Hm... well... I sulk every valentine's day because a guy named remix (aka Eric the player) had caught the eyes of many girls. the night before v-day we were fighting and the next day I was searching for him. I wanted to give him the big lollipop I had. I went to his profile and read his description. It said "I think Emma banned me. Find her, get her back."

All these girls I didn't know came after me. They bullied me to the point where I wanted to take my life. It eventually ended.

By then, nobody came to Amaterasu's chat anymore. Thai Duy Nguyen (Tybuscus aka Ty) had left the next v-day and Ama found other things to do. Everyone else found a different chat or quit, so I decided to go chatroom hopping. (I had a 3DS (and still do) and only had access to the online version) I eventually came across Comn's chatroom. Comn knew Ty and Ama both, so I felt I could trust the people there. I didn't like it as much as Ama's. No one laughed as much. People were very straight faced. It kinda made me more depressed. No one was really social and the only moments I had to talk to someone other than comn was when somebody started speaking Japanese and I'd be all like "Nihongo desu ka?" and they'd be all like "Hai!"

One time you (or was it Mr.11?) and Comn were grossed out by a bunny. I decided I'd keep it and name it Hana...

Hana is now dead by the way.

Anyways... that's the basic timeline... I can't recall a lot...

YES. My name is Emma.

what do you mean by finding others?