I knew wearing weaves wasn't for me. This is the first and LAST time I'm going through such torment, I swear. My hate for the way it feels overpowers my love for the unexpected compliments I'm recieving for this crap. Feels like I'm always wearing a freaking hat, so I've confined myself to one. I'll just get a wig. At least I can take that off and let my scalp breathe. Either way it's all so fake and I hate it AUGH...Lately I've been obsessed w/ obtaining beanies. #selfportrait #thestruggle