i hate how i feel by Beebread

when people touch me without warning
or at all
i jump when my own mom touches me
i have panic attacks when someone pats my back out of friendliness
i just hate imagining me telling someone to ask permission before they touch me
even when i KNOW someone's about to touch me, it freaks me out when they do.

#vent

maybe i'm just overreacting

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06 Jun, 2014, 7:11 pm
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AOWREE

06 Jun, 2014, 7:16 pm

you need to tell them
you're having panic attacks when they touch you, PLEASE TELL THEM

broken heart

06 Jun, 2014, 7:24 pm

i have the same problem : (

Beebread

06 Jun, 2014, 7:25 pm

yea...i mean i already told one of my teachers and he took it surprisingly well.
buut i know my family won't.
of course.

Beebread

06 Jun, 2014, 7:26 pm

oh wow..
it's nice to hear someone can relate to me.

Seraph

06 Jun, 2014, 8:02 pm

oh god im the excact same and it messes with everything bc my friends are very touchy people ahh
and when i ask them not to they dont think im being serious and touch me more and asdfjl:
i have one friend who literally SHOWS OFF the fact that it bothers me
"lol look at what happens when i touch her, she hates it"
im rambling oops

Seraph

06 Jun, 2014, 8:08 pm

Reply to your comic yo:
ive actually gotten rid of all but one friend that treats me like sh.it??
my friends are p good i just mess up a lot of stuff for them on accident ofc and
yeah ive been feeling bad about not being that good of a friend do not be friends with me omg

Seraph

06 Jun, 2014, 8:10 pm

oop i forgot something:
my friends point out problems they have with me which is good but idk it makes me think over how bad i am so??
thats what i meant by everyone pointing it out and yeah ill stop talking now

MsCrabCakes

06 Jun, 2014, 9:18 pm

it's the amazing squabble of beebread ..[ how do you don't ?

Seraph

06 Jun, 2014, 9:50 pm

omg it reminds you of pink?? thats so cute jfc

i dont really have any friends who hurt me physically (Spelling??) anymore
one sometimes punches me super hard a few times but they havent done it in a while?? maybe bc i didnt react
though im a baby too so like i almost cried everytime he did it i am so weak omg

ohohoh um
the touching thing like
i recommend finding someone super close abd try and get used to the touches?? im going to do that this winter break with an internet friend im going to meet up with :o im hoping it will help bunchies
so maybe itll help you?? idk mannn

Seraph

06 Jun, 2014, 10:07 pm

wooahh that sounds freaking great i hope she can visit you doing summer :o

MsCrabCakes

06 Jun, 2014, 11:21 pm

how ar you ?

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