IF I HAD DIED THAT DAY; I WOUNT BE ABLE TO LIVE THE LIFE I HAVE NOW! I WOULD HAVE NEVER MET TENEBRAE, I WOULD HAVE NEVER MET ANY OF YOU PEEPS! YOU PEEPS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME! YOU HELPED A TOATALL STANGER WHEN HER ONLY FRIEND DIED IN A WRECK! YOU GUYS ALWAYS LIFT ME UP WHEN IM DOWNQ I OWE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH!
Please, promise that youll try your best to live your lives. please?

@shawdow lover sure.

@Lady Lioness: sorry sis, I cant do that. some of these peeps were ones that helped me through tough spots. I own them alot.

@shawdowlover: no promblem

There was a point where my friend Tiffany wanted to end her life....we were planing to end it together too. but we wanted to see how things turned out. Right now, my life is fine, but she-shes dead.... She didnt get a chance to see how her life would turn out to be today....

I'm actually feeling down myself today.. A few years ago I had brought a knife to my wrist, but just as quickly flung it away. I realized that no matter what, I was a someone in the world, a someone whose life could be much worse. I really hate my past...I was seriously a depressed kid. >-<'

I'm actually feeling down myself today.. A few years ago I had brought a knife to my wrist, but just as quickly flung it away. I realized that no matter what, I was a someone in the world, a someone whose life could be much worse. I really hate my past...I was seriously a depressed kid. >-<'

Asa-sis: dont worry, Im not planing on leaving life any time soon.

@Sister Lioness: dont call yourself stupid; Im just too kind hearted.

@shadowlover: I did cut a vains, I was in the hospital for almost a full month. sometimes-sometimes people think the only way to not feel pain, is to stop it completely. It's not the best choise out there tho.

I used to be depressed...it might not have been as extreme as you guys, but I would keep my nails long just so I could scratch up my arms when I was so frustrated and didn't know what to do. I would scratch so hard it would bleed and I was almost sent to a hospital. I'm just glad we all got over it (mostly). I wish that there weren't people who put overs down cause the felt like it, to a point where they thought they weren't worthy to live. I hope it never happens again.

@zeta: Im-Im soo glad you did. *hug*

(reply)- lol yay mah evil twin :DD!

oh my mayu....i feel so sorry for you.... BUT no matter what i will support you just keep trying keep up your hopes and dreams you are not stupid or a freak you are a great person and you know it your a great friend to me i will be at your side forever.

From,
Adeline Patel and Ashley P.

t-thank you! (Im not even kidding with you, Im crying my eyes out right now!)

I was depressed for a few years way back when I had issues with my family. I eventually told myself that things can get better if you try to make them better. So I tried to heal my relationship with my sibblings. I did my best to not make people mad at me all the time. Tried being nice. To show I cared about others. And eventually it worked.
My family still has its issues, but now we don't fight all the time. I now have a better relationship with my family and I can live with that. I can be happy with that because I tell myself that I helped to make things better with simple acts of kindness. And I am happy with just that.

My advice is to not let others drag you down so much. To try to make others feel better even if it doesn't seem like much. But don't let the despair of others drag you into despair as well. Think of the good things you have Mayu and remember them whenever you find your self feeling sad.

thank you. but its not about me: my lifes pretty good right now. its others I worry for.

muahahaha... evil laugh :P
I'm sooo scary ewe!

Sorry for ranting. If I knew who those others were I would give them the same advice.

@Nameless Child: just dont scare me anymore like that. *hug*
@Honeypie: I owe you soo much sis. thank you. *hug*

Mayu are you telling me that you still attempted it even though i tried to help? although my help was clumsy and inexperienced, i want you know that i would have blamed myself if you succeded.
on a lighter note, would you like to chatroom with me? im pretty bored probably for annother couple hours

@brutalwolf: nono. I was telling the ones that were saying that they were gonna hurt themself. I stabbed myself about 5 months ago.

@artywood: Never give up! <^u^>

@Mayu
thats what im talikng about. i blame my self now that im aware that you tried. anyways will you chatroom with me?

@artsywoods
i use four words.
"fu.ck your stu.pid needs"
[To myself]

Not appropeit brutalwolf, you could have commented that in her gallery.

then delete it. its not hard.
:D

I dont like deleting others comment, its feels mean, even if what they typed is rude. Im uses to it.

you should feel more comfortable with me than that.
i wont get mad or anything.
at least not with you.

hey mayu... can we talk for a bit? will be at my chat.

nothings wrong.... i just wanna chat for a bit.

sigh i may or may not have school tommarrow under a tornado watch till 4am dealing with a mini storm and tracking tornado warnings please mayu and others i ask for your prayers to help keep Georgia Alabama Tennesse and south carolina safe on this Dangerous night

and if any i mean ANY of you are going though anything i will keep you in my prayers especally those that are going though this tornado outbreak in the south. and i am praying for you mayu!

MAYUUUU DX

sui.cide is useless. Life is unique and no matter what you do, you'll die one day so let's have fun until the last day!Ò0Ó That's the meaning of #YOLO duh.
few weeks ago, I was really depressed. And I tried to be happy and think of good things. now I'm not depressed anymore. so if you're depressed or suicidal, just stay positive guys. it helps. really.
Happiness is the best medecine----
I hope my message helped c:

(reply)- lol ty, my freind keeps asking for me to do more pics like that, so I guess I will XP

and I just read this pic... life is a beautiful thing ^^ never waist it, becuase every little thing u do counts and it means something :)
and remember, God always loves u ^^

thank you nya-nya. <^u^>

@bunny chan: thank you

thats a very emotional drawing!
i'm glad you surfived c:
always think positive. my fav quote is 'everythingnis going to be okay' <3

Life is beautiful

Thank you for your comment Mayu! :D I love your art style. btw i'm part Irish too (i think you said you were part Irish or something, i'm i wrong? idk)

hey mayu, please meet me in my chat at midnight... thanks.