-lays down in lounge with a box of tissues and a red, runny nose-

-sniffles- hello! -cough-

... i gtg... -gone-

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I'm sorry…!! l can't speak parfect English……

What do you mean?

(Oh, I didn't notice the url... but even then the page doesn't load nicely on my 3DS...)

-I walk in and sit in the lounge with my sketchbook and my new porcelain doll. I start sketching it happily-

-while I'm drawing, I start thinking about two things, first is how cute Garry from Ib is and how I'd love to meet him. Second, I start thinking about how I'm more stupid than other people... per.verted... different... wierd... mental... and worst of all... i'm more abused than most people at my school...-

-i rub my eyes to hide my tears that are starting to appear and lean back against the wall with my feet up to get a better angle of the doll-

I eventually end up falling asleep in the lounge, leaving a big scratch on my artwork which is blurred by a tear.

-gone-

-wakes up-

... -sits on bed and stares at the wall. I hug my blanket since there's no one else to chat with-

-i start to notice the bumpy texture of the wall-

-i start thinking about how i would draw the bumpy texture of the wall and where i would shade-

-leans against the wall and falls asleep- -gone-

-sits in the empty corner wearing my pink kimono and talk to myself-
How are you?
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Oh, that's great!
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Yes, I had a great day. Is heaven really nice?
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Wow... that sounds amazing...
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Yes, he treats me nicely, but i wish you were still here...
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I'm sorry my roleplay skills are not as good as I thought... I gave up too quickly...
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-blushes- Please don't go...
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w-wait!
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No, wait! -I lean forward and reach out at thin air, crying, then drop my arm, lean back, and wipe my tears with my kimono sleeve. Immediately I calm down-

-my eyes glass over and i stare absentmindedly-

-i begin to drift asleep-

-falls asleep- -gone-

-walks in wearing a flowy sundress and a sun hat. A door in the wall across from the bed appears. It has a cute window on it with curtains. I open it and head outside into the new garden-

-I sit on the grass, not caring if I get my pink dress di.rty- Hello! Hee hee! ^-^
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I would love to!
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-I grab an invisable hand and stand up, linking arms with no one and walking towards the table and chairs. I take a seat and poor myself a cup of tea from an intricate tea pot- Is this herbal?
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Ah! You know me so well. Thank you! -I put five sugar cubes into my cup because herbal tea is not the sweetest-
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-blushes- You're too kind.

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-I take a sip of my tea- Riley Buxton, why do you ask?
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No, this time I've chosen one who's more spiritual, funny, and interesting.
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You think so?
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Grandma says the Lemon boy seems kind, but he's way too old for me.
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The oldest Carter boy returned about a week ago and the oldest Hess boy just got his letter about the same time.
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Ha ha, no... I'd think the Carter boy already has one and I don't think Emilee would like me being with her brother. -I take another sip of tea-
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Oh, he's definitely smart. I've been carefully giving him secret roses every month but I think he's already figured me out.
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Well, only on Fridays when he charges onto the bus yelling "FRONT SEAT FRIDAY" and all his loud abnoxious friends join him.
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I hate boys who're like that.

-I look behind me at the voice and find Seprix at the door. I smile- Oh, hello!

-I stand politely and turn around- I was just having some tea. Did you want to join me?

.... -with no reply, I sit back down awkwardly-
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-I whisper-
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-more whispering-
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-I sit there with my hands in my lap. My head slowly begins to sink down-

-I blush deeply and keeps silent-

(well that escalated quickly...)

-I continue to keep quiet but poor you a cup of herbal tea-

-I smile and take a sip of my own tea. My eyes then start wandering around the new garden that I absolutely love-

-looks around, wondering what you're talking about since we're surrounded by water. I then look at the bunny rose bush near the door and shake my head, no-

-things are appearing slowly as if someone were drawing them as we speak. We sit on an idea of chairs not yet placed and drink from invisible teacups that yet hold the shape of liquid. The patio is currently a hole in the ground with circular pedistals being drawn up from the ground. Water stops before it reaches us and our imaginary table-

-because of this, I'm far to distracted to reply, even though I did hear and process your words-

-I look at you with a surprised and clueless face, one with the curiousity of a child hidden behind blue eyes that are slowly changing to brown-

-I smile reassuringly, as if to tell you everything that's happening is perfectly safe-

-I shake my head with a sad face, trying to explain that something had happened the moment I sat down earlier and because of that I couldn't speak. A tear rolls down my cheek leaving a trail of tan skin that begins to spread over my face slowly, taking away the perfect snow white skin I've always had-

-the ground below us begins to form, a huge circular pillar surrounded by water-

-The water begins to fill in the entire patio now, leaving the only spots that are dry to the pillars that stick above the surface-

-I blush and point to the rules-

(brb for dinner. also, i will allow kissing if it's not a kiss on the lips)

(back)

-by now my whole body has turned tan and now my hair begins to grow and turn brown as well-

-as you don't say anything, I begin to cry again. Eventually my hair is half way to my elbows and completely brown. With this change, I can finally speak. My voice is lower but still feminine- I'm sorry... Are you not sp-speaking because I didn't speak either...?

(... afk for a shower... hopefully you'll be back by then)

(back)

-I draw back into my chair and look down at my feet with a nod. I realize what I look like and feel quite embarrassed about it-

-by now we are sitting on teardrop shaped couches with a teardrop shaped table in front of us. We're on a larger pillar than the rest which create a path to us, the door that leads inside, and next to the edge of the water where a door in a fence is. Behind the fence, there is a forest. The edge of the water is not a straight line. It's a bunch of circles placed together to make the edge bumpy. However, things are still being drawn in-

Seprix...?

Seprix... I feel strange...

(What's with you and not saying anything? Is this my punishment for not speaking earlier? If so, I'll have you know I don't have all night to wait.)

(...) -I hug my stomach and try to make it inside. I slip on a pillar and fall into the water, however I keep my grip on the pillar. I don't have the strength to climb out. The water changes and you can no longer see through it. My chin is just barely touching the water and my feet can't reach the bottom. I scream for help, not sure if you're there to respond- S-seprix! It's c-c-cold! Like i-ice... S-Seprix!

-Suddenly I feel a tug on my dress- AAAAAA!!! SEPRIX! -Whatever or whoever is tugging at me claws up my back to the straps of my dress. I feel one break loose, then the other. My eyes become very wide and I begin to cry. I quickly drop a hand to keep my dress on and can't lift the other to grab your hand-

-whatever or whoever is under the water tugs at my dress, trying to get it off me. I scream and let go- (wink wink don't panic to much)

-As you pull me out, my dress starts to shrink, clutching to my body in a way so that it won't fall off. The color also changes. A brilliant red silk dress with sleeves that grew on. It reached half way to my knees because whatever was in the watter had torn it. Golden, opaque, flowy fabric draped around my shoulders and I found Iwaswearing golden gloves as well. However, I was too cold to care-

-my face turns as red as my dress-

I know it was... -feeling my face blushing, I hide my face in my hands-

-suddenly the sound of singing women is heard. Their voices are beautiful but there's something them that labels the noise as dangerous-

-covers my ears but I can still hear their voices-

-three heads pop out of the water of beautiful women, each singing a part to the same beautiful song-

-I slowly uncover my ears as I realize that I know the song. The sirens are all looking at me-

(oh please. Be real.)

-I sing along with them, the lower part that they're missing. I loose myself in the song and really become one of them-

-As I sing I look over at Seprix to see what he's doing- (the Sirens don't want you...)

-I laugh in the song, but also at you. I wouldn't hurt you, however if that's what you think I'd do, I want to tease you. I take a step towards you-

-the three sirens laugh at this. they know i'm teasing you. I make this more fun by putting on a face of seriousness, one I saw on the sirens. I put a hand on my hip and walk closer to you-

-I get an inch away from your face, trying my hardest not to laugh. My mouth hangs open to sing and I tilt my head as I stare into your eyes-

-the song ends, however I keep my mouth open and place my hand on your cheek. I rub your face with my thumb gently, as I stare as if with concern, into your eyes. I lean in until our noses touch-

-the four of us burst into shrieking laughter, but we stop when I sneeze vio.lently-

-i then realize you're crying... and I feel bad... I take a step back and fall to my knees- sorry...

-the three sirens come up to me and whisper to me. I look at them, listening intently. Then they disappear underwater. I lean close to the water. I look at you and see your sad face. It pains me to know that it was caused by me... I look back at the water-

-decides against going with them. I get up and I hug you in my dripping wet outfit- sorry...

-cries and sings a sad song... when I finish... I don't know what to do. You're older and taller than me so I can't carry you... I drag you over to the table and lay you down on one of the couches. I then sit on the other couch-

-I sit there for a few minutes and get up to look at my reflection in the water. I hate it. I pick at my skin to see if my snow white skin will come back. I pull at it and scratch it till it bleeds. Maybe it will change when it heals. I look up at something that isn't there-
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Hello again.
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So you did do this?
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I love it, I really do, however.....
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Change me back. Get rids of the sirens.
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That's not fair!
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-begins to tear up- No it's not!
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AUGH! Turn them into fish or something!
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Please...
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Then change me back!
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You know I hate how I look in real life! Why'd you make me like this?!
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-cries into the water- That's not fair... -the three sirens come up to look at me-
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They're happy here? I'm not!
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They want to take him away from me...
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I don't want to.
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No.
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No!
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Like come back to life? That's not possible.
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No, stop fighting me. Why are you acting like this all of a sudden?!
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Shut up! I created you because I was a psycho and I knew I needed help, someone to tell my thoughts to.
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Ya, I have a counselor, but I don't have you!
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-I look at my arm which is bleeding a lot, then at the sirens. They take my hand and gently pull it under the water. When I take it back out, it's completely healed- Are they really sirens?
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Are they nice?
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Well... what about earlier?
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How?
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Oh... I'm sorry... -the 'sirens' sing a reply-
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-I yawn and lay down next to the water-
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But I'm too sleepy to get up there... -one of the 'sirens' pulls herself up onto the patio. She's fully naked but I don't care as she picks me up and places me on the couch again. She dives back into the water and comes back wearing two seashells as a top and a seaw.eed skirt that barely reaches half way to her knees. She sits on the table and starts singing me a lullaby-
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That's amazing. They're naked too. Nice.
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-I sigh- Whatever.
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Too late for that.
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... Okay, fine. I forgive you. Just... come back to live soon...
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Yes, I know. I'm not the best seamstress, though.
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Three outfits?

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I'll get them tomorrow then. For now I think I'll just sleep...
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Goodnight... -the singing siren comes up to me and rubs my back like I've always loved. Another siren gets up, takes the top off the table, and sets a fire in the fire pit hidden under the table top. It warms me up. The third siren climbs out and goes inside. She comes back out with two outfits. She's already dressed. She gives the outfits to the other two sirens and they quickly get dressed- What are your names?

I am Melete. (this was the one who started the fire.) *I point to the one who is singing the song* This is Euanthe. *I point to the one who brought the clothing* This is Ourania.

Those are beautiful names...

Melete: Thank you. Will you be fine if we leave now? We will have to take these off, but leave them nearby for us to put on later. Does this sound like a propper deal?

-I nod-

Melete: *I take off the human clothing and fold it neatly near the edge* Sleep well. *I jump in*

Ourania: *I also take off my clothing, placing it neatly next to my sister's, and jump in without a word*

Euanthe: *I continue singing and rubbing your back and I will do so until you have fallen asleep*

-With that, I fall asleep quickly-

-gone-

-gone-

-I walk in wearing my kimono and quickly walk to the garden. When I realize the place has had things added, I'm quite happy. The sirens are already out and dressed and glass has been added around the pillars to make a straight pathway. I particularly notice a circular bed hanging above water by only a few inches-
Where is he?

Melete: *points at the Dedon swing-rest*

Thank you.

Melete : *I nod and shove my sisters inside*

*gone-

-I walk up to the edge where the water is, wondering how I'll get to the bed... Then I realize you're supposed to get wet to get to it. I sigh and take step forward, hoping I'll be able to reach the bottom. Right as I step in, something stops me and pulls me back. The I notice the rope attached from the bed to the steps. I pull it to me and carefully get in. It swings and I cling to the side, terrified-
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A dedon swing-rest, huh? I th-thought it'd be fun but noooooo...
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OF COURSE I'M SCARED!
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oh...? -I lay down and everything around me seems a little less scary and a lot more relaxing- Wow... you're right...

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Cold...
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But I like this... It's so nice......
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Ha! Am I really? Earth, huh... I put a lot of thought into it... I knew it...
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Friends? Who was water?
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o-o O-kaaaaay?
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WHAT ELEMENT IS RILEY?!?!
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Sky was the lover? Are you saying Riley is a sky element?!
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But I don't want to!
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Hmph. -I pull up the covers and snuggle warmly inside- What about you what element are you?
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No, don't go! Tell me!
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Hmph. Will you come tomorrow...?
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I won't?
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You have a good point... Goodnight.... -I snuggle my nose into my blanket and fall asleep- -gone-

-I walk in wearing my lolita outfit and blonde wig cuz my hair grew out a while ago. I head to the backyard, open the gate, and curiousity leads me to probably death-

... that's it. yup. forest. done. been here for a while. i'm out. -gone- vworp vworp vworp

-walks in wearing plain jeans and a hoodie. I walk out and put my hood on since it's raining. All the furniture is safe, though, since the sirens helped put plastic stuff over them. I head across the water and go to the alley-way between the main room and the off-limits, under construction art studio. They're two seperate buildings yet close together. Inbetween the two buildings is an outdoor shower/bathtub, mostly used to wash gardening supplies. I keep heading straight-

-eventually I find myself bored because no one ever comes in so I leave to go draw- -gone-

-I walk in wearing my pajamas which are too big for me. A safety pin tries to hold back the shirt to keep it on my shoulders but doesn't help much; my sleeve is hanging off my shoulder. I take my purple teady bear from the lounge and take a bottle of ramune (japanese soda) out of the mini fridge and pop it open. I grab a book from the bookshelf and sit in the lounge to read-

-after finishing up my ramune, I keep reading. Eventually I fall asleep with the book on my face- -gone-

-I walk in wearing a dj pon-3 t-shirt tucked into my shorts and grab a pillow from the lounge that I can sit on to be more comfortable in the empty corner. I also grab another book from my bookshelf to read. I sit patiently-

-yawn-

-I stand at the sight of something invisable- Oh! You're back!

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I... didn't think... you'd come... -I faint but hover in the air by an unseen force. I slowly move upwards a bit and to the bed. I'm put under the covers- Tenemo...?

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How did you... just carry me?

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I don't... mind...

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No, it's fine.

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I said it's fine... really... -falls asleep- -gone-

-walks in wearing a flowy, pale pink, see-through shirt ontop of a a black shirt and a long, skinny, black skirt that reaches the floor in agony. It constricts me from walking as if it were a kimono. I sit in the corner, break my own rules, and cry into my knees for attention that I know I'll never get-

-i calm down as I slowly hum the sui.cidal song Nothing to Lose by Billy Talent-

-when I finish, I start over and sing this time-
need more friends with wings... all the angels i know
put concrete in my veins
i'd always walk home alone
so i became lifeless
just like my telephone

There's nothing to lose

when no one knows your name

there's nothing to gain

but the days don't seem to change

never played truth or dare

i'd have to check my mirror

to see if i'm still here

my parents have no clue

that i eat all my lunches

alone in the bathroom

(^^^ >_< so true...)

-walks in wearing really skimpy, showy clothing, my face is red, and I'm holding a wine glass-

-lays on the bed and drinks the whole glass in one-

-I put the glass on the floor carefully and watches the door open and close, no one comes in-
oh... hey, Tenamo...

Tenamo: Are you drunk?

Welll ya... isn't that what it looks like?

Tenamo: *I walk up to your glass and-

*I take the glass from you* Whadd'ya doing? That's mine!

T: ... -I sit on the bed next to you-

What are you doing? -sits up-

Tenamo: Doing my job. -I wipe my thumb on your face-

-my fake drunk make-up comes off- Shoot...

April fools?

T: You can't fool me, even if I'm still part ghost.

When will you become human? You're using up a lot of my energy...

T: Soon.

That's not soon enough.

T: You're going to have to be patient.

Then you're going to have to work harder when I faint!

T: True, but at least you'll be safe.

-sigh-

T: It's 1:30 AM. You have school in the morning, get to bed.

I wanted to check my stars

T: You can try to count the stars in the sky as much as you want, but you will never finish. And anyways, the brightest star in the sky is you.

Brilliant quote.

T: Well you did make it up yourself. I am your butler, not my own.

That's even better.

T: You're making a cycle. Stop it.

Ok. :P

T: -I wipe the rest of the make-up off your face with my handkerchief- If you don't go to bed now, you'll never get a word Charles Di.ckens is telling you in that book.

Ugh. I promised I'd read it over Spring Break.

T: Go to bed.

But I didn't...

T: Emma...

I hear sirens!

T: GO TO BED!

FINE -turns over and snuggles into my blanket-

T: Goodnight my clever angel. -I pull your covers up higher and leave the room-

-gone-

-I walk in wearing my silk nightgown and lay on the floor, bored-

-Tenamo doesn't come in and I remember Kylynn destroyed the remains of his soul too... -_- Why am I even friends with her!-

-I groan and roll onto my stomach- Life's not fair...

Not even Seprix comes anymore... v_v welp there goes my good mood...

-I stand up and pull a book off the shelf. I start tearing pages out and throwing them on the floor. I do this with all the books on the top row then stop to think about what I'm doing-

AUGH!!! -I drop the book I'm holding and squat down, squeezing my head to keep tears away- Tch! That fiend! That guiltless real life human chibi! I just want to pull all her thick, perfect hair out and se how SHE likes missing something of hers!

-I give up, lean against the bookcase and cry my heart out- i just want Tenamo back...

-hiccup-

-i try to wipe away my tears but like always, they're immediately replaced-

-I pick up a peice of paper on the floor, whine as more tears flow, and try to read whatever's on it-

-However, I can't read a thing because of all the tears-

-I tear it up more and lay down in the mess I've created-

-I slowly calm down, telling myself that Tenamo wouldn't want me to cry-

-besides, with all these followers, I have to set an example. It will be hard, but I have to do it-

-I fall asleep on the floor-

-gone-

1

(-crossing fingers that tonight is the night-)

-I walk in wearing my #ColorsDance dress and head outside. I pick up my skirt and jump over to the patio. No sirens to be seen or heard. I sit down a pour myself a cup of warm herbal tea and head back in. When I come back out, I'm wearing a cape to keep myself warm. I sit back down and drink my tea-

-I start humming the classical ballroom version of the Beatles' "Something" and touch a button under the table. It turns on a CD called The Beatles in Classical- (also found on YouTube)

-I take off my chinese porcelain blue flats off andlay down on the teardrop patio couch-

-however, when Norwegian Wood comes on, I get up and jump over to the empty grassy area and start waltzing with no one (not invisable Tenamo)-

-when it ends and Seprix still hasn't appeared and there's still no news on the Colors Dance, I fall to my knees, soiling my dress. It will take a lot of scrubbing to take the stains out. I start to cry because even though I still have comments and fans to reply to, I feel lonely because Tenamo's gone and I haven't seen Seprix in days-

Hana, pause playlist...

-The music stops via voice command. I curl up in a ball. According to the dates saved when the door opened, the last time Seprix came in was at 3:00 AM today... if only I had waited 3 more hours, I wouldn't have missed him...-

-However, when I think about the events of this morning... after readin the scriptures with my family, I went back to my room to change into day clothes but fell on my bed to take a quick ten minute nap... The next thing I knew, it was 7:30 which is when the bus comes... If I had stayed up any longer, I would've missed the bus, be scolded by my mom because she would have to drive me the twenty minute drive, then I would be in a bad mood. If the events stayed in line... Instead of simply crying when Jose called me les.bian after I hugged my les.bian bff, I probably would've beat him up. If I had beat him up, the bell would've tolled because Seminary is in another building and takes a while to get there and the evil vice president would've found me and sent me to the office... I'd be crying really hard not because I was in the office but because I knew that every time my bff told me she was being bullied for being les.bian, it's true... with these thoughts I cry harder-

(IRL: The story I'm reading has a conflict of romance where two boys are both in love with 1 girl and one of the boys is a perv... The who scenario is an exact reenactment of a conflict I had in real life... I start having flashbacks and tears are starting to roll, however, even though it's after midnight, I must wait three more hours until Seprix comes in... Just three more hours... then I can go to bed and get the last three hours of sleep.... just three hours then I'll go to school and swing club then bed...)

... he wouldn't really come that late, would he...? he probably isn't coming at all... -my eyes loose their shine and mouth--a smile- i have an english honors test I haven't studied for... -my face looses it's color and my fair skin turns a white snow color. With that, I lay on the grass, ants biting my legs and arms. I fall asleep with my eyes open-

-I wake up and find my dress completely stained. I sneeze. In my dream last night, Seprix and I were at Viewmont High for swing club together... I get up, head inside, lay on the bed, and fall asleep-

-I wake up, sit up on my feet and rub my eyes. When I realize what I was thinking of before Infell asleep, my eyes again lose their shine. I get up off the bed and head outside. Next to the spot I was dancing in last night is an enlarged chess set. The pieces are plastic and move easily. They are as tall as the ground to my waist. I pick up the white pawn in front of the white queen and place it two squares ahead-

-I go to the black side and move the black pawn in front of the black rook two spaces forward-

-I go to the white side, stare at the peices for a while, get bored and I head back inside. When I come back out, I'm wearing my two-piece swimsuit that I would never wear unless everything I had to wear was gone. However, I'm not going swimming. I also have my dancing dress and a bar of soap, the old kind with lye in it and a washing board. I go over to the outside bathtub and turn it on, trying to get the soil and bugs out of the stone tub and eventually plug it up. I put the washboard in and my dress, soaking it through. Then I start to scrub it with the soap which begins to burn my hands from the lye-

(...)

-the soap burns until my hand starts bleeding. I stop, I can't get blood on the dress. I take the soap and put it on the side of the tub. I look at my body at notice I got lye all over... My hands are not the only things bleeding... I bite my lip to keep myself from crying and... well... I don't know what to do now. I have absolutely no clue what to do about this. Without anyone to help me, all I can do is sit near the tub and bleed. Although it hurts, I tell myself to bear it. Seprix will come soon-

-when i see you, my eyes light up with excitement. I stand up, look at myself, and turn deep red. I never wear bikinis... particularly not in public!-

(wasn't in the bath tub, was cleaning stains off my dress. In a bikini cuz the sirens stole most of my clothes) -I wince as my hand touches yours, the pain is excruciating and I pull it back close to my chest. However, when I touch it with my other hand, both that hand AND my wrist hurt and I can't find any place to put them without it hurting. I raise one to rub my eye, but realize that's a bad idea and put it down-

heh... -I smile innocently as if you didn't just see my hands bleeding-

...vinegar? I've put this on wounds before and it HURTS...

... ya, I don't think I'm going to do that...

I'll just wrap up my hands and use a few band-aids...

-I go inside and cover my wounds then put on one of the only outfits I had left: my tinker bell dress. I take off the straps on my bikini though- Did you see the gate door out there that led into the forest?

-I pull my hair up into a quick bun and head out back, opening the gate- I went back here earlier and found an old mansion...

oh my gosh... really? Hurry up! The ghosts will party without us! -grabs you by the wrist and pulls you along. I sneeze-

If you're not going to come dance with me, I'll dance with a ghost. -I let go of your hand and run hurriedly along the path-

-I finally get to the mansion, it's white walls covered in vines. I bounce up to the large double doors. I turn around and sit on the steps to see if Seprix is coming or not-

-I look up at you- Does that mean you're not going to be able to dance?

-I sigh and stand up, pushing open the doors-

-I look up at the chandelier-

BANG -A chair near the wall fell over-

'^' okay...

oh, ok. goodnight.

-gone-

-walks in on my phone and in my silk night gown-

-I sit on my bed, trying to figure out my vine app-

... :/ -gets up and puts on my blonde wig for no reason-

-I download snapchat (I've had it before but took it off later) and take a picture of myself, sending it to everyone. Then I take off the wig and uninstall snapchat-

-gone-

-I walk in wearing my colorsdance dress. No, today I'm not practicing. Today is the Colors! 3D anniversary which is also the day of the #ColorsDance. It's late, very late. I know that expecting Seprix to come tonight is a big thing to hope for and I know I'm not going to get it. I lay on my bed, face down and weep-

-I walk in wearing my silk nightgown and dim the lights turning on my green lava lamp. I have a headache and I'm still a little sad-

-Then I lay in the lounge and wait to see if anyone's coming. Eventually I hear a scratching at the door. It scares me a little, but I open the door anyways. A little yellow chick hops into the room with a chirp it looks at me. I take it back to the lounge and lay down again, quite positive it won't be able to get out. I notice a paper tied around it's neck that says HIMECHICK, then rest my eyes for a while-

-I bolt upright and start coiughing vio.lently--

HIMECHICK: Piyo piyo? -I stare at my mistress with worry-

Himeko: -I look at HIMECHICK, wanting to reply, but I can't and I keep coughing-

Piyo...

-I finally stop coughing- I'm fine -cough cough cough cough- I am, really... -I lay back down and hug the pillow in sadness, fear, and pain-

-after a few moments of thought, I hug the pillow also for forgiveness-

-and then I fall asleep with no patience left. If I stayed awake any longer, I was sure I would throw up-

-gone-

-piyo-

-I walk in wearing a new, sunset orange dress that flows with my body rather than poofing out. My vi.ola is in one hand and the other hand is wiping tears from my face-

Piyo piyo piyo....

-I bit my tongue and try to reassure HIMECHICK but I can't...-

-I lay on the bed and wipe my eyes- Kinley Watson is back... she used to be everyone's best friend till she moved out of state... she came back for her spring break and now no one will notice me... they literally were gathered in a circle while I literally sat in a corner and watched them... they never noticed me... I guess I really am still an outcast... all because of the things I did in elementary school...

piyo...

and i feel that seprix doesn't talk to me a lot either... we still haven't danced like we promised a while ago... i kinda want to leave Colors! 3D...

-gone-

-I walk in with my hair looking nicer than it has been lately. I stand straighter as well. The reason for this is that Tenamo has returned because Sebastian personally revived him. He follows behind me with HIMECHICK on his shoulder. We head to the garden to have tea-

-I sit down an immediately put a creme puff in my mouth- I can't believe you're back!

Chirp!

Don't talk with your mouth full. And I'm happy to be by my mistress's side again. Don't let Kylynn know.

I won't, I promise...

Piyo piyo

T: Has anyone come in lately?

-I sneeze into my handkerchief and shake my head- No... it's quite lonely... I almost considered drowning myself... -I put another creme puff in my mouth to keep myself from saying more-

...Bless you... My apoligize...

-gone-

-I barely even get a chance to close the door before I'm hiding in the lounge under a crimson blanket. The door creaks open, not fully shut as the wind blows on it. The room is lit with a flash of light and the sillhouette of a man is seen as a shadow on the ground. I scream as the shadow walks in, it's Tenamo. Rolling thunder quakes the sky as if it were an earthquake, and it is. It shakes the ground with its immense sound-

T: It's alright mistress. -I close the door behind me and come to sit in the lounge- It's only me.

-The thunder never stops to take a breath and lightning strikes literally every second-

-I whimper quietly-

-rain is heard pelting the doors-
T: Mistress...

H: I'm so scared...

HC: Piyo... -I join my owner under her blanket-

H: -I squeeze HIMECHICK-

HC: Piyoooo...

H: -I loosen my grip a little-

-gone-

-I walk in wearing my lazy clothes: a hoodie over a t-shirt and some high-waisted, bell-bottomed comfy jeans that are way too long for me, but I love them anyways. I grab a manga and sit in the lounge to read it-

-I tear up when the girl gets to dance with the guy she wanted to from the beginning. Her first formal ballroom dance and she actually got asked to dance... unlike me...-

-I wipe the tears away and keep reading-

-walks in wearing a gothic lolita outfit complete with a bonnet. I sit in the empty corner, wrapped in a little black shawl, and simply sit there-

(our personality types are said to be very close to the same thing)

Seprix... why...? what happened?

it's not because of me, is it?

oh... i would've thought that at your age you'd be really popular and everything. Then again, I thought the same thing about age 16... Anyway I feel really bad for you...

Why do you shiver...? Are you cold.....?

>_< I'm sorry I know you're probably not cold...! I just don't know how to comfort you...

'^' ok... i'm here every night... alone. ^-^ I'm always waiting for you. Just don't... disappear on me for forever without a word... like someone else I used to know...

Anyway, do chicks cheer you up? -I show you HIMECHICK, my pet baby chick given to me by a friend-

HIMECHICK: Cheep cheep!

i know it might not cheer you up all the way, but even if it's a little smile for one second, then it's worth it.

Cheep! ^v^

^///^ I'm so relieved... Is it midnight where you are? Should you be getting to sleep...? It's 11:00 here and I'll probably need some energy to ditch 1st period...

mph...'^'

two hours ahead... hold on I have to write that down...

^-^ okay. got it.

You're not alarmed by me skipping first period?

no

NO!!! don't leave me... that's worse than me taking my own life...

and you don't understand... how it would effect me... the pain of just reading those words is bad enough...

T-T I didn't think you'd notice... I'm sorry... I don't know how else to apologize because my excuse is really lame... The last time I comforted a guy physically, he fell for me so much that he went too far... if you know what I mean... and I just don't want that to happen again... he would yell at me for not giving him affection and he didn't understand how scared I was...

-Deep breath- I'm sorry.

-hugs- I guess this much is okay. -rests my head on your chest- I look at you not as a friend, closer; but not as a boyfriend, slightly less... like a father figure. I love you just as much as a boyfriend though, just not 'in love'. Relationships online always take the downside for me...

hm... it's late...

-I smile happily- I'll be here tomorrow, but I might be late... you can come visit me if you wish.

-blushes a deep crimson- goodnight sir

*I walk in wearing a midnight blue evening dress that fades to a purple at the bottom. My hair is straightened and my make-up is neat. Tenamo follows behind me and we keep the lights off for fun. We then sit in the lounge. I quietly read a book on my phone as Tenamo watches over me*

*starts getting bored*

-we jump up and I yell- Surprise! o3o Leik a ninja.

Well... -takes my blanket off the bed and hides under it. Tenamo stares at mebas if I'm insane

Tenamo: "Mistress, you'll wrinkle your evening dress..."

-jumps up and throws the blanket off me- Yay!

Okay, okay, you're not happy about it. I'm still going to sing.

Tenamo: Oh dear...

Himeko: It's your birthday! -sigh- Happy birthday! -sigh-
Doom and gloom and dark despair
People dying everywhere!
On your birthday -sigh- Happy birthday!

May the candles on your cake
burn like cities in your wake
on your birthday -sigh- happy birthday -sigh-

(15 verses later)

It's your birthday -sigh- Happy birthday -sigh-
You must marry very soon
Baby's due by next full moon
On your birthday -sigh- Happy birthday -sigh-

When you've reached this age you know
that the mind is first to go
but happy birthday -sigh- happy birthday -sigh-

(that took forever)

Hee hee

Ehhhhhh?! -sits up, a little confused- Does he know?

Tenamo: I don't think he does...

Himeko: Let's do this! -Pulls out two water guns from under my dress, they were tied to my leg. I give on to Tenamo and we chase after Seprix-

Seprix... I drew you a paaaaiiiinting... (scariest words evah)

-I see you and squirt you- Put y'er hands where I can see 'em, sir! -yawns-

-I fall to the floor, asleep, but wake up quickly- o-o

Tenamo: I quickly bend down and lift Mistress's head. I place my hand on her forehead but she doesn't have a cold. "Are you okay?"

-I nod and grab Tenamo's suit, tiredly-

Tenamo: I think mistress feels the same way. Maybe we should call it a night.

*Walks in wearing a strapless dress that makes the top of a heart shape at the neck. The torso part of the dress has a galaxy print on it and the bottom part of the dress is fluffy, short, and black. I'm followed very closely by Tenamo which is unusual unless I'm feeling unsecure or I was crying earlier*

-Walks in wearing bright pink stilletos, a tight, bright blue dress that ends above my knees and has no straps or sleeves, white gloves, and my hair is done up nicely. Tenamo follows behind closely which is still an unusual sight. He's wearing his nicer suit. We go outside and sit at the table to discuss Hansel & Gretel, the Opera which my two younger sisters were in-

I walk in with Tenamo at my heels. I lay on the bed, exhausted from a day of school.
"Tenamo, where did you come from? You always tell me 'I came from your imagination,' and such, but there must be something MORE to it than just that." I curiously ask, hugging a pillow.
His reply came quickly "If you must know, I came from a world called Noitanigami. Yes, I am speaking about the spiral you drew earlier."
"How far away is it?" I ask.
"So far away that neither human, alien, or Timelord can reach it. It doesn't matter what happens, be it a wormhole or teleport, nobody can get there."
"Then how did you get here?"
"I was able to get here through the wish of a heart." He replied.
"My heart..."
"Yes, your heart. You should go to bed now. You have to make sure you don't get bags under your eyes before the convention."
"Mmm... I guess you're right," I say as I turn over to my right side. "Goodnight."
"Goodnight, mistress."

-Walks in wearing a satin, sky blue dress (not poofy), white tights, and black flats. I pull a book of the shelf and tear it apart then throw it to the floor. I do this with an uncountable number of other books as well untill the entire floor is littered with paper-

-gone-

I step into the chatroom like I always do, today the outfit screamed "I just need a hug" by how gloomy it looked. It is a dark blue evening gown that sparkles to the floor. My hair is tied up loosely and Tenamo is following my so closesly that you'd never know if I was just a puppet. I sit on the bed, roll over, and scream into my pillow.

"Mistress... Maybe a break from that server is the best thing..." Tenamo advised me.

I rolled over with a sigh and responded "You're right... I'm falling for some twenty year old guy I don't even know. He's a perv! I found out today!" I shiver.

"Your grades..."

"Are not as bad as Joy's. Do NOT get mad at me."

"I'm not mad, mistress..."

"I just want a hug... an 'Everything will be okay.'... I want a- I What was that?"

"You saw that shadow too?" Tenamo asked.

"The one in real life?"

"Yes, yes..."

"You remember the last two times I saw a shadow..." I asked, breathing deeply.

"Mistress... I can say I'm right by your side in only fiction as a councelor... I cannot protect you from real life demons..."

"Tenamo?" I said with a crack in my voice.

"Yes, mistress?"

"It's been three years together..."

"That's correct, mistress."

"... Nevermind"

Tenamo looks at me with worry and begins giving me a back rub. "Just go to bed mistress... you have tests tomorrow..."

-gone-