Okay, before we say anything, we are not to tell ANYONE about this, k? You can't tell Iori, Yuki, Q... anyone. I told Cyn about him, so she knows about Q...

i only have Lori's number... I gave mine to Yuki but she never texted me...

thas ok, I won't tell Lori, I promise -w- heheh, promise...

and don't ask yuki if she wants it, cuz if she did, i'm pretty sure she would've had it by now -u- there's a reason why she didn't send me a text- cuz she doesnt wanna contact me and that's okay. if she doesnt want to then that's fine by me -u-

wud Q do to annoy you so bad? D:
good thing you told Cyn, now she can be fully aware and steer clear from Q- who knows what he might say to her :l

Ok. As long as Iori & Q don't know about this chat, then I guess we're okay.
Eheheh I see whatchu did derr :D
Weird... Yuki should text you if she has your number... seems like she's been getting busier...
Alrighty, I won't. I have like this strict rule to not talk to ANYONE from school during the summer on FB. If I see a comment from someone, I delete it. Really weird of me for some reason XD
Okay onto our subject...

So ever since the incident of me & Q liking Yuki... I've slowly drifted from being friends with him... I thought he was being a little inconsiderate at how he was rubbing it in my face that Yuki liked him (in my face at the time). One thing was that he'd do one of those hugs to Yuki that the guy grabs the girl and twirls her around in his arms. Another thing he did was telling me about how people thought they were a real couple (when she was still dating her Ex at the time...)

During second semester of 10th grade, he acted all depressed that Yuki stopped having feelings for him (she already broke up with her Ex at this time)
And I think he got a little mad that I was talking more to Yuki because she was a little confused about the situation.

oh... Q is so mean! D:< really, what's his problem? what kind of friend is that?! it must've been painful for you to just take it all in and not be able to do anything about it :[ i mean, he's still on good terms with Yuki and Lori but he's being very unfair to you! I mean- you were his friend before they even came along so she should treat you better!

*he :P woops XD

Now about Q amd Iori knowing...
I was fine with Iori knowing. But I don't like too much attention drawn to me. Then one night, I got an email from Q asking about whether I had a gf or not. I was ticked off that he knew & I got mad at the fact that he may ruin my relationship with Nerdy...
-Btw, gots a story to tell you-

Lol he's a girl now in this chat room XD

i wonder how he found out... are you sure Lori told him? :l

ooh, story time ovo

ok, she XD

Iori told me that she told Q on Sunday. On Monday, people started to find out. It was weird how he said: Idc if you have a gf or not. I'm here for you..."
I still have mixed feelings and I still wasn't liking the thought that Q knew about my relationship.

I'll put she like this: "(she)" so you know I'm talking about Q XD

anyways, you can trust me, i may not be there but im still 'here' for you :3 and i'll support ya, buddeh ^-^

ok X'D
huh, thas strange of Q to do :l wonder what he meant by that...

Yea... It was really painful seeing those two together... Remember when I said I give up on school crushes? Yea, that's why. I tried getting some "therapy" from Ayanna (lol she's my fake therapy agent XD) by just talking about, and it did work... but I was still really sad and bleeghhh...

He's still good with Yuki now and the two are friends again. But he seemed to start acting like his jerky ways again when he did. Like twice almost every week?

Yea... but here's the story that really ticked me off about him-

"still 'here' for you"?! He wasn't there for you at all! He just flaunted and taunted you with Yuki in his arms, that jerk-

Ayanna's your therapy agent? XD that's sweet of her :]

I've trusted you since day 1 Gabbs :D
Plus you're really sweet! I would've done the same if you were in my situation. I mean like I'd help you too. You, me and Cyn are the three musketeers, remember? So all 3 of us can trust each other, no matter what! We're all going to Seaworld l8r on, after all! (And between you and me, Nerdy hasn't been to Seaworld or Legoland, so I wanna make it special for her :3)
I support you & Cyn always! :D
So, you got a friend in me & in Cyn! :D
Idk, but I still have doubts about him...

So... stay toasty, my friend :D

i see < :3
oh yes, seaworld! XD
so wud Q do?

yay- that makes me happy to know >v< ooh! ooh! can't wait when that'll happen :]

Yea he wasn't there for me when that happened... And I doubt that he'll be there for me now. I can handle without him. I have you, and my Princess. Yea she was (and kinda will still be) my therapy agent XD
She's a friend that I don't wanna lose. Like you, I wouldn't wanna lose a friend like you :)

Yes Seaworld! XD
Yea! I wanna make it extra special when I take Cyn to Seaworld with you and possibly (you know who hehehe :3
maybe you two can even get a little kiss while we're there XD jkjk)
Well I mean I plan to kiss Cyn so why not you kiss (that guy X3)
Lol I feel like Seiko from
Corpse Party: Missing Footage
Yes I added him just now :3
Now to what Q did:

Me and Q were talking after we took our English test. I (at the tine didn't really care what anyone said) told him about that my parents were gonna start raising money so I could visit Cyn in the future. Then Andres came over to try and sell us a (almost new) Gameboy.

Q blabbed the whole parents thing to Andres and the two immediately decided to do a "roadtrip" with me... I hated the idea... And I thought they were joking too. They even said this that REALLY TICKED ME OFF:
Don't tell your girlfriend. We'll make it our... surprise..."

-sigh- Because of this, now Cyn's parents don't trust me...
;-;
I told Cyn about this and she wasn't TOO happy about the idea. I mean can you imagine 3 guys going to her house?! And having them stay while I try to spend time with her and her family.

Well no wonder her parents were frightened. Seriously, if you're gonna meet Cyn, you should do it alone and not bring the others. They just wanna snoop in your love life >:l And plus, if they were there to mess around, it would be troubling for you to spend any time with Cynthia at all :T (and it would also worry her parents so to speak)

Geez, you think so far into the future :P
The only thing I thought of was the excitement of hanging out with you guys at SeaWorld, but okay XD

Exactly what I was thinking! I SURELY don't intend to bring them. There's no way that I'd EVER agree to roadtrip with them. I would never do something like that! Roadtrip with them and not tell Cyn...Like I said, if the two came to Cyn's house with me, 1, they'd totally RUIN my stay there, 2, that point is crucial because I want to make the BEST impression on her parents, 3, Q would embarass me in front of Cyn & her parents...

Well I didn't tell them this part but I'm actually gonna go by plane so I can meet Cyn in real life. She did say that she wanted to meet me too, so it's sorta official. I just don't know when to visit... maybe at the end of senior year maybe?

That's what I was thinking as well! Andres & Q seem to want to snoop into my love life! (Those snoopers) XD
Those two are really starting to anger me... I'm 100 percent sure that if Q & Andres went with me... They'd cause trouble, they'd make me, Cyn, and her family VERRY uncomfortable...
Well it already made her parents uncomfortable but I'm trying to make them trust me over at Facebook, so yea... that's starting out slowly...

Well yea! I mean, I want to meet her, she wants to meet me...
Don't you wanna meet Comet later on?
-sigh- What am I gonna do... I just hope that he'll forget about the roadtrip because if he didn't, I'm just gonna flat out tell him that I don't want to roadtrip with them...
Well yea, I think far in the future because I want to be with Cyn for a really long time. I know you've heard this for the billionth time but I really really love her. And I've actually found 1 person that loves me for who I am. And I just can't... without Cyn... it's just not...
-sigh-

Da** it Q!! If he didn't but into my personal relationship, none of this conflict wouldn't be happening!!!

But I'm happy to know that I can trust you & Cyn. Thank you :)
That guy really... He stresses me out and never seems to notice my feelings or is a bit CONSIDERATE about how I feel. Sometimes, he makes "jokes" & "comments" that he doesn't mean but still do make me feel bad...

Think happy thoughts -w-
And when I say think-
I don't mean fantasize :P

Hahaha yea! I'll now think more happy thoughts :D
Eheheh... It's funny really... When I'm thinking about the sad days of me & Q liking Yuki... It's a little sad that I had very few people to go to, to comfort & help me during that situation...
But I still have two things that still make me happy and help me continue. You and especially my Cynthia :D

Hey what do you expect! XD
I daydream about Cynthia all the time X3
I can't help it if I do :D

And if I fantasize about Cynthia... I'm sorry X3

Btw, I won't tell about "that". X3
How sweet :D

Yeah, you've got us! That's the spirit ^^

Well then.
Do as you please :P

No need to apologize. (gomen janai)
Really, do as you please. (hontoni, oki ni mesu mama.)

Tell what? I don't know what you're talking about :P

Knowing that I can depend on you two & knowing that you two won't be harsh like "(her)" lol I mean Q, makes me really happy X3

I meant about you and fantasies XD

I just hope he doesn't do something... that doesn't ruin my relationship with Cynthia...

Yeap!

I was joking :l

It does?!

Wait! I meant to say that, I hope Q doesn't do something to ruin my relationship with Cynthia.
Grammer XD

When it says : "(her)" lol I mean Q,
I mean I was referring the (her) to be Q! Remember? He's a girl in this chat? XD
Sorry if it's confusing! My grammer sucks XD

I mean that you and my Cynthia make me really and you two give me one thing that no one has before. A feeling of hope :)

I know, haha, you don't have to keep explaining yourself because I didn't misunderstand since that's what you're thinking-
I'm not that dumb X'D
I was asking, "Q would ruin your relationship?! What kinda friend is that? I thought you said he was there for you...?"
"And yeap, you've got me and Cyn :3"
Don't explain yourself, cuz you're the only one misunderstanding >X'D

If you didn't understand what I said, you coulda just told me .3.

Heheh sorry about that :P
I thought that you misunderstood what I said. When I re-read it, I was freaking mad at how it didn't make sense XD

Well I said I hope that he won't ruin my relationship. However, there are possibilities that he may so I just want to be careful.
I'm glad I gots both you & Cynthia ^w^

I wonder how Cynthia is doing?
Lol we never got to video chat. I guess she's busy now... :/

That's ok -u-'

I see...
yuppers :]

who knows? maybe she's grounded or her parents limited the wifi again :l

or maybe she's doing in a summer activity that doesn't involve wifi, per say, camping? and she's perfectly fine? haha, don't worry so much, thats sweet of you to do, but if you do it too much you might start getting white hairs from stress :P believe me, i have -u-"

Yea you're right... I have noticed that I have been worrying a lot about Cynthia...
Well I do see her on FB but she doesn't stay on for too long... :/
She is grounded from using her 3Ds though :/

Yea... I should stop worrying so much... Lol I've had grey hairs even before I met Cynthia XD

As long as she's safe and that she is ok, then I shouldn't worry too much -_-

Yeah < :3 It's okay to worry, just not too much, 'kay?

haha, you've already had gray hairs? ha! typical asian :P

Eheheh... okay. Yea, I'll try not be so worrysome to Cynthia.
Well, we did talk a bit on Facebook, so I got something :D

Oi! It's not funny, baka! >-<
Some people make fun of me because of that XP
Lol haha XD

oh that's great! :D wud u get?

haha, really? i'm glad I don't get made fun of for that :p no one thinks i'm asian so it's all good for me -w- they don't suspect a thing! :P

No, I mean I got something after waiting a while. I usually say good morning to both her mom & stepdad. After a few minutes, I got to talk to her and stuff. Then she left to watch more Skydoesminecraft. So I got something out of waiting which was talking to her :D
Sorry if it's confusing -_-

Seriously! You are Filipino! I can see it 100 percent clearly! Well you're a girl so maybe that's what cut you off the hook -_-

Oh btw! My mom made Cheese & Hawaiian pizza! Which slice would you like?

Oh no- it's ok! that's great news :3

really? i'm only half ;v; and i don't really like to consider myself asian anyways :P (put me in a room filled with asians & i feel like the odd one out XD)
I'll take a slice of pineapple :]

Yea it is great! Well at least it's something, right? But of course, I can't ask TOO much from her XD

Even if you're only half, I definitely saw filipino in you when we met back in Jcs (ah good times that was back then, eh?)

Me too! Since I have 100 percent filipino blood in me, it seems like I'm the only person there that speaks both english & filipino pretty fluently. XD
Darn my cousins for not learning how to speak filipino like me! Now I feel left out XD

Great! Well I'm working on three projects as we speak. One of them is of us three! Lol you, me, and Cyn are waitors! And we serve pizza to customers :D
oh btw,
-hands slice of Hawaiian Pizza-
careful, it's still hot! :D
(Wraps Cynthia's pizza in a carefully packaged container)

haha sure- whatever you say -w-

really? i guess ya did cuz lori did too. she asked me if i was asian XP i said half... i still don't consider myself part of that race tho

you speak tagalog fluently? Wow. *applauds*

Ooh cool :D can't wait to see it! and thx for ze slice *noms* owo

Meh... It isn't the same as before when us three were hanging out in ACNL.
Oh really? What else are you? You are half-filipino and...?

Yea I do :)
But it draws SOOOO much attention to me because I'm the only one of my cousins that can speak it... I'll make a pic of that too! XD
Yea! So many pics to make and I want my deadline to be by the end of the week XD
Let me join you! -noms-
Wait! I gots some pasta and breadsticks! -NOMS-

ya :[ same here. .3.

I'm half filipino and half chamorro c: I am from Guam-
I'm a pacific islander, heyo! :P
it's am island kinda like Hawaii but not Hawaii *cough* no volcanoes *cough cough* and it's not a state but it's a U.S. territory

yay XD yummers :p

Yea... She hasn't been on Facebook... Idk Gabs... Do you... think she's... drifting away from me? She isn't talking as much to us as before and now... ;-;

Oh cool! I didn't know that :D
That's really cool!
-sigh- Gabs... I'm starting to get the feeling that Cyn doesn't...
(CRAP NOT AGAIN!) waaaaaaahhh!!! ;o;

Dude, get a hold of yourself! You need to be strong! For Cyn! < :] She needs you to be strong for her when she comes back. She wouldn't want to see you breaking down and crying! It would crush her :[
(I sound like such a hypocrite...)
but anyways-! you gotta gain a bit confidence that she'll return and you needa stop doubting her! watch, when she does come, you'll be as happier then ever before- "absence makes the heart grow fonder" remember?

when you think such things... you're only putting yourself in a black hole! when she returns and you regain your happiness again, you'll feel so dumb for ever having doubts from before and you'll regret it! trust me, i know < :3

also there's a rule-
if she's fine,
you're fine.
if she's happy,
you're happy.
if she can wait,
you can wait!
hang in there, bud! she's probably doing the same thing!

Dang it! Not again! XP
Lol this happens every time when Cynthia is distant.
You're right... "Crushing" her would make me feel terrible :/

eheheh yea. I'm sure that'll happen. Lol I've been leading myself to believe those lies of Cynthia not caring for me when in retrospect, she still does, a lot.

That's right! "Absence makes the heart grow fonder!" That's how I... fell in love with Cynthia... It's making a lot more sense :D

Lol I already feel bad about the first time when I thought Cynthia was going to break up with me.
What did Cyn say again about me? Yea. The black hole trying to bring me into despair again.
Lol I've already been there XD
And I feel dumb every time it happens. Lol my parents are the one who keep re-making that feeling.

They ask how I'm doing with Cynthia & I only tell them great! Then they ask if we still talk from time to time and I say yes.
I was really mad when they said:
"Cynthia will only defend you for a short period of time. She's gonna stop caring one day. If this keeps up, then that'll be a fact."

Understood! I'm makin an oath here:
I shall wait VERRY patiently.
I shall be happy and considerate.
I shall make sure to take care of her if anything is wrong.
:D
Not for me but for her sake.

that's the spirit! don't get your hopes down! remain balanced, focused, and sure that she will return. And when she does, give her a great big hug :3 (I know I would XD)
What?! Your parents are so mean! D: why would they discourage you like that?! well, whatever- don't believe a word of that! Cynthia is there for you :] when's the last time you talked to her? ':)

Hai hai Senpai! ^v^
I'll try to! I know she'll return XD
I miss her hugs! ^w^
Let's give her big hugs when she gets back! :D

Yea... I was pretty mad when they said that. I guess that's where my feelings came from. (The ones that tell me that Cynthia won't love me anymore & will break up with me.)

Yea I know she is. And I know she always will be there for me.
Um... on Father's Day. So... Sunday. :D

good, you do that -w-

well, don't let them get you down! and you should never let anyone change the way you feel for Cynthia!

Yep I will :)
Well at least that hasn't happened a second time. Definitely. No one will! I just hope Q won't interfere. Geez...

So I'm getting REALLY INSPIRED SO... I'm gonna make a pic of you & your penguin partner :3

ok, great!

just tell Q to mind his own beeswax and buzz off :P

oUo ...you don't hav to X'D otherwise, I'll have to draw you and Cynthia ewe

Well ever since the "fight" he hasn't said anything, nor has he been on Facebook. But I know he'll start treating me poorly or will just flat out ignore me like before with Yuki.
Oh lol I already started it. And I'll upload it in a few days. It looks really cute X3

Hey, that would be cool if you did :D
I'm still making a surprise for you & Cynthia so... lolz wait for that too :D

thats good. if you ignore each other then you'll never hav to fight. and plus, u did say u didnt want to deal with him anymor, right?

ok, i'll get started on mine ewe

Heyyy!