The cake is gone by X ScowL X

Listen to le song "The cake is gone"
Yeah. I snapped the other day, which is kinda the reason I haven't been on in two days.

I was talking quietly (I can't help it, I just speak softly...) to my mom, and she got mad at me and suddenly went off on me and started yelling at me for no friggan reason whatsoever (I can't stand yelling) But then she started scre.aming at me which she only does if she's REALLY mad, and it scared the sh!t outta me and I panicked ( cont. in comments)

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07 Mar, 2014, 1:59 am
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X ScowL X

07 Mar, 2014, 2:09 am

I panicked and started yelling back (Which I never do) and she started going off on me more "Nobody cares about you!" "Nobody knows that you're even around!" "You're a terrible person!" "You are an awful sister!" "Can't you just try harder!?" "You don't care!" "You don't care do you!" "That makes you not care!" "You don't care about this!" "You don't care about that!" "You just don't care!" Meanwhile I'm freaking losing my mind, everything just sort of fades away I tune her out somehow, all I can feel is rage and hatred, all I can see is the knife on the counter, I could feel my hands twitching and I almost grabbed it. Instead I just ended up going to my room when my mom was done yelling, where I relapsed after being weeks clean. I cried for hours, my mom only came to my room just to remind me how it was my fault.
So yeah. I'm freaking done.

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