I thought I would explain...but no one seems to read anything I write. I had a bad headache when I was making this. Encouraging others and not getting feedback drains you...I may be positive all the time, but I'm human too. I feel down like everyone else, but I don't let it let it drain everyone else around me by being verbal. I keep pouring out encouragement though I feel down, Because life isn't all about me. I'ts about everyone else and doing what you can for others. No matter what you get.