The outside is always the sheild. The sunlight amongst others. Keep smiling to be the strength. For when you're gone, it's all that others have. On the inside it hurt's. But that pain will fade eventually. And the more it happens... the less and less you feel it. It will be ok. This is from someone who's lost many, and someone who is willing to listen, for I know how it feel's. Rest in peace, my dearly beloved.