aw rad

I miss your old art...

what do you mean?

Compare how you drew and what you drew a few months ago to now, one might say you've improved, but I don't think so.. It's not that your a bad artist.. It's just that you've changed so much that it's like I don't even know who you are.. I've been thinking about this for a while now, this isn't a sudden realization, I've been putting a lot of thought into it and just aren't the Cinninut I know.. You're not DJKiana...

Your art doesn't even look like YOUR art, it's like someone else's style, someone elses art.. You're just not who you once were.. And it's depressing.. Especially since I've known you long enough to see for myself of how much you've changed..

Heck, even your personality changed... I just don't know why you changed, and what caused you to... You were perfect the way you were, I don't understand why you would change that... And as I said, you aren't bad, your art isn't bad, all I'm saying is that your style, your art, you... You're not really you.. And it just makes me feel bad, especially since there was a time that I loved you a lot, and I never got to express that, but now I just don't even know you anymore and it would be meaningless now.. I don't expect you to understand... You never talk to me anymore and you're never there for me when I need you most and I just.. I've lost so much lately, and I feel like I've lost you..

i'm...sorry?
Beleive me, I know my style changes dramatically really fast. I've known that for a long time too, but what am I exactly suppossed to do? I've always thought that was a GOOD thing, not DEPRESSING - and what do you mean by that? I'm not the same person I was? I'm just not DJKiana, I'm not the same Cinninut you've known before? Sure I've changed, but I am still the same person you know and love. Are you trying to suggest that I change back? Change my art style back to what it was before? /

i'm sorry i haven't been there for you
i'm sorry i havent talked to you in forever
i'm sorry you think you've lost me.

No.. You aren't the same person I knew months ago.. And I know you won't change back to who you were, so to answer your question, no, I am not suggesting you to change back.. What would be the point..

You don't even mean that...

^basically tbh
regarding the pic tho i really love this alligator cutie o mg

You don't even understand what I'm trying too tell you Cybon.
You're doubting me entirely, heck.

Then what are you trying to tell me?.. Because all I want is the Cinninut that I knew back... And the reason I doubt you is because if you think about it, would you really revert for me? I'm sorry but I highly doubt you're going to draw what you used to draw, just because I want you to... As much as I miss your old art, I just don't see why you would..

What am I trying to tell you? I'm not trying to tell you anything.
I just don't get it all?

I'm serious, nothing has ever changed about the way I think of you or anything!!
I'm getting really frustrated on how you're acting with my sudden art style n this 'personality change'

/Please give me some examples of how I've changed over the months because I don't see how I've changed enough for this to happen./

I don't mean to barge in but, art styles change, people change. Its pretty needy to want a person to change back... :l

I'll send you a note on dA.

okay