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Oooooooh Congrads!! cx

Adorable... You two look peacefull & very happy.

*Hug* Damit Ale... I can never stay mad at you for long...

I know I can.

*Tears up* What the hell is wrong with you? I've been so depressed since I left Colors... I just want the old Ale back, you used to be so friendly and supportive... *Sigh* Time to go cry in a corner...

I've given you so many chances already..
I only support friends I truly trust..
You just left without even telling me a proper goodbye and I just felt so betrayed..
I sought to you as a brother..
Instead you became an untrustworthy friend..
I came to you with problems and it didn't seem to work out as I planned..
You leave for pong periods of time, and later I feel as if I don't recognize you anymore..
I still am the supportive kind friend you knew..
But you have to understand, I need to change and grow too..
The old Ale.. I guess she's just somebody that you used to know.
Oh yeah, another thing.
Why should I be nice to you if you just completely shattered me the other day?
Don't you remember?
The thing with Stu?
You don't do that Cam. Friends are supposed to support each other's decisions and respect them. Not go voicing an opinion that you know would hurt them. I only bring this up because I want you to know why I absolutely hate your guts right now.
Also, you've been depressed? Cope with it.
I'm over here with suicidal thoughts because I've been having unbearable chest pains and have been coughing up a little blood. Emotionally I'm even more shattered, having almost been disowned by the only one who can support me, and have been told that my future is fucked up and that I'm a heartless ungrateful prick. I've always contained my feelings to keep my friends from worrying about me, and when it is truly necessary I come to them for support. I do my best to support my friends, or well.. Those whom I consider to be a friend.
You expect me to be a friend right now to you, but tell me..
Isn't it that friends are there for each other almost all the time?
Listen to each other and be there for each other when we need it most?
Tell me, where were you when I had attempted suicide?
When I had completely broken over my losses, and have completely shut myself away from almost everyone?
I'm sure you weren't there with Stu and Paton supporting me.
There's a lot of things wrong with me, thank you for pointing that out. Hopefully you enjoy that corner to think over what I've said, and once you come to realize the pain you have put me through, then maybe I'll accept you into my arms for comfort.

Where was I when you attempted su!cide?! I had no internet! I couldn't have known! All I know is everyone was an as.shole to me after I got back!

And I said a goodbye, how was I supposed to know it'd be deleted?

Friends can do that, dissappear on you

And Ale is growing, an early teen. Of course she's going to change. You've changed yourself.

And you want her to forgive you after all that shit you said about Stu? You fucking damned him to hell! Her boyfriend! Why? Because YOU want to keep Ale as a YOUR friend. YOUR own greedy desire. People change, you have to accept that.

What was that you said about forgiveness? You can't forgive someone who has wronged you? Even added an extra "Never!". What if Ale were to apply that to herself? Bad luck for you.

What wrong did Stu do? All he did was become her boyfriend. Are you her daddy? Are you the one to tell her no? No. You don't control her life.

Like you said, you blame Stu for changing her. Again, she's an early teenager, shell change on her own, whether Stu existed or not. Don't dump what you don't like on her boyfriend.

And you can cry in a corner, many many people do it every day. People lose friends, I have as well. You're not alone, don't think you're a special case.

I just choose not to let depression treat me like a rug.

But it's not just that. There's other things as well..
As for the goodbye.. I don't know what to say.
Or to believe you as a matter of fact..

And even when you did find out on ACNL

Ale was talking. What were you saying?

"Shut up." And there was an insult. You said something like "You're an idiot."

Not letting her speak

That's true..

And thank you Payton.. I know that I can count on you..

To help me*

Anytime

~friend hugs Payton~ -w-

*Friend hug* owo

We should start running now .w. ~points to a Titan as that music begins to play~

:O *Turns to run, tossing the maneuver gear to you and putting my own on in the process*

~manages to use it, flinging myself high onto a building~

*Stops and turns around after getting it on, and salutes the Titan*

Yes, I did this in the game too xD

*When it gets near I zip off sharply after you*

I wonder where Cam went. :1

Maybe he coyldnt handle what was said :l

Maybe. I guess he's in the corner :y

...Unable to handle what was said :y

Yup.

:y

Ugh, i feel terrable about what you two said to him... though it may of been true, we are just human, and we all fall sometimes... actually, we fall a lot, both individually and as a species.
I can understand Cam's disposition torwards me, as well as his actions.
I know what it is to be a sIave to hate.
I know what it is to be a sIave to desire.
I know what it is to be a sIave to deppression.
I have looked deep into the void for three years...
i know it's recesses...
i know what it contains....
i know darkness and how cursed, tempting, and addicting it can be....
*sigh* so i understand cam, and i forgive him....

I'm so happy!
Aha! Happy go lucky me!
I just go my way,
Living everyday!

I don't worry!
Worrying don't agree,
Things that bother you,
Never bother me!

Things that bother you,
Never bother me
I feel happy and fine!
AHA!
Living in the sunlight,
Loving in the moonlight
Having a wonderful time!

Haven't got a lot,
I don't need a lot
Coffee's only a dime
Living in the sunlight,
Loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time!

Just take it from me,
I'm just as free as any daughter
I do what I like,
Just what I like,
And how I love it!

I'm right here to stay
When I'm old and gray,
I'll be right in my prime!
Living in the sunlight,
Loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time!

Just take it from me,
I'm just as free as any daughter.
I do what I like,
Just what I like,
And how I love it!

I'm right here to stay,
When I'm old and gray,
I'll be right in my prime,
Living in the sunlight,
Loving in the moonlight,
Having a wonderful time!

I said "Shut up," and "Don't be a fool. There's no call for talking like that!" I said shut up because it hurts me when Ale talks like that, all dark and depressed. Yes, I know how it feels with your grandfather Ale, even if you don't believe me. I know exactly how it feels and I will always be here to comfort you in anyway I can, even if you won't let me.

My goodbye that was deleted: "Ale, I understand I'm a fool, and fully understand why you hate me. I'm leaving Colors! so that you and Stu can be happy. I really feel it might be the only way I can make you happy. Ale, I just want you to know I love you, and I wish for the best with you and Stu, my big bro. I hope someday you will forgive me, but I know it will never happen... Please, tell Em I left but I'll stay in touch. Tell Payton to stay awesome and always support you, tell Stu that if he ever breaks your heart, (Which I doubt he will) that I'll personally come and whoop his as.s. Tell Malis to keep on providing support, and...

-above all else, never give up on trusting others. My biggest mistake was never trusting Stu, despite the evidence against it. Never give up on life and keep your heart open. Please, do this for Stu if not for me."

Stu... Thank you, you don't know how much you just made me cry... After what I've done to you, that you are still compassionate to me... Thank you for being the bigger man and forgiving me, I in turn shall do the same. Stu, I'm sorry for being the hard-headed, dumbassed, b!tchy, pr!ck, p!g, etc. that I am...

I have a life you know. I had to go somewhere.

"When fighting monsters, be careful you don't become one. When you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares into you."
I feel this quote describes all of us.

Well said, Cameron

*Handshake*

GTG, BBL

I'm.. Sorry Cam.. I kinda let emotion get the best of me there..
I shouldn't get so defensive when it comes to Stu..
And I need to understand you have difficulties as well..
I just wish you didn't delete your account.. Now there's going to be gaps in the old rp's..
I read those for memories, ya know?
I think my grandfather was right about me being an ungrateful prick..
~sigh~
Forgive me Cam..

We'll just have to write new RP's and make more happy memories.

You're no pr!ck, or are you ungrateful. If anyone is ungrateful it's me. We ALL have our problems, that's why I loved talking to y'all, if anyone of us was feeling bad, we'd all work together to cheer that person up, that's why I looked forward to getting on Colors! every chance I could, I could say something good and you'd all be happy for me, and if I was sad, you'd make me feel better then before I was sad. That is why I loved being your friend. With the original four of us, it was a judgement-free zone. When Jake would come bother you we'd stand up for you, likewise with any other of us being antagonized, and I began to take it for granted and forgot how much of a blessing you three are to me. I've done some serious soul searching since that day, and I think my outburst really boils down to my fatal sin: Jealousy. I've noticed I'm always jealous, especially of Stu for having one of the most amazing women in the world-

-while I'm permanetly friend-zoned... (Or rather, bro-zoned.) I'm so happy that I met you Ale, you made my life so much better, and for that you will always be my sister.

Eren Jaeger didn't really listen to the quote, :/

.w. well, ehe, thank yew.

Well, Jake is friend now ;w;
Justin is whom I'm concerned about
(I still believe he cheated on me..)
Eh..
Thanks Cam ~bro hug~

*Smiles and hugs back* Any time Ale.

No Stu, thank YOU.

Justin? I don't believe I know of him.

He used to be my ex-boyfriend.. He cheated on me with Jenn.. Or well, cheated on Jenn with me.. I can't remember, it was awhile ago. If you find Jake, he may explain.

Dam.n cheaters. Dam.n them all.

He's still a slight friend though..

*Walks to the group in a daze* C-Could it be? Could she..? No. It's best not to get my hopes up, I'll only end up heart-broken if I do...

I see.

You don't have to raise your hopes too high, just raise them a bit. If they're too high, you'll only nervously think about one thing, like a little kid waiting for something to come in the mail. Around that time you'll tend to make more mistakes, which may effect what she thinks of you. Just go expecting not the worst, not the best, or just the answer you expect. Just go for it, if she says no accept it an move on

*Says the loner who's never had a girlfriend*

I don't blame you if you decide not to take my advice :l

Just listen to Payton, he seems to give better advice than I..

Oh and, who is the girl this time? .w.

She got mad at me for worrying about her. -.- I'll never understand women...
Faith.

I'm a loner too Payton.

Maybe so, but I've never tried to get a girl, like you :U

And see you then, Em

Yeah.

Okay Em QmQ
Also, I'm planning on hosting an rp like good old times with the characters ive used with you guys like.. Vimi, Amita, Opal and Dusk, and Andrea and Seth QwQ

Alright, awesome! :D

Yay!

.w. I don't know when I'll put it up though

That's okay.

I love this pic..

It's very cute.

I just love how the clothes came out ;w;

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f2PVb9SwuQA

Cutest animation I've ever seen QwQ

Romantic! :)

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=v0o3CcFpBfU

The correct link to the cute animation...
Forget the fat furries you saw...

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OLZJ-E2CWuw#

My phone ran out of service last night, that's why you didn't get a message :U

Ill restore it asap