I think you guys need to talk this out.. .maybe that could help?
.... I'll just kick myself out.

you dont get it... i tried explaining it to you that thursday.. you didnt understand nor do you believe me.. i never ment to break up, i just wanted a break. but you kept saying it was a break up, so i assumed you wanted to break up.. im sorry.. this is all my fault..

i just wanted to say im sorry. and that none of this is your fault.. i honestly dont expect you to forgive me.. i know you said you did, but do you mean it? *sigh* im sorry..

i dont know why youre apologizing. this was my fault, my stupid mistake.. im sorry. i know i make mistakes like everyone else.. but this mistake led to hurting you.. im sorry..

The mistake of hurtimg you.. Luna, think about like this. You said that its your own fault, well if i hadnt $crewed up, nothing would be wrong.. all of this was my fault.. im sorry.. i feel like a terrible person.. im sorry. i really mean it..

It would matter alot if you got hurt, and you're not a Burden. But I'm glad you realized its my fault.. Honestly, ive missed you too.. talking to you when i got home, staying up until morning.. And what did i gain? more stress? such a big win on my part..

I didnt want that.. i just wanted a break..

I didn't want it to be like this... And its not your fault.. Somehow its always my fault..

You don't sound harsh.., just unhonest... Because you don't know how I feel.. You don't what I want, so stop assuming all these things you think you know about my feelings like everyone I've ever met does.... Sorry... That was harsh... I'll just shut up..

*don't know

Luna, I think you got the wrong message from my last message.. What I meant was you don't know that I'm happy away from you and by myself.. You said I was so happy, but you don't really know.. I wasn't meaning anything like what you thought I meant.. Honestly, Don't go... Don't.. Don't delete colors, or Skype. As if you haven't already done both because I didn't respond in a week, but I've been really busy.. I've been terrible since that Thursday.. There.. I said it..

Im just going to explain my side of this whole thing.. Maybe you'll understand a little better.. March- I was put in a terrible situation My best friend told meshe like me, and since we've been close since 2010, I didn't know what to say.. Except to tell you the truth, that I MIGHT have feelings for her.. And that we should take a break so I can think about all of it.. But you kind of flipped clear out about all these promises that I "broke" and how I was a list and stuff.. You didn't understand.. You didn't know what I was going through.. You just instantly assumed I moved on with someone else.. But.. I guess this kind of shows you didn't trust me when I said that I'm not going to try to hurt you.. :/

(Sorry about all the grammar mistakes, colors doesn't have auto correct ;) )

No, I'm not happy now. Thanks for asking! ^^ ........ Most of those sorrys (sorries?) arent true...

Luna, how can you say all of those? You know its not your fault. We even went over this. Don't instant say its your fault without thinking about, just be logical.. I started this whole mess, didn't I?... I'm sorry...

*instantly

*about it

Stupid grammar..

I'm sorry for everything.. For not being good enough, for even considering liking someone else.. This is all my fault, and there is lots of evidence...

Reasons I wasn't good enough-
1. I never brought you happiness..
2. I was always really pushy :/
3. This ones the most important one.. But I really respected you and I still do.. But I could never live up to you.. You're better when it comes to art, you were always sweeter, you seemed more hopeful (not saying I'm not super hopeful).. You just.. I don't know why you were ever interested in me or even if you still are (which I doubt because of how I acted..) But you deserve to be treated better than I treated you.. I'm sorry.. Also, me and her never got together.. I have been single since that Thursday and I'm not very happy, honestly..

I'm one of those people.. Who never forget about people.. Not in a stalker way (:3), but I still think of them every once in a while.. I don't think I'll ever forget about you, but you'll probably blow it over your shoulder next week.. But... I'm not an optimist, honestly.. So I'm not a happy person.. Usually.. I'm not going to fake a smile when everyone who knows me including myself can sense I want to start crying.. But you can give go live a happy life.. But do me a favor, and be happy, whatever you have to do.... 'v'

Luna, honestly, I still feel like I owe you.. Like I need to make you happy, but You probably hate me, but is there anything you want..? I want to make you happier.. I feel as if your hurt.. I'm sorry..

I completely understand how you feel.. But you deserve more happiness than misery.. That's why I said I felt like I needed to help you.. And I might not owe you, but I WANT to help.. Don't risk your own peace at mind for someone else.. You'll regret it later when you have no self esteem.. I'm just worried you'll be hurt.. I know this may sound crazy, but I still care if you're hurt.

I don't think you understand, when you're miserable, I'm miserable. When you're happy, I'm happy. You probably don't trust nor believe me, and I don't blame you.. But I'll do what makes you happy. Just tell me. Even if it means leaving your life, I'll try to cover the pain with a smile. :3

I just don't like seeing you hurt, but I don't want to be that weird ex that keeps annoying you.. So just tell me what to do. :/

Okay.. But.. Can you promise to not get to hurt and take care of yourself? And this one is more of a personal favor.. But.. Don't forget I exist? That ones probably too much..