lie. by monsterpup_autumn
Im sory that im not perfect sheldon....Im tryn to be happy, and wen im talkn to u for a bit i do get happy....im sorry it takes forever like everything else in my life...Its like u gave up on me last night...-.- and it really hurt me insde makeing me wanting to kil mself so u could have better instead of staying with me cuz u feel sorry for me, i can k-forget about u... we could act like two total strangers again...if thats what u want. #h9 #haunted9 #haunt #haunted9 #imsorry #lie #song
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06 Mar, 2014, 9:53 am
im in love with you and i want you to be the happest guy ever... i dont want you to hate me...I want u to love me... and if that wont happen and u cant be happy with me....thn maybe i should go... and u seem verry fond of katrina...(the fact that u mention her alot) ik shes ur friend....but i dont talk about my guy friends that much,... if u dont like me anymore and u like her...just tell me now please so that i wont have a hole in my heart....
06 Mar, 2014, 10:09 am
Sheldon u mean the world to me.. u really do... and if something im doing bothers you, adddess it to me so i can stop felling like everything i do makes the world fall on me and its all my fault..so i feel like i should always leave....im gonna say that after i read ur comment... i stayed... and thn u left.. i cried... and thought ur abandoning me cuz u hate me... i wait... and wait... u dont get bak online... thn i decide i was gona do it. i tell everyone on here and dA and i messaged mix, and ppl begged me to stay, i didnt wana. i cut up my arms and legs becase i thought u hate me... mix was the one who begged me to stay... be glad ....it dosnt seem like u actully wana hear wat i say about wen im down.. u seem like u just brush it away... and thn u change subject. im here thinking i need to talk about it and u dont wana listen... great.. so i always let it be...cuz i dont wana upset u...
its fine if i did..well actully its not....but if your reading this... i have been getting better with dealing with my depression...ive made some improvments... ya i have breadowns but its a working process... im not gonna get rid of it right away because of everything that i have been here... my mom went through the same thing and it took a few years... she is still depressed today, but dad tells me she has gotten better...im a working process so plz be patient.,..if u dont want to deal with it then tell me ur packing ur bags and if u want u can go, its up to u. i dont want to force u to stay some where u dont wanna be.
just know that i am happy with u, and that ill always love you.
06 Mar, 2014, 10:09 am
because i really do Sheldon.
06 Mar, 2014, 8:51 pm
well im srry i left u last night. it made me feel guilty all day, and Katrina's just a friend. just one of the very few people who rarely talk to me at all. srry for mentioning her a lot.
and Im not packin my bagz anywhere. owo i made a promise that im stayin w/ u nu matter what. i love u alwayz and never forget that Amber.