"im scared of people only because of bullies. i was a sweet girl who wasnt scared before them. then one day they came. i was being called names, being pushed around, and i still have the cut that one of did to me with sisorrs."
Update (7/4/14):
"and another reason that im being bullied is because my aunt died and i could never let her go so i cried because of bullies and my aunt"
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Comments
19 Jun, 2014, 7:16 pm
same here! i used to be nice. but now im shy of everyone say wanna be friends? come check out my gallery!
19 Jun, 2014, 11:17 pm
This reminds me of the drastic change between kindergarten and what I went through in first and second grade. It really seemed like they had changed me, like I was quieter because of them, but I was always quiet. And I suspect you are still that same sweet girl you were. Sure, you've learned to be defensive and guard your emotions, but underneath that, you're still you. They didn't take that from you. It's just a matter of re-learning how to open up and be yourself. Maybe making friends with other bullied or quiet people will help you be more confident. Because I really feel that those things about you are still inside and can come out. They're not lost and, with time, you will find them again.
20 Jun, 2014, 5:30 am
Yes, I agree with rogue.
Be the sweet girl you are, stay strong, and find friends who can help you and visea versa.
*hugs*
04 Jul, 2014, 9:17 am
It's hard losing someone you care about. There are always so many things you want to do with and tell them. Your life goes on, but without them. It's good to cry and let out your feelings every now and then rather than let them be bottled up inside. But you still need to heal and to move on with your life. None of us can live in the past. What has helped me is that I strongly believe that death is not the end, that we are all immortal beings just with fragile forms in this world. You will see your aunt again, but in the mean time, she is watching you, so how would she want you to live your life? What is she hoping you do? I'm sure she doesn't want you to dwell on the past but to move forward with your life. I know you love her and love never goes away but endures for all eternity. Use that love as strength to live your life in compassion, courage and love.