lonely
theres people i can turn to but im pushing them away with my paranoia and anxieties
and i know these thoughts are irrational but im scared because they wont stop
and im sure everyone will leave me if they dont because im too much of a burden
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based on my feelings from last night... i went through a bad time a couple weeks ago and then it was gone for a week and now its back...
at the moment im pretty ok but idk how i'll be later