ugh im going to be trying to post art but im really not okay but the only thing to do is keep moving
watching my dog die horribly really fu.cked me up, the day after that i was in a car accident with my mom (minor but it's my highest anxiety factor, i physically cant drive without huge anxiety)
regular "dad hates mom, dad rants to me" bull.s.hit where i get to listen to my dad rant about how horrible my mom is
best friend hates herself and there's nothing i can do
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09 Apr, 2014, 8:20 am
but yet i still feel so upset and dead yet so many good things are happening
dad bought me 160 bucks of on sale clothes and that came in the mail
dad bought me a laptop
dad's planning on adopting one or two new dogs
i found my ipod so i might get a decent night's sleep
but yet im still depressed and when i realise things are good i feel disgusted with myself for being sad and empty feeling
whuch makes me more upset and just starts the whole cycle over
so im just going to draw myself like this for a while because i just feel dead
im disgusting trash, no one needs to tell me because i know (/uvu)/ and i remind myself every day