, so usually taking lot of compress garlic is one solution, human body will react to it, worst to happen is that you go to toilet often and can have terrible breath smell, but that's when garlic wasn't top shape, ginger can help too, but not recommend cause as mustard, human body react intensively to it. some oil fish can help the heart, but careful cause you get after effect such as trouble in the bathroom, some good red meat like beef can help too, but only under restriction, seawe'ed can help as well, but after the surgery and a while after, to make sure it doesn't cancel in.

Don't give into fear, keep your heart as relaxed as possible, you'll be okay, Oh! and Congrats on your wedding

@devinland: we dont have advence health care like you do in amarica. this is the only thing I can do right now.

We have to go now.I'll have Tenebrae make a link for you peeps to click.
please be strong everyone and whatever happens: never give up hope.
I love you all. I love you dearly with all that I am.

in your body the pills your doctor will give after surgery, though careful with seawe'ed cause it can hold too much salt that isn't good for the heart, but part of it can be good, there's some specific seawe'ed that can be recommend, but it's hard to get them, there's some other way, but don't remember well enough the names, but some specific flowers can help for some heart diseases.

@mew-chan: Im counting on you to be strong for me okay? promise me that.

@Lioness:I-Im sorry. I'll wish her the best of luck.

good luck in your surgery, at least hope they'll use the right drugs so that you don't feel pain when they'll open your heart.

:'( God please guide her path to recovery.

How you do'n?

woah how random, well you should pull through :p

ill pray for u niyu-chan *cries*

I prayed for you Mayu! I want you to be healthy and happy and to see your next post! We will all be waiting for you here, as your extended family! :) I know you'll pull through, and you'll be back healthier than ever before! Peace and Health to you.

"Live Long and Prosper"

your friend and admirer, Gills.

everything will be ok!ÓuÒ

I wish you luck with it, I hope everything goes ok.

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It's okay, hun!! I just was devstated that I was late.. I nearly had a heart attack cuz when I got there you flat-lined... I'm glad you're alive and well! -hugs-

good luck! i hope you are safe and well! I will pray for you! dont worry we will all be by your side!

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I-it's ok. ;u; I'm feeling glad to hear that from you. And I don't feel so worried anymore, I already know that you will live on after this. Blessings to you and your family! TTuTT

I'm sorry i wasn't there for you at the time of your surgery, i was busy with my family and i was off my 3ds most of the day, so i didn't know you were going through this until late.

are you still alive if so say yes