I don't freaking know by Dragonologist

This happens when I try to draw, when I can't draw. I really don't know what it is. Also I am so freaking sorry for not drawing the requests, I just don't have any insperation. I can't draw things on command now. I just draw what comes in my mind. Everytime I try to draw a request I fail...I fail at everything...I hate myself so freaking much...You have no idea how much I hate myself...I wish I could just kill myself...

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
05 Mar, 2014, 5:55 pm
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TylerFluffyDog

05 Mar, 2014, 6:09 pm

If you ki.lled yourself, everyone would grief.
I want to also but I know how much pain it would cause...
You're strong to keep fighting. And even though you say you're a bad person, I know you're not... I may not be the most amazing human being ever but I'm a good judge of character... Stay strong my friend.

Dragonologist

05 Mar, 2014, 6:16 pm

I just can't do anything I have to do...I can't write reports, can't do my homework, can't draw requests, can't write stories or poems...I freaking can't do anything...I am f**king worthless! Just a f**king worthless stupid non creative lazy weird annoying emo girl! I hate myself so f**king much!

NatoktheDragon

05 Mar, 2014, 6:18 pm

Before clicking it, I didn't know it was drawn by you. xD I think this creature is quite cool to be honest.

TylerFluffyDog

05 Mar, 2014, 6:24 pm

I was the same way... And I still pretty much am.
You cannot give up.
No matter what F'd madness life throws at us... You can't give up. We all hit a really bad rough patch... You're only hitting yours is all... It will effect everything you do, trust me. I know. But just keep fighting.

Radiant Raindragon

05 Mar, 2014, 6:38 pm

It looks fine to me. I REALLY like the fiery sky background, though, you should use that more often. The muzzle reminds me of your new dragon OC.

Dragonologist

05 Mar, 2014, 6:51 pm

@Garson But I can't keep fighting...I just can't do anything...there is a very big risk that I'll have to redo this school year...I hate my life so much...I just want to give up, but I would never be able to hurt myself...

TylerFluffyDog

05 Mar, 2014, 7:58 pm

... As long as you never hurt yourself... or worse... Hope will find you... Hang in there... Even if you're feeling tired of it all...

agonizekrom

05 Mar, 2014, 11:15 pm

It is a cool-looking critter! It could be an enemy/foe in a book or movie...or videogame.

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