think I might have to have a heart transplant. I'm very worried and confused about it all and it's not helping having to do cheeful pics for Colors. I have developed insomnia on top of everything else so i can't sleep. I'm sorry. I try to help other people with their problems. I shouldn't wallow in self-pity when other people need comfort and attention. I'm sorry, Colors, I shouldn't complain. I know most of you need help as well, so I'll try to give you sympathy and comfort. I just kinda need to vent a little coz I'm scared if I have an operation it'll go wrong and I won't be the same any more.
BTW i really shouldn't wallow in my own misery like this. If anyone is upset or tired or just needs some words of comfort and sympathy, you know who to ask. :)

Oh my god. I'll pray for you, okay? That's so scary, oh god. I can't express my level of worry for you in type. I hope that your heart transplant will go as excellent as possible.

D: I hope you feel better! I am so sorry :(

I know your going to be fine, just belive,pray, and know your going to be fine and don't be afride be afride of fear it self.Take a bite of your fears, because that's what i did when i had back surgry.If you need help go on youtube and a youtuber called watchwellcast has some things that can help you throug this!I'll pray for your safty!

Da.mn I wrote so much!0-0lll

awww thank you all so much! :D *hugs all of you* you're always there for me. :)

your there for us so were here for you!^v^

thank you.