Well... I told my Mom about my depressiin issues... And she's been through a hundred times worse apperently so. Long story short...
I need to learn to eat again.
Get some sleep. ( depressed or not, that will never happen. XD )
And not lock myself in my room...
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...
...
Hhh...
I realize it's for my own good... But... I'm still scared...
But I do feel better...
( took me like 15 min to even say something so there was awkward silence for a while )
Time to start training myself...
Hhh...
#Garson
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21 Mar, 2014, 3:31 am
P.S.
I love Kyle and his tragic story. Omg, one of my favorite O.C's I've made.
He's so sad and broken. I love it... Uh... Yeah... I go now. "xD
21 Mar, 2014, 3:37 am
heh how i tolled my grama about my depression is i showed her the video "To This Day" by Shayne Koizon -cant spell his last name- But yeah... my family still don't know i self harm/ try to ki.ll myself or that i would legit starve myself if i had the choise -i already have one meal a day... these past few days were terrible for i have been having 3 meals a day AND snacks. i HATE it. as soon as school starts again. i'm off the food for good. ugh. food is gross.-
21 Mar, 2014, 3:45 am
Be careful plz...
I still don't trust myself around anything sharp so... Blech.
21 Mar, 2014, 3:51 am
heh i guess we both are pretty messed up eh? At least we have eachother hmm? -.-
21 Mar, 2014, 3:58 am
Yeah.
Being alone... It's a terrible feeling especially in times like this.
It's better with someone by your side.
21 Mar, 2014, 4:00 am
I'll be there.
21 Mar, 2014, 4:25 am
lol I will never sleep either #SleepIsForTheWeak
21 Mar, 2014, 4:36 am
youre very brave to say that man
ive been so quiet about any issues i have so almost no one knows about them hhh
21 Mar, 2014, 6:03 am
Dude you're so brave! I would never be able to tell my parents about my depression. I kept it a secret for them. You see Garson, you're not a coward. You're very brave!
21 Mar, 2014, 7:58 am
... Well... I wouldn't have if I didn't have a few friends yelling at me to... Hm hm... And I'm glad they did... Trust me, I was anything but brave. I only told her for you guys...
I'll try to get better... I was going to skip food today but. It's pizza friday. How can I resist?! ...
And...
I guess if there's any ugly thoughts, GC's with Daisy always help... ... The fact she tries to help ME... When she's hurting so bad herself still amazes me... So...
I'll try my best... It'll be slow but... Gotta start somewhere, right? ... ... ...
I hope everyone stays safe and feels better. *salute*
You don't have to worry about me. I'll be fine... Wolves honor.
21 Mar, 2014, 8:16 am
omG GarsoN staHP makiNG mE smiLE XD
21 Mar, 2014, 8:21 am
XD Hah ha! It's only the truth! Would I lie to a friend? Especially YOU?! C'mon Daisy.
You shoved your problems aside that one day just to help me feel better.
Even when you were hurting pretty bad earlier, you still kept asking if I was okay.
...
Stahp being a hero... That's my job, you clever little son of a griffin. >////<"
21 Mar, 2014, 8:23 am
shh other people always come before me...
anyway gtg seeya soon...
21 Mar, 2014, 8:23 am
^^ could have gone worse, eh?
well, I actually feel better knowing you do. (Haha I had pizza yesterday)
and yes: #sleepisfortheweak
21 Mar, 2014, 8:26 am
Im glad u told, U deserve it.. I love u buddy.. -hugs- Pizza <3 omg
21 Mar, 2014, 8:27 am
Garson, its our job to look after you.. ur our brother xx
21 Mar, 2014, 8:27 am
ugh...no time to talk right now, I'm really busy...If anyone wants, I'll try to get an rp started up later.
21 Mar, 2014, 8:28 am
*hugsyouallbecauseyou'reawesome*
21 Mar, 2014, 8:35 am
Guys... Stop it... The dumb feels... I'll be okay. Honest. Just... Worry about yourselves for a minute. Don't get yourselves hurt plz.
Ima here to help.
21 Mar, 2014, 8:36 am
Oooooh... Omg... An rp sounds great... That's one easy, surefire way to distract the ugly thoughts. Hee.,, I can't wait.
21 Mar, 2014, 8:44 am
Yey rp. Garson! GUESS WAT!
21 Mar, 2014, 8:46 am
Omg.. Want me to post my Story later?
21 Mar, 2014, 8:50 am
#TiffRef MIGHT have pups!!
21 Mar, 2014, 9:11 am
WHAAAAAAT! ...
... Lol... How did that happen? Hmmmm? xp
21 Mar, 2014, 9:53 am
her bf #AnubisRef Shes not my fursona, but shes Me xD
21 Mar, 2014, 9:57 am
Hmm... Dang it, sounds like I missed the fun part.
22 Mar, 2014, 5:51 am
THAT'S NOT FUNNY! OMG! That's scary...