Hiya peeps.
Alot of you think of me as a high-spirt, kind, cheerful, loving, careing girl. And thats true. But now I feel like its time to share one of my most sinful secrets: a secret I had since I was 8:
I hate my mother. I hate her with all my life. As soon as I was born, my parents left me in the hospital. She didnt want me. She left there and the doctors had no idea where they went. I was put into a foster home.
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Comments
23 Jun, 2014, 3:24 am
Thats so sad QAQ
23 Jun, 2014, 3:28 am
Growing up: I would always see kids with their moms having fun. I started to grow hate for everyone with a mom. They didnt know how its like without a mother. I would always be called "Motther-less" and "Mistake" and "Un-Wanted" by others. My mother has cause my life so much pain: theres noughting that can heal my hatetred for her.
Thats why I dont like you peeps calling me you idol; I dont deserve to be your idol.
23 Jun, 2014, 3:29 am
:O you also hate your mother, looks like im not the only one
23 Jun, 2014, 3:31 am
*hugs* its okay ur fluffy kirby here
23 Jun, 2014, 3:32 am
*hug*
23 Jun, 2014, 3:34 am
at least ur mom didnt beat u to death like me..........
23 Jun, 2014, 3:34 am
what's good from you is that you didn't reproduce the mistake of your mother, nichol is the proof that even someone who suffered can be better than their own parents, so congrats and no wonder why you would be an idol.
23 Jun, 2014, 3:35 am
wow, that sucks /0n0/
23 Jun, 2014, 3:50 am
*Signature Edgeworth Taunt* Tsk tsk tsk. Mayu. We all have our secrets. One of the hardest things in life is forgiveness. I understand your distain towards your mother. But the fact that you can smile even after all what you've been through...it's amazing. I would be a darker more distant sinister serpent if I lived through what you went through. Hey look. I'm early. Yay.
23 Jun, 2014, 3:58 am
Wow... We're both mistakes... C'mere you... -hugs you and starts heaving and sobbing-
23 Jun, 2014, 3:59 am
O-oh... I'm so sorry for you... :'( I can't relate, but I still feel hatred to people like that! There are so many people in this world that are so unforgiving...
Thank god that your alright now! *hugs*
23 Jun, 2014, 4:07 am
I understand the loneliness part a bit. When I was smaller...no kid would play with me. None would ask me to play sports or anything. So I drew. I was tje oddball. Still am. But when I see people can smile, even a false one, I see that in the end it'll only make me stronger. I'm sory your mom did that. They were both cowards to abandon you. They shouldn't have done that.
23 Jun, 2014, 4:09 am
thank you.
23 Jun, 2014, 4:16 am
I don't know what else to say but...I'm glad you came here on Colors! 3D. You've been very good to me. ^-^ I don't usually ask this kinda thing but...do you know a website so I can improve on drawing sweater hoodie wrinkles? I can't improve my Vanellope art without mastering that. :l
23 Jun, 2014, 4:22 am
*huggies*
23 Jun, 2014, 4:24 am
You all are still willing to follow me? After all I said? why? I dont understand.
23 Jun, 2014, 4:29 am
@Mayu: Because we care about you.
23 Jun, 2014, 5:06 am
*hugs*
23 Jun, 2014, 12:52 pm
You just called my darkest sin amazing.....
23 Jun, 2014, 2:50 pm
What the hell are you talking "don't deserve to be your idol"? that's BS. There's nothing wrong with hating somebody. Lets's face it. Your mother may have had some issues. Perhaps she was a poor woman who was unable to care for a child. But she left you there without a word. Abandoned you. If that b!tch wasn't even bothered to explain why she is leaving her child, then I don't see the problem in hating her. And don't ever thing yourself similar to her. She's your mother. Not you.
23 Jun, 2014, 3:27 pm
This is so sad T-T You wer´e left alone and still you managed to do something of your life on your own.I couldn´t do that... That alone is respectable(did I wrote it right?)It might be painful for you, but you can be proud of yourself,managing your life alone without your parents.