Kawaii!(Although I'm not a massive GG fan...) Nothin really to tlk about... Not sure if I'm straight or bi, I have anxiety, & nervous reactions, I like heaps of people who are out of my league, Go on youtube & search Gully Hip Hop Dancing to Transformer. Hes a guy at my school, yr 9, named Gully (this YT vid was back when he was like 12 btw) & hes nice & super cute, this is him... >///<

Actually... There is something... Okay... Theres this guy named Harry, hes in my yr (8) & well... Lets start from the start... I met him one day in yr 7, when I was getting my books from my locker, thats when a jerk named Nathen said something(Mainly about my hair) (He had bullied me the day before this too) & I kinda began to cry, thats when Harry came upto me & said "Hey, I like your hair".... Somewhere in the middle,(yr 8) I hadn't really talked to him, but I was still an emotional person, thats when he noticed I was sad quite often, & began to talk to me, He'd help me out & soon I ended up admitting to him that I cut, he convinced me not to, & he even said that he was my friend, Recently, He said to a good friend of his... "Salem(friend), This is Shianne, I want you to be nice to her, shes a friend of mine" & he even told another friend off for pulling my hair, What I'm trying to get at is I've had a MASSIVE thing for him, always have, & recently I've been split apart some friends-

are telling me hes avoiding me & some friends say he likes me... I want your oppinion... This week, I was walking past & he "hid" behind his bag (So some friends said) & then class time, his grade went one way, but he cut off to another way to get to class, conveniently "avoiding" me, but then that day he talked to me (Yeah-ya!) & this week he had talked to me, but sometimes i didn't know if he still cares for me or not, I told him I got the urge to cut again, he told me not to, & he talked to me heaps on Fri, but there was this incident, Me & this gurl didn't get along, she abused, threatened, & yelled at me because I "Looked at her", she came up & started having a go at me, while I was with Harry & his friend, He just stood back awkwardly, I supposed he didn't wanna get involved UNLESS it got majure, & a friend dragged me off, I can't remember... But I don't think he even asked if I was alright, I don't remember tho... after that he backed away from me, but after that day things-

turned normal, He ALWAYS says hi or does the head nod thing that means hi when I'm around & always talks if he A) notices I'm sad or crying, B) If I ask, or C) If he has a spare minute, hes popular & all his popular friends KNOW I'm friends with him, What I'm trying to get at is A) Is he actually a good friend? B) Like some of my friends said, Does he like me OR is he avoiding me? & C) How can I make our relationship better/keep it going? More or less hang out with him more, & get us to be better friends (No RELATIONSHIP relationships)? Thank you for actually reading all my rambling & I'm soooooo sorry for these long *ss comments!