As of recently, I've found myself fall into a momentarily trace-like state, and reach for...well, nothing. I've happened before but it's been happening a lot recently.

What am I reaching for?
-My bf that's 800 miles away?
-My friend that's gone?
-My dream cat that's ditched me?
-The bird within my soul?
-The friends who I wish I knew irl?

Not sure if I'll ever know.

#vent #reach #passion #monochrome #monochromatic