VENT by insomniackittyios
Yeah . . . The story is when i was a baby, i was born really early (micro-premies, i was a premie, one pound three ounces.)And i developed asthma . . . (Opps kinda going off track.) anyway i was in the hospital about five months? In the nicu (the place where the tiny babies go to uh . . . Um . . . Regain strength! I was on oxygen for two years (explains why my ears are kinda out.) the reason i sound raspy or quiet or WAHT EVER is because to save my life they had to shove a oxygen tube down my throat, sending one of my vocal chords into paralysis.NOW FOR THE ARM PART . . . I had sooooooooo many surgeries and stuff, i'm not sure when this was but what i've been told, i was getting surgery on my eye (my derpy one, yes) and i guess the doctor had tape on my arm and it cut off the serculation and so NOW I HAVE A HUGE A$$ scar on my right arm.so my right arm looks deformed as hell . . . Ok sorry for language . . . But i kinda hate my life . . . Theres nothing wrong right now . . . It's just when I was seven i was . . . Well . . . Uhhhhhhhh . . . Red zoned by my first step-dad. After that i never trusted many people . . . I still don't. It's fine if you think i'm an attention seeker but this is no lie to get attention, this really happened.I hate him, people say i should forgive and forget, but WHO can forget a traitor in your own family? Taking a break, ~melo/stars #vent #lifestory #pain #painfulmemories #cuts #scars #thepainnevergiesaway #i #wish #i #could #erase #my #bad #memories #from #my #mind #bullies #bully #lonely #alone #if #they #knew
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14 May, 2014, 3:18 pm
I was born three months early too. I have strabismus so i don't exactly intentionally function correctly, not like really bad but just a little milder then derpy. Like i drop stuff a lot, and i run into walls sometimes, but not as often, but when i'm excited or happy or something i tend to drop things more . . . Example on my birthday i literally dropped a very expensive sensi on the floor of my kitchen. But what bugs me the most is sometimes when someone's trying to talk to me i sometimes don't listen at all or very much.and sometimes i don't hear correctly but my family has a history of bad eyesight and hearing but it's ok . . . I hope.lol.
14 May, 2014, 3:24 pm
And doing more than one task is very challenging for me.i've been trying for years and years to remaster that skill, but i just can't. What i mean is if someone says " go into the car, get the movies, sort them out alphabetically , and put them all on the bookshelf in the public museum." All i'll remember to do is get out the movies. XD like i can't even do more than two loads of Landry and not forget what to do next.my life is weird.lol.