*hugs*
If venting helps, maybe you could find another way to do it?
I stopped useing blood for the sake of one of my friends because it was really triggering for her... Like... really bad...
( my gallary looked like bloody hell, very litaraly, about a month or two ago )
Instead I'd write poems or songs... Or I even found out, k!lling off your character in an RP or comic is kinda a way of venting.
Idk... Just a few sugjestions...
As long as you're okay though... That's all that really matters...

Thanks guys!

I hope your life gets better !! ^_^ Also , if you are depressed , PLEASE watch RAMADAN NIGHTMARE (video title) by fouseyTube (channel) on YouTube ...

I realised something by watching that ...