@bluebow_ dued what do i do <//3 i made a truce with momiji and basically he asked me out just now. I DONT KNOW HOW TO<SAY NO so i agreed brah what do i do,,, <//3

@huggiesfromlixxie WHAT

NONONO

@bluebow_ IDK WHA TO DO BRAH..,,

@bluebow_ save me plez brah,,,,

@bluebow_ im also trying to act all affectionate bc i dont wanna make him feel bad i mean we became friends ,,, <//3 BF AND GF NOW APPARENTLY.

@huggiesfromlixxie SAY "ok i'm sorry I don't wanna date. I felt pressured when you asked me, I'd rather stay friends"

@bluebow_ i feel like that will be meannn becaus3 he jst went through a breakup with some weirdo <//3 ehhmhgxjys should i jst go with it ?? for now ?? just to see how it goes ... ??

@huggiesfromlixxie ehh I wouldn'tbecause then if you wait, it will hurt more when you leave him

@bluebow_ mmm,,, idk bc haerin was an amazing gf and i left her and i didnt really feel anything lmao
im like heartless <//3 so it wouldnt rlly matter

@huggiesfromlixxie no i meant it will hurt him not you

@bluebow_ ohhh

yeah,uhmm
ill figure. it out <//3 bc like i wanna see how this goes but i also dont wanna hurt him

@huggiesfromlixxie yeahh ok

@huggiesfromlixxie lmk what happens

@bluebow_ okaaay !!

@bluebow_ hi

@huggiesfromlixxie hello!!

@bluebow_ how ar you

@huggiesfromlixxie I'm alr, wbu?

@bluebow_ mmmmm....... i cpuld be better

whatt do,i dooo bro

he seems so happy with me ????? bro

bro

kiII me

@huggiesfromlixxie yikes
umm uhh

Idkk

just say ur not comfortable with it anymore idk

better to be honest then fake it

@bluebow_ idk becaus i honestly wanna see howeverythung goes out but i also dont want haerin to hate me
wjhhhh1dhqdhh1ey1ehdysheggd bro
i haet it
becas3 hes givinf me so muc affection and seems happy wiy me i feel horribl
im hapy with hm too but ot in that way...

yeahhh

@huggiesfromlixxie sighs idkk

@bluebow_ especially bc idk how to say stop or no due to bad trauma so like im genuinely scared

@huggiesfromlixxie you have to do it tho

@bluebow_ mm.... do i HAVE to tho..... idkwho is more important atp like momiji or hae

@huggiesfromlixxie trueee

@bluebow_ tbh ,, hae was manipulating me into hating jiji more than i should have
yes i hated himbut like she kinda like,,, forced me to hae him more??
she was. super controlling idk so maybe i can talk to her after she comes back,, calmly yk

hate *

@huggiesfromlixxie yeah I see what you mean tbh
if you do talk, good luck :pray:

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@bluebow_ yeah
didnt you notic she was kind of controlling tho ?? bc she would get mad at me for jokingly flirting w my friends and then break up w me, though she makes sxual jokes to HER friwnds ... ??? it made no sense i genuinely was mad

@huggiesfromlixxie yessss I did notice that too :(

@bluebow_ itwas giving hypocrite brah

idk so maybe getting her mad would be the best option tbh bc whyyy break up w someone that is hapy with me when i can calmly talk to her abot it

@huggiesfromlixxie yeah
just idk why you would even date him when you don't feel the same

@bluebow_ because idk how to say. no without feeling mean
ill probably gain feelings sooner or later bc im stupid

@huggiesfromlixxie ok

@bluebow_ im sorry i prob.ably made you uncomfortable

look if he messes up once ill leave ok

becausw then i have a reason

a good reason at least

@huggiesfromlixxie no i'm not uncomfortable dw !

load

@bluebow_ are you. sure
or are yu just kind of mad
because i feel like youre one of tthem or somthjng els

@huggiesfromlixxie no i'm not mad either
just,,, confused I think?? but idk

I've just never been in your shoes so ig I wouldn't know

@bluebow_ yeah im confused too
ok ima chng the suject

igot fairylights !!!

@huggiesfromlixxie oka
oooh cool!! I like those

men

@bluebow_ yes !! my sister got pink ones bc her favorit color is pink
and i jst got the like normal rlly warm white bc its close to yellos

@huggiesfromlixxie woah thats coolll
I have LED lights !!

@huggiesfromlixxie men

@bluebow_ i wanted leds but ilike fairylights more tbh <//3 ill probabl have both tho ??

@huggiesfromlixxie yeahhh that makes sense

@bluebow_ okaaayy goodnight i lovyou

@huggiesfromlixxie gnnn ilyt <3/p