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Ok, look... I want to explain my whole Tobuscus obsession... I don't want people looking at me like I'm insanely attatched anymore...
Ok, let me just make this clear... I don't really like him in a se.xual way... I mean, yes he's extremely attractive and just MMM... But that's not what I want from him like every other fangirl. I'm not that one yellin oMFg LiKE HavE mY BAbIEs!!!1! Nnoo... Det's not me.
The way I like him is in a "father-daughter" type relationship
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23 Jun, 2014, 2:20 am
awe this is so cute -w- great job chica
23 Jun, 2014, 2:25 am
I just feel like he's always there for me... protecting me, looking after me, helping me...
Look... I don't have a lot of friends... And the friends I do have, I just can't talk to... I don't really have people I can vent to or people to reassure me that it'll be ok...
When I'm in my depression, it is nearly IMPOSSIBLE to make me happy and I just feel like pure crap and just awful... But there was this one time... I was breaking, I was in the dark, there was no one there for me, I had had it and decided to hold a knife to my neck, applying light pressure and do you know what he did... He made me drop that knife, but no, more than that... he made me smile. That goofball saved my f.ucking life.
I don't know how it's even possible, but when I'm in my darkest place, he ALWAYS finds a way to make me smile...
So I care about him a lot...
I get upset when I know he's going through a hard time, I get frustrated when he doesn't do things, I just love him so much, he helps me all the time...
23 Jun, 2014, 2:29 am
... And I just want to help him back, but I can't because I'm just another blank face in his eyes. I just want him to know how it feels and idky, but that just hurts me so badly.
He's my main source of happiness, he guides me and he's just always there and I just want to meet him so bad just to tell him thank you... just so he can give me a hug and tell me that everything is ok... just so I can tell him all that he does for me... I just want him to meet me... I just want a little bit of hope from him... he just needs to know.
24 Jun, 2014, 3:39 am
im the same with another youtuber i feel ya bae
i used to get *so* depressed when i watched them or saw them
maybe bc i couldmt pay them back? it was redic like the thing making me the most happy also gave me crippling depression
thankfully thats gone away quite a bit :o! i can now watch them and be p chill
yeah idk random story
whispers hey buddy 10/10 recommend you venting to me whenever you want bc i know toby makes you hella happy but idk if you want someone to talk to im here,,,