. by Hiroko7

I don't know what to do. I feel so worthless. Probably because I am. Everybody else I know fit in with their circle of friends. I don't know how to be a real friend. I'll either act stupid or whine about my dumb life. Nobody explains these feelings to me. I just want to run away. I just want to die. I just wish people could stop worrying about me and care about themselves.
I don't know.

I'll never know.

Because I'm incapable of understanding.

Because I don't know.

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
15 Feb, 2014, 4:52 pm
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Nykomi

15 Feb, 2014, 4:59 pm

ill be ur friend:)
dont feel that way about yourself.
im sure ur amazing^^

add me cx #mehfc

if u got kik xD mine is,
COSMIC_CREATER

Hiroko7

15 Feb, 2014, 5:01 pm

I don't like to draw anymore.
I don't like to play games anymore.
I don't like to talk anymore.
I'm around people who I can understand.
But those people don't understand me.
I can't express my feelings
because if I do, I'll be more alone than I already am
I'm just a selfish pr!ck
what am I doing
why am I here?
I have no more hope
I can't trust anybody
I can't love myself
What's the point of going on?
Why can't
Just..
Why?
Why am I here?
Why can't I forgive myself?
Why did my friends have to leave?
Why did my friends have to go?
Why didn't my brother have a chance?
Why him and not me?
Why can I live and he can't?
Why isn't there an answer?
Why won't God just tell me?
Why?
Why?
Why.....
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psych-resonance

15 Feb, 2014, 5:36 pm

*hugs* Hiroko, I'll always be here for you. No matter how many times you push us away and hate yourself, I won't go. No matter what. You can talk to us. It doesn't matter if we don't understand you, we care about you all the same. Don't despise yourself. You're a wonderful person. Hiroko, you're a great artist. It pains me to see you upset. So don't feel bad, we'll be right here for you to talk to. *hugs again*

Nykomi

15 Feb, 2014, 7:12 pm

..-hugs- :c i sowwie..but im here for you..and i wont leave you..

ingies

16 Feb, 2014, 5:17 am

Abie, you keep telling yourself things your not...
Your the opposite of that....
Please I dont want you being upset like this....
You know what...
IM GOING TO MAKE U FEEL HAPPY AGAIN! just like you make me happy!
Thats one of things people love about you! Your a kind and caring person! Your really nice and understanding too!
You also need to not think about the past! Instead think about what you will do in the future to make it better! I want you to be happy! Be your silly and awsome self! ^^
-hugs tight-
Please.. I dont want to see you like this...
Its my turn to make you feel better now! And I will try really hard!

YEOMACHINMOO

19 Feb, 2014, 6:00 am

i may not know you to well but i'll always be here for you

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