Its ok :P Yeah. She really helps keep me from cutting. When I told her I did a while back she looked so sad. I never wanna see that face again. I just wanna see her happy. :] Wbu? U ok? Cutting?

Yeah. I'm really glad to have her. That's kinda sad... bout your dad I mean. Ig it woulda been cool to get to do that for him though. <:] Yesterday was Matt's mom's birthday. Yeah... school is just plain boring anymore. With Jacob expelled and the new princ.ipal (wtf? princ.ipal is a bad word?), I feel really appathetic about it. That's why I've been drawing a lot; I really dont have anything else to do.

what is your Skype name?

It's never ok to break a promise. I know that if you cut now, you'll only feel bad that you did and want to cut more and more and it wont stop. Please dont start now. Trust me. It wont solve anything. And why do you need my youtube?

Well, it's completely up to you, but I don't want you to. You don't NEED to. As a matter of fact, it's bad for you. Like I said before, If you start now, you'll feel bad you broke your promise and want to cut even more. Don't take that first cut. Anyways, I havn't uploaded any videoes yet and I'm still editing my acount a bit, but TheEverythingGuys is the one for me and Danny (that one has a couple of vids on it, look for 'Putrifaction chapter 1') and the one I'm still working on for me and Matt is MastersOfFail.

Cool. What's the vid called?
I know! I only got like 5 hours of sleep all weekend! I dont know how Im still alive. :/ Ugh! I hate the new princ.ipal! Apparently someone who's jealous of Kendra being with me told him I'm a bad influance on Kendra and he's gonna asign new lunch seats to separate us. :[ That means I can only talk to her at dismissal and at church when she comes. :[ I hope he just forgets about it. I WISH PEOPLE WOULD STOP SPREADING RUMORS ABOUT ME!!! >:[

K. I'll look it up. Actually, it's a girl who wants me... not a boy... so no punching anyone for me.

I just hope all is well ^^

Haha. Yeah I guess something like that. Tomarrow's gonna be a good day. :] It's the day me and Cassy have planned

I honestly expected more people to be excited about it. :/ And I certainly didn't expect to hear anything from Rea. Anyways, the thing that me and Cassy planned got moved to next week... again. But me and Kendra did have fun so it was fine. I did cut today because I stated realizing how much I hate it here again. I started freaking out and started cutting to relax me. Kendra was so sad. TnT Then she gave me a key and told me it was the key to her heart. :] She's so sweet and Im so happy that she's mine.

Yeah... I feel really weird about how our relationship ended... almost like it never did it just kind of.. demoted... idk. But it's needless to say it was the easiest break up I've been through.

Tht's not what I meant. I was talking about me and u and I meant that it feels like we kinda skiped the break up part of breaking up, like we just went from bf/gf to really close friends without all the emotional stress inbetween.

Yeah. Before we broke up and all, Kendra did like me, and I thought she was cute and all, but I just kinda left it at that and didn't think much of it until we wern't together anymore. Haha, if you wanna know what she looks like, imagine a shorter version of Lorde from 'Royals'. :]

Yeah, she is really cute, I'll try to get a pic for you. And thanx for defending me, dam.n shi.t went down. Anyways how'd your week go?