And its for this reason that Im leaving Colors!. Maybe Colors! is better off without a freak like me scr.ewing up things... Im not sure if you will ever read this but I just want to let you know that Im really sorry....
To my peeps: I know some of you would say "Its not your fault Mayu" but truely it is.
@Kirachu, Nya-Nya: I know you peeps would say"Dont believe that bull-crap they started it!" But they just were trying to to something nice. Once I hurt someone, I cant forgive myself. I cant be strong as Nya-Nya and just slap my troubles away of be as confident as Kirachu and Bunny-chan. I use to be someone like that back in highschool but not now.... I'll amit I've grown soft ever since Tiffany di.ed.....Im not as strong hearted as I was....So I have trouble dealing with problems now....
Im sorry!

oh no!
i hope everything is going to be okay v.v

Oh my. You don't have to leave Colors. I'm sure Hyena can find it in her heart to forgive you and the others who disagreed with her idea, because you were just expressing your own opinion. She understands that you're sorry, and honestly this is kind of the opposite of what she would have wanted. She wants the drama of Colors Cops to stop, not cause even more drama about being sorry.

@Joi sis: but I started the drama....I didnt mean to.....

NUUU MAYU! DON'T LEAVE US! YOU'RE A BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL PERSON! T^T

the truth is that it doesnt matter who started it is everyones fault for going crazy and starting to create does groups you just said what you feel and everyone went crazy see not your fault they just didnt undestand what you ment i did thats why i didnt went crazy like the others and i dont like fights ether right now i wonder what will happen to some people of colors you would you like them to be sad because you did this because i dont so plz dont go

@Niyu
She's stressed because her Colors Cops created an explosion on Colors. And by doing this whole "I'm a horrible person, and I did something horrible" (which isn't true) you're just sticking more drama onto the giant sticky ball it's become. It keeps on rolling and as people created more drama it sticks and then gets bigger and stresses Hyena way the heck out (I know that feeling). If people could just go "Hey alright, that's what you wanted Colors Cops to function as, I get it. Sorry lol." Hyena wouldn't be so stressed right now.

I chose to stay out o this whole Colors Cops thing because I don't really like to put myself in the heat of things...But other than that, if you leave, it will make everyone more sad than you not supporting Colors Cops.

Noo...not again.Don´t leave please T-T

Mayu... Please don't go..

Reply: What?! Why are you leaving Colors! 3D?!

Thats sad... but i hope you reconsider :p

NOOO!!! If you go- it will be sad... and it wont be the same...
Please dont go...

Mayu...we ALL make mistakes. Sometimes the person you have to learn to forgive the most is...ourselves. Instead go out to apologize to both if it so bothers you. You say I'm confident? I got my confidence from hearing stories like yours, friendships like yours and words that seem like nothing to everyone but means everything to me. Though we may never meet you've been a definite confidence booster here in the Colors world. If you choose to leave. Know you'll be missed. But at least try to work things out. That's the best you can do. If this is the last message you'll read from me. I'll always wish you the best. ^-^

no mayu!!! dont kick yourself like that... you were going into this thing with the best intentions... you didn't mean to mess things up like this... its not your fault. please stay mayu... if you leave i will only have annie to talk to on here and i would miss you so much... and im still working on your b-day gift for wednsday...

oh no plz stay ur my idol

YES! STAY! PLEASE!

Mayu, if you leave, You hurt ALL of us. We all care for you and love your company, if you leave, you set a bad example for others to give up. I was just becoming a friend, and now you're slipping away. This hurts closer friends like Kiraichu and Bunnychan more cuz this is the only way to communicate with you. Even if you messed up, even if you started something, the best way is to help resolve it. If you leave, all your doing is showing otner people it's ok to make a mistake and turn your back. I had someone yesterday who was Antagon'izing my friend. And i defended her and HE run away and blocked both of us. But now he wont be bothering my friend because i stood up and showed that this can be handled Diplomaticly. If you care about your peeps, please stay for them. Please...........

NU ! NIYU! DONT LEAVE! Ur da best friend i ever had in my whole intire life PLZZZ STAY! :''[

At least see my drawing I just uploaded to my gallery. Don't give in. :l

Re: Sure ^^ I'll Draw It And Upload Before The End Of The Week ^^

...You did those things for me!!!! Every one of them. But if you don't believe me. I guess there's nothing I can do. :/ *Sigh*

......why is everyone leaving???

It wasn't your fault!!! It was the Colors! Renegades that made it worse!

mayu... .n.
dont leave meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
or the rest of us!! /(.n.)/

we are your peeps and we love you no matter what!
dont go! ono

Hmm...Oh...and it's okay to be afraid. I'm afraid too. We're all human. Stop calling yourself a freak. You're Mayu. We're all unique. Don't you see all these followers that care about you?? They like you for you. Oh and as for that faking a smile? We all do that at some point. Buy it's to show we can smile even if things are bad.

Look, man...It's ok. It's alright. I forgive ypu, but you dont need to apologize. It really wasnt your fault. Yeah, you brought up the topic, but you never envoked a fight. The whole renegades thing is what really pushed it over board, and I can asure you its not your fault. Were both experiencing feelings we shouldnt, thats for sure, but please...know this isnt ypur fault! Please..dont leave over this, ok?

It's ok... i forgive u. :]
[fan art ahead]