omo whats wrong bro

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Im wrong....I gess

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hay you okay

oh hay niss
hay AL

why are you soo down aren't you happy to be alive and heathy?

yeah...but thing I've been thinking about .......

Hk....so you see it too ......

I gtg Get better soon ok

*sigh*.........Hk what is love to you?

Ok LA bye

Im a bad Bf.......

...v u v beautful Hk

I suck at love....

yeah....like you know you love the person ..but somewhere deep down in your heart......you know they don't feel the same......Hk

that's me right now.....

........ *lays down on my bk*

I watch SDMineCraft XD

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*still layinging down*....yh?

.......no.. .......It's steph

but..... noel..is in the mix ...well IDK

.....well your here for me ....and I thank you for that

hay cutie-pop ...

it's ok...Hk

your sad...too .....-Cutie-pop

thx for the hug kawaii

why....-cp

...Cp IDEK ....

*hugs you* don't cry...Cp

.....I just want to know......*hug's you too tighter*

Cp ......*wipes some of your tears*..

Niss ..It's really..confusing really but Im a little better now little sis...*rubs your head and smiles*

I fell yah Emerald <:l-EW

Cp Im sorry I made you upset

N, you are a [darn] good guy. No, really. All the evidence of that is easily seen in the responses you write, whenever someone shares on here that they're hurting with their art.

And because that is who you are, that is part of your dilemma. Because you intuitively make the extra effort for others. And so you want to do whatever you can for her.

((--typing more, but don't want to lose my efforts...again--))

*sigh*

Cp... is it noel....

thx Chibi...yeah I do my best to hear everyone out even when Im down.....

.....your hurting your self..Cp don't do that

So what exactly does "doing whatever you can" entail?

Is there some way, ANYway you can fight like whoa for her AND yourself? But is that you being too selfish then?

Wanting something different doesn't make you a bad boyfriend, though.

Does that mean you'll just have to give in, and hurt yourself instead? Would doing so actually mean you are weak, wishy-washy, and unwilling to fight for what's important to you?

Assuming I'm not wildly off-base here, any and all of those questions really make for a dilemma.

((--typing just a bit more...no novels, I promise!--))

Cp....your not ugly no one is ugly unless you don't have a heart..and you do have a heart Cp

Chibi ...IDK why I do it I just do it/ it's like a wierd twicth inside me I can't stop but think about how the other person feel's and think and how bad I want to help or talk to them ......It's a bad habit....

*hug*-cp

*smiles*

there's that smile I've been waiting for ^u^

*smiles and laughs with you*

*sigh* v o v

.....im sorry ...

You do it, mate, for the same reason that I am fighting Colors (as it drop-kicks my internet and erases everything I type in the process) in order to make it clear to you right now one thing:

You are strong. Everyone feels weak sooner or later. Which leads to feelings of not being good enough, or being a liability even. But you're not weak. Not even for wishing that things could be different just for you.

Answering two questions should help you at least a little right now. Those questions are...((typing))...

Im glad your feeling better Cp........

Umm thank Chibi v u v

Steph...

I like helping out me friends ^ u ^

"Who are you?"

You're someone who intuitively responds to others hurting. Not by helping to fix them. Not by trying to change them. But just by trying to show them what is SO obvious to you (even if you don't quite understand why it's so obvious): that not only is the person hurting strong, but you also have a good guess as to how. If only they'd see that instead.

So, "Who are you?"

You are a polished mirror, working to focus others on the best of who they are in turn.
As for the other question, ...

I know how to ansewer that but I'll draw you a pic to ansewer

*hug bk*-cp

"What do you want?"

That is the heart of your dilemma. Wanting contradicting things is neither a crime nor a sign of weakness.

I can't possibly type on your behalf what you want. But figuring out What You Want that also jives in harmony with Who You Are tends to help give either clarity, confidence, or even both when things are just effing awful. Doubly true when Love is the mix.

Sorry to type so much. But you know [exactly] how it goes when someone else hurts, and you worry that they're missing the obvious best parts of themselves in the mix...

My bad habit is to make things as clear as possible, even though I end up using too many words trying to do so.

In any case...:

"Namaste", natendo.

you know what Thank You sooo Much I needed all that Chibi and Im glad you see that inside of me your a ture cool guy ^ u ^)b
and now one of my friends ouo
Thank you