kamm, i made a second account.

i mean A, I MADE A SECOND ACCNT frick

i can't say it out loud but, if you look through either 'new paintings' or 'new scribbles' you'll see teeth.
that's how you'll know it's me.
it's a weird pride thing. i don't want people to know it's me..so don't say the name out loud when you find it.

thank you.
that means a lot.
but i'm nothing to even spit at let alone loved

there's nothing that makes me any of those things.
i'm alone
i'm lazy
i'm a freak
i'm ugly
etc. etc.
and those are the labels i live with on a day to day basis.
i suppose i'm content with that since that's all i've heard my whole life.
ha ha

thank you.
it's nice to relate to someone, y'know?

yea he's a real(ly badly drawn) stud.
*wi nks seductively in your general direction*

yea.
my mum is fu.cking crazy.
but i'm used to it.

yea.