help by deactivated55555

everything is happening at once and people are leaving me and the colors are hurting my head i just want to curl up in a ball and cry and just make everything dark make it stop being so bright i wish everything was identical so everything was simple and wasnt confusing why does everyone hate me when i dont even know them why am i so stupid i just want to die please just make it stop make me stop crying make me stop being confused please just fix it
i just want someone to hold me

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
16 May, 2014, 1:47 am
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dedvanilla

16 May, 2014, 1:58 am

aww! Anything i may do to help rid you of your sadness, new friend?

deactivated55555

16 May, 2014, 2:05 am

you all
are so amazing
and i
im gonna cry

THE PUPPETEER

16 May, 2014, 2:06 am

GASPS
IT OK FREND
IT O K

deactivated55555

16 May, 2014, 2:07 am

cantankerousCrab

16 May, 2014, 2:16 am

*hugs you* What you're going through; I think I know what it's like. It has been six years since I have had a friend that wasn't on the internet. They all left me, without notice, in the span of 4 months. Never contacted me again. People ignored me and scoffed whenever I tried to talk with them. I became bitter, distrustful and distant after that. I couldn't draw, I couldn't focus... but, some-how, it all got better. I ignored the notions of society, all the hate and petty teasing, stood stong and believed in myself. And you can be strong, too. I believe you can :)

cantankerousCrab

16 May, 2014, 2:31 am

I also used to be overly sensitive to light and sound. I got migranes nearly every day. They always made me sick to the point where I couldn't move. But as I got older, they went away. It really helped when I just sat in a dimly lit room and just drew with pencils. Maybe that would help? I really hope you feel better :) *hugs*

yanderidanampora

16 May, 2014, 2:49 am

((DONT
BE
SAD
BE
HAPPY.
EVERYONE
LOVES
YOU))

deactivated55555

16 May, 2014, 3:22 am

I LOVE YOU ALL

AND IM BEE

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