I am having a meltdown. No computer activity, avoiding people, getting angry, getting sad, getting horrible thoughts. I didn't sleep so well the past 2 days, I am beginning to lose track of school now, and I am just kind of giving up. Words wont cheer me up, I wont even listen to them anymore cause they are meaningless. It's just seems whenever at chatzy, I can never have a day without being put down like this. So.. f#$* that chat. I'm never safe there anyways.. so Just leave me alone...