@su1cidaltendancies gggggggguys i need to talk to someone and i was wondering if i could talk to you but like i rlly dont want to bother u or wtvr

@staryzx talk boy talk

ok so lucy (my gf) makes really physical compliments or stuff shed want to do to me and it makes me feel really uncomfortable or wtvr and like this always happens to me and i end up leading them on for losing feelings and not saying anything and if u look at her most recent posts comments she said smth along the lines of "i want to kiss your neck" or smth ok and it made me very uncomfortable so i ignored it but it bothers me bc it makes me feel gross idk ok @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

@staryzx ok so is that why ur hiding :joy_cat:
anyways just talk to her about it or something. boundaries yo

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES but the thing is i kinda.. cant seem to say it, i feel rlly bad or just start saying uh and making it awkward and its why im a really easy victim for gr00ming or SA bc i get scared and tense up and like yeah sorry if it doesnt make sense

@staryzx ok heres the part where im not helpful because im too good at saying no and stuff
that umm probably isnt healthy dewd if it makes you uncomfortable you need 2 say somethint

it also doesnt help shes just like my ex that gr00med me :joy_cat: @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

like same compliments and everything

lol

@staryzx ok why are.you dating her thn

i didnt notice until i started dating her, and i also have a really strong feeling she thinks she likes me, but ik she doesnt and shes just coping with her recent breakup and i love her and i want the best for you, and i know this will help her situation if i broke up with her but still my idea might be wrong and idk ok ok ok @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

HER NOT YOU HELP

@staryzx oh i know someone that ws like that i think where she thought she was in love with me but she just has this thing where she needs to be attached to someone ok thats not really the same but i think its close enough

anyways your love life is your love life do what you want

sigh :broken_heart: @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

@Morgiepoo ok

@staryzx how to break up with girlfeind 101

i lwk need that but no offense to her shes rlly sweet just alot @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

@staryzx i agree w @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES , you gotta set bounds, just be like hey lets take it nice and slow and focus on romance next time she does smth that makes u uncomfortable

@staryzx its.ok boy you'll,figure it out

communication ist key brochacho

i miss being single alr :broken_heart: @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @Morgiepoo

@staryzx single life is free liyfe

@staryzx i think maybe breaking it off is the best choice in this situation

im a free spirit ok not a boywhоre theres a difference

im lowk getting used to it no call obligation no having to remember a gn text @staryzx @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES HELP

free me :fist: :disappointed: :wilted_flower: @Morgiepoo @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

@staryzx :pensive:

@staryzx ok but if ur not happy and ur uncomfortable you should probably end things idk

on an srs note :joy_cat:

oh well at least i cut my manipulative gr00mer ex off!! :joy_cat: @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @Morgiepoo

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES yea ill do it tmrw

@staryzx yuh!! healthy kayy era!!

@staryzx who was manipulative groоmer ex was it brownies guy

hes on silly cl but im not name dropping heh.. @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

yes healthy kayy era!! :joy_cat: @Morgiepoo

@staryzx #chanceofsalt perhaps

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @staryzx guys maybe i dont like being single i knda jst want her back???
hi sorry idk how to be single since i was w girl fo 2 years

cough cough yes cough BUT DONT SAY ANYTHING ples me nd him know eachother irl and he will hate me and expose my silly secrets hahaha @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

my longest relationship was a year what @Morgiepoo

@Morgiepoo is this coping

my longest irl relationship was like 6 months because im not good at maintaining relationships ok

what i think is rlly funny is that i have a preference for dudes because im a stupid gay boy but i can only pull ladies what

@staryzx @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES she broke up w me monday then got my period wed im having a rough week !!
ive was w her since the end of 8th grade and im going into 11th!!
i dont know any home but her its so weird

@Morgiepoo 8th to 11th is a LONG time i cant imagine thay
that sounds rough brohtato :broken_heart:

NOOOO I JUST FINISHED MY LAST PACK OF GUM :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: :broken_heart: @Morgiepoo @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

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@staryzx :broken_heart:
@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES yuh its weird idk what to do w myself bcz i just kinda want to text her

stop real i keep getting urges to go back to hunter :broken_heart: @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @Morgiepoo

shhsshshhs @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

@staryzx pls dont hes so freakbutt

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@Morgiepoo i.know heh hes so not cool i unfollowed him lolz

@Morgiepoo its ok i lowkey want to apologize to my weird freaky ex-situationship because i feel bad for her and i miss talking to her fuсk my stupid baka life!! :joy_cat: :joy_cat: ok what

@staryzx GOOD

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES sigh..
freak my stupid chungus life..

you only live once! make your moves guys! unless that move is to a freak named hunter @staryzx

we hate men named hunter they can die :joy_cat: @Morgiepoo @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

@staryzx iknow a hunter irl he's so chill he let me hit his nic a couple times because im a gross fein ok

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @staryzx hi omg just read back at what i said earlier and saw i said ist whoops
sometimes ill unconsciously text in german

all of my druggie friends are cool they have awful lives and probably shouldnt do drugs but theyre cool

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @staryzx i think of ginny and georgia whenever i hear the name hunter

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @staryzx ill only smoke weed VERY occasionally

@Morgiepoo i love weed unfortunately sigh :broken_heart: :broken_heart: its so bad holay molay whenever i get the chance to do weed i take it

i used to väpe but now i eat random brownies for russian roulette :joy_cat: @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @Morgiepoo

i dont like drugs at all but im an addict ok kms

@staryzx boy i got suspended in school for eating weed brownies once. dont do the brownies!!!

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES i just like to nawt be sober sometimes !!
i would do more if i was being supplied im just left to hitting my bsfs dab but thats a goid thing i think

@staryzx @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES iwanna try eddies bcz if i smoke weird i always throw up from cughing 2 hard

i like 2 be not sober only because im happy under substances and nice sometimes

@Morgiepoo eddies r kind of lame but thats probably js me
i had 3 once i dont think they worked n they were supposed 2 be kind of strong

i havent had a brownie in a few days sigh @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

peak i was the friend people only came over my home to get high :joy_cat: @Morgiepoo

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @staryzx ive never been blackout but i lowk have an issue w margaritas omg they so good

me and my friends went ding dong ditching after taking eddies :stuck_out_tongue: @Morgiepoo

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES i hav a friend who gets alot of eddis i might needa try

hand some over pal @Morgiepoo

@staryzx nooo :joy_cat:

oh my god my friend had these little weed tablets once and i'd never done them b4 so my dumbаss had 3 (bcuz they weren't hitting right away and i was used 2 dap) n the tablets hit like 2 hrs later when i was at home

cooked bro :broken_heart: @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

yes gng @Morgiepoo

my mom knew i was,out of it but she let it slide :purple_heart: she was probably proud of me ok

and then i had 1 tablet this one time w my friend and we walked around town 4ever that was so weird

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES yipes
i rly havent done anything but pen

@staryzx next tym ur upin idaho its awn

i remember once my 8 yr old cousin snorted baby powder :smile: @Morgiepoo @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

ight bbg ima be there this December @Morgiepoo

@staryzx starting them off young i suppose

yes and he started crying bc it got in his eye :broken_heart: @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

lawl

i used 2 leave the house at night to go hang out around the gas station and smoke cigarette butts that i would find #pathetic

@staryzx oh how cyoot
ur prollying in the south tho :broken_heart: im in u of i area

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im like in wendell whereevr that is @Morgiepoo

i used to do that too dw twinsies :stuck_out_tongue: @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES i cant get into nic i love secondhand smoke the smell of ciggys is so nice

@staryzx sigh 7 hrs away

gay. gay. gay gyagayagagaygyagyagayagygaayyyyyy ugh @Morgiepoo but real

@Morgiepoo vro nic was the starting point of it all 4 me :broken_heart:

@staryzx i went down there in my pajamas too no shame i couldve been kidnapped boye

@staryzxsigh im so excited

its tym to get spookay soon

@Morgiepoo real :broken_heart:

i went in my hello kitty pj pants and a spongebob shirt.. help :broken_heart: @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES im scared of like any tabacco stuf bcz my parents were terrible smokers when i was younger (hence comfort from the scent) then they quit in like 2014 only to start again in 2016 then they quit again in like 2017 and they need lonzenges n pouches to getby
nd my dad has copd from it :broken_heart:

@SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @staryzx our house is like THE Halloween house its beautiful

@Morgiepoo spookay
my mom goes all out for Halloween.when she does NOT need to

i have a gay äss green house with a ugly red door... who wants my address !! /srs @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES @Morgiepoo

same with christmas my mom is a crazy person

@staryzx why,are you doxxing yourself homay
my house is ugl

@staryzx i mean sure ig yiu can see mine too

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@staryzx @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES i trust yall wont do no nothin

ok ill tag u gays in sum bc im kool and i like getting doxxed ok @Morgiepoo @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES

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@Morgiepoo @staryzx ok..i guess maybe i can dox myself too

YAYAYAA @SU1CiDALTENDANCiES