No time was wasted at all, feathers. I see beauty in every drawing you have done, different styles that I could not draw easily, and the care/time you put into this. Perhaps it was drowsiness that blurred your judgement while drawing that made you believe this is "not" beautiful or wonderful. I too have that trouble when I draw late at night and do not believe my artwork is decently drawn until I wake up in the morning and look back at of what have I done to continue working on it or decide it's finished. I especially admire the tatoo-ish marks on the face. :D