Okay, now I'm done venting owo

See? Der's a smile on da screen if you look close enough .www.
{Another string cut. Another wing clipped. Another peice fallen off....}

um...

What happened? :1

You didnt text nor get on the site all day... i was worried...

I'm sorry guys..
I can't keep my sadness bottled up forever. I need to vent a little to make me feel better..
No one did anything bad, no one is guilty of anything.
Let's just be happy..
{She's fine now honestly..}
Yeah.. because I can't stand being sad owo
God i mad....

lol..
God i sound mad*

Yup.
And Stu, check your phone..

omo

I'm just sick is all omo
I didn't want you to worry..
I'm sorry love..

Don't say that Okita!
Just.. maybe he's a little busy.
Or trying to register what happened..
Or sorting out emotions..
Love... Forgive me..
please..

*sulks in a corner*
F*ck my life...

I don't f*cking care if you two hate him or not.
I love him, and I will keep that final.
If you hate him then you may as well hate me too. He's a good person, really..
If you reach deep enough into his heart he shows his true colors..
Also, I believe I don't know your definition of better. To me, he's made me much happier than I have been in all my life. When you guys aren't around, who's there to talk to me, comfort me, and love me when I have no one? Him.
He's been by my side this entire time, and you don't realize. He goes through troubles and faces problems just to talk to me. Takes risks just to say a line to me. Makes a website just so we may talk. Goes through the trouble of finding me a texting site to see if I can text him while he's gone. He tells me how special I am even though I tell him how I'm not. Points out my uniqueness and gives me courage to speak.

you...
hate me...

Worries about me even though I don't intend it. Speaks one line to me atleast every day. Endures my constant randomness and optimistic nature. Points out how he loves me in mysterious ways in which I love. Expresses his feelings through roleplays like I used to do, and still do. He trusts me, and that is an honor for me to hold. He's broken, I am too, and slowly we aid eachother to fix whatever is sha.ttered. I was one of the few who stayed with him in dark momements because I cared, and he does his best to do the same for me too.
So be god dam CAREFUL about what you SAY about him!!
Your lucky you are my brother, and I love and tolerate the sh!t out of you.

Because...
i take advantage of her...
what..? I don't understand...
i try to make her happy, to be a friend... To be a proper companion...
and you say i've corrupted her..?
Because of the past....

....

My innocence? Taking
advantage? I find no evidence.
Is it the mature roleplays or something? Pfah.
You think you know, but you don't. So just please shut the f.uck up...
You haven't been through what he has been through..
You haven't been through what I've been through..
Sure, you have an idea but you just don't truly understand..
What happened to you fangirling over our marriage huh?
All the way in the Valentine pic?
That.. *sigh* God fu.cking dam mit..
{Cameron, please don't make her cry.. Stuart, don't listen to him. He doesn't know what he's talking about}

I...
what..?
exploit...
...

SHUT THE FU'CK UP ALREADY CAMERON!
You truly do not know what the freaking HELL your saying now!
HE'S PROVEN HIMSELF SO MANY TIMES ALREADY IT ISNT EVEN FUNNY!
The things he said after my su!cide attempt failed..
The thing's he said after I doubted him..
He's proven himself worthy of me. He's always been worthy.

...
so...
you... never actually liked me... okita...
Never thought me a friend....
you just...

He's human...
H-He makes mistakes...
I believe he needs a chance..
I gave him this chance..
and look at what resulted...
Don't freaking break us apart Cam..
Don't give him ideas please...
We've barely hit the seventh month..
Just please..
With a heavy heart I ask you to stop..
I don't care if he's lied in the past...
I have too..
Thousands and upon thousands of times..
You still trust me don't you..?

Stu..
Please don't listen..
Please.. Love..
don't...

WHAT!!?!
My LAST relationship!?
My attraction for her was rejected. The one before is presumed to be dead...
why..?
Why are you saying these things that are untrue?

Yes, i lied.
Yes, I am impure.
I have stated that over and over and over...
You said that you forgave me...
And you didn't..?

{Opinion isn't fact}

I cannot do this anymore...
I have been truthful since i cleared my lie...
If you cannot forgive me, then don't... If you don't like me, then hate me...
i still consider you a friend, even if you don't...

Thank you..
for just...
Making the crack...
In my heart...
bigger...
Don't...
ever talk like that....
to Stu...
ever.. again...
{She nearly cracked thanks to you Cameron, now it's going to be hard trying to calm her down again. What do you expect to gain from this? Make her cry? If so, you succeeded. This conversation hurt her even more than the day they called her heartless and crushed her you know. Don't mess with emotion like that.. It's a fragile thing, and knowing Ale's sensitivity it hurts her more than average}
I'll just..
Not say anything any more...

This.. This is joke right?
Haha... you got me.....
Nice one Cam.. hehe......
{Aaaand she cracked..}

{brilliant... just... geez... the damage a few sentances can do...}
...

W-We're all family here..
r-right...?
Family....
Families go through hardships..
Hehaha...

Eheh...
It tickles when I shake..
haha... so.. funny..
lol... its cold...
{Indeed. I'm afraid I can't do much for her now....}

Maybe.. It wasn't meant to be..
I mean..
lol.. Haha.... I didn't..
But.. lolol...
Ive said.. he could dump.. me..
But.. lol.. he didnt..
Haha...
{I need a little girl's name. I'll give her a nice dream tonight...}

You should of at least told me...
Just say, ''Oh, hey, stu, i hate your fuc.king lying soul and i don't want you to be with Ale because I think you're a manipulative bas.tard that is increasingly corrupting her.''...
What i'm saying is I would rather know your opinion than have you put up with me...

I've been told..
That distance..
It.. hahaa....
It isn't an OBSTACLE...
Rather.. just... lol..
A .. great reminder...
of just... how..
haha.. how strong true love can be..!
But.. I dunno..
I dunno what to believe anymore...
Hahaaa... Am I really loved..?
Naaahhhh... loooll..
{Um, excuse us for a few moments}

{Use Mira... that should work...}

I've been told too many fu.cking fairy tails..
This.. This is a tragedy ain't it?
Like Romeo and Juliet or some sh!t..
Except Romeo dun care..
Eh..
{Now I hate you Cameron}

*sigh* I do love her...
I truely wish i could be with her... just to embrace her... feel her... smell her... love her... Some.. just don't understand... Some never shall...

Next thing you know I wake up in bed..
Ahah..
He.. he.. doesn't..
does he..?
Nah..
maybe..
{That's nice. Maybe I'll add a little boy, Clarence. A name she's always wanted to use for her son}
If I ever f.uckin have one.. lol....

Ale...
please dont say something like that...
please don't be negative...
{you know he would do anything to be with you, Ale. You also know that if you kiIl yourself, he would do the same... So dont say he doesnt care...}

Life keeps me chained..
Thanks Cam..
Maybe you..
lol.. enlightened me...
Reality.. It's lies non..?
It's all it's ever f.uckin given me..
I try to be nice and get fu.cked over.. lllllooooooollllll...
{*just hissing*}

{She'll be fine tomorrow Stu I swear...}
Haha...
I'm unloved..

I don't want..
to be lied to anymore..
Just hurt me with the god dam truth..
Not a liiieeeee...---- haha...

Haha.. lol
Don't comfort me wif liez..*

Thank you, malis...
{Make sure she is, we don't need more chaos than needed...}

reality is a lie for certain. but everything else is inconclusive.

Then, ale, here is the truth...
I love you...
I love you so... so, so much...
I wish i could be with you... I know i shall eventually...
i need you...

{Now you're just inducing chaos and confusion, okita... you are making things worse....}

But.. lol..
Haaahhhh...
You make nothing better Cam..
Your freaking crushing me right now lol...!
Those words ya said..
Words.. f'uck em..
I dunno.
Maybe your right.
Malis ish gonez now.
Anywhooooosssss
Thank you for making me realize love just isn't cut out for mez.
I try my best to find someone but apparently they are always too bad or sumtin.
Still, no one's perfect.
I dunno..
I dunno if he truly freakin loves me or not, hahaaaa...
I'm doubting myself, yaaaayyyyy

I dun need anyonez..
I can fix myself, me thinkz..
Haaahaaa....
F'uck all of youz..
I dun need.. blah..
My head hurts..

Dish quote man..
"If you love someone but rarely make yourself available to him or her, that is not true love"
WEEEEEEeEeEeeeeee

I hate myself. :D

{Apparently Ale doesn't want nor need me anymore...}
kitty! :D

{Cameron, get out of here. Your no help.}

.....
*sigh* I take back all I said just now.
{Ale's back :D}
Man my head hurts..

{you never introduced yourself to me, so i only know you as okita. Now, forgive me, but stu will not be commenting for a moment, he's breaking again...}

Well.. Stu might be mad at me now..
So...
Song time I guess!
There's only
1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you...
To Stu..
I love you..

F'uck..
I f'ucked up again..
godda'mmit..
I hate myself..
{You said that already}
Shut up kitty...

I love you too, ale... so much...
{god dam.n fu.cking black parasite... its becoming such a nuisance lately...}

I giess I'll comment pointless loving things then..
uh..
Stu..
If I could have.. one wish..
I would wish to... uh..
Wake up everyday to the sound of ypur breath upon my neck..
the warmth of your lips on my cheek...
The touch of your finger on my skin..
and... to feel the sync of our hearts beating together together.....
I'll always know I could never be able to experience the same with no one else but you.

*sigh of releif*
I was about to get worried...
geezus..

I've tried to mend my mistakes... to take responsability...
but... i just cant seem to be able to... they always come back at me and make me recoil...
i suppose that makes me weak...

I dun care.. but I'll keep saying loving things.
hm..
They say there are many fish in the ocean, but i'll keep tossing the one's I catch until I catch the one I want owo HYU!
{Happy once again. In a way}

*hugs ale* i'm sorry for scaring you, love...

Hehe, you're adorable...

Tis okay owo
And adding more to an I love you..
I wuv chu
More than anyone I have ever wuved before.
Chu specialz to me, the only one that can truly compwete my heart. I wuv chu with all that I am, and all that I hope to be owo

And me nu adorable omo
Just cute to a certain point uwu

-w- ehe... thank you..

And yes, youre adorbz.

*applauds KM*
such wisdom.
Me needs dat.

mm... i need sleep...

As long as you love me..
I can feel free to fly once more in freedom.. uwu
Oh and Stu..
Um.. I'm glad I can make you sorta happy, and..
mew.. thats all i gotta say really.

Go rest love..
I'll text you in the morning o//w//o

Hah, I knew I was doing the right thing in giving him a chance. I knew it...

I'll try my best to make it last, if not for me then for him.
Thanks KM..

It will last for both of us, what am i sayin..

I truly hope you guys work out...as in, forever

Not that I think you wont..

Cam, Even though I despise you in a way now, your still my brother, so I forgive you.. to a certain point. Please keep your opnions to yourself, I never want Stu broken ever again. It's hard trying to find all the peices and putting them back together. They say true love is when one has the courage to pick up all the peices of one's heart and putting them back together, keeping one peice and replacing it with a peice of their own. You Stu has done that right..? But, you apparenty hate his guts, so I shan't say more.
Just know Cam.. Even if he has lied, you've lied to us too. Just so you know....

Hehe, He's put me together better than anyone has ever done before Cam. owo

{Stu and Malis are the ones who contributed to her survival.}
mostly Malis, really...

...
{Yup}