Hugs.Praying for you!

Heh, ty..
Idk why I'm sad tho..

Don't be then.
You have a loving mate, a family here that cares for you, and you live closer to Markiplier than any of us.
So be happy. If not, i demand that you snuggle Malis.

Okay...
but he's not really my mate.
Just boyfriend owo
{Eh... stay away...}
Besides, Malis is grumpy today..

Now I know why I feel sad..
{It's me isn't it..?}
Yuppers.
{I'm just tired and stressed..}
you won't tell me why though..
QmQ
{I'll tell you later..}

Nows as goos a time as ever.
(eh. Yeah, c'mon Malis owo)

{But I'm tired...}
Lazy cat.. -m-
{I'm your cat though..}
.....
{Lazy human}
...... -_-
{It is true}
Shaddup..
{Why don't you tell Stu what's been bothering you and I'll spill}
Nu...
{Then no}
Let's just forget about this owo no relationships shall be ruined uwu

Who said it will ruin it?
(Ale, please tell me. I'm hardly phazed by these things when they come from you .w.)

Stu, it deals with us and doubt. It's stupid really, It'll be a waste of time to just talk about it..
{Honestly, I have no idea of what this is leading too, maybe just tears. So I'll just step out for a moment..}

(well...
its best to get it out, but okay...)
Uh... hm... I'll do as malis does. All yours, Stu....

i've had concerns myself... i mean, what if this doesnt work? what if one of us strays or hurts eachother... i dont want that, but i do want you... only you... i've turned down four relationship offers since we got together, since we admitted our feelings... I only want what you to have who you want, whether it be me or someone else... though, i belong only to you... I'm sure this will work, i know it will, because you're the best girl i've had the pleasure of loving... The honor of having your heart, and giving you mine...

Well.. I just typed like a freaking page and there was an error.. but in a nut shell...

-The other girls that like you, it just.. i don't know... it bothers me..
-Your own doubt. I worried that you may be thinking that I'm cheating on you.
-Time: My friend calls it the "long distance time doubt phase" I mean, half a year.. we've been together half a year with hardly any problems at all...
-Me: am I truly enough to satisfy you? You don'y want anyone else..?
-Girls: Again... I don't know if anyone else wants to be with you. I feel like I've limited your freedom of choice in some ways...
and shiz like that....

Stupid thoughts.. lets just stop..

Well, okay...
One-
I don't really think you're capable of cheating on me.
Two-
Most the chicks who ask me are stuck up blthces i have no interest in.
three-
I dont need freedom. That's why theres po rn and video games. Eheh, not that i need po rn.
Four-
If you arent good enough, then i'll just be even better to cancel it out.
Five-
Not having a problem..?
Hardly. There are many problems, but i shant point them out for sanity's sake.

I'm yours and only yours as long as you want me to be yours.

So its okay.
{You done yet?}

This was stupid.. so stupid of me.. I'll just step out now...
{I'm guessing that's a yes. :1 She's just emotional is all, recently people have been pointing fingers...}

{why?}

{Well, people accuse her for accidents, saying bad luck follows her everywhere. Yesterday she almost kiIIed her aunt with a ladder for example. Now NB is afraid of her actions because shes afraid of the outcome. Lately I've seen her being extremely happy, like she's hiding something, something happened at school awhile ago that she hasnt shared with anyone yet which may be... hm.. I'm quite concerned... }

{as am I...
Well, i better knock stu unconsious. He needs sleep.}

It doesn't matter though..
like I've said a million times before..
As long as Stu loves me, I'll be fine...

Tell him I said goodnight and I love him..
{Well, goodbye}

{Goodnight.}
Nini.
Love hyu.
Immeasurably.
{okay, sleep tight, lover-boy...}

*sigh* .....
{Better go give her a decent dream.. adieu}

Hello, Malis

That was the worst dream ever.. It made this situation worse..
{Would you rather believe your own lover or a dream?}
....

.m.
....

.....
{Sorry Stu, it's just for a lesson :1 She'll be back to drooling over you after awhile}
....

okay....
i miss her being like that ....

I'm still at school.. Wow...
{Hehe, it's quite cute when she draws you two. By the way..}
Lemme guess, you want me to show him the one of he and i snuggling huh?
{Yes, because he deserves to see it. You didn't send him his Christmas gift, so you must make up for it}
ITS NOT MY FAULT! Recreating the necklace I made him is difficult! It was this little version of the demon crown with a glowing eye >^< my dad and I worked so hard on it...
{She just needs to redraw what she drew you, finish the necklace, and lastly rewrite her little love letter}
It'll be a pain though..