Vent??? by MT4ever

Valentine's Day is coming up and I'm super sad because this is the first V-Day without a Valentine's gift from my now ex boyfriend. I got flowers and teddy bears and jewelry from him. Honestly, I miss his love.He even gave me valentines gifts before we've ever gone out. I feel like our relationship ending was all my fault. I kept him from doing things he liked doing because of my pathetic insecurities. His parents got tired of me making excuses to not hang out. (cont. in comments) #vday #sad

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13 Feb, 2014, 12:31 am
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MT4ever

13 Feb, 2014, 12:37 am

I was the reason he dropped me out of his life. We were opposites. He was outgoing and I was a insecure, shy bundle of emotions. After he kissed me I became more scared to be alone with him because I was scared to have feelings. I did feel love when he put his arm around me and hugged me. The kiss is what caught me off-guard. I got scared that if I was alone with him...things were going to happen. I was terrified. He most likely didn't respect how I wasn't like other girls these days, who make out and do the s.ex thing. He wasn't the guy I used to know. (c)

MT4ever

13 Feb, 2014, 12:45 am

Society and peer influences changed him. I could tell he wasn't the same Patrick (that was his name). It sucks how he just cut off communication with me out of nowhere. He never even broke up with me, actually. So he's basically two-timing with my cousin, ironkcally. He doesn't know that me and his new girlfriend are related. I find it hilarious, really. In conclusion, love never worked out for me. Probably never will. He was the only boyfriend I've ever had. I've pretty much lost all hope on our friendship ever mending. I tried, but he avoided me. I could care less if I had a relationship at the moment. If I guy likes me, yeah ok, whatevs. Tell me, I'll be flattered, but it will be difficult ever to trust my love to someone again. (done)

Wooden-Craft

13 Feb, 2014, 12:50 am

ah dude ): feel better
ive never had a valentine or a real boyfriend.
only one that cheated on me >n<
this time it took like, 3 hours to ask the person i got so nervous..
i hope things clear up, feel better<3

MT4ever

13 Feb, 2014, 1:01 am

Wooden-Craft:

Thanks, dude. I'll be okay, though. I just needed to vent.

monsterpup_autumn

13 Feb, 2014, 1:51 am

aww mt.... *hugs* im sorry to hear that bud, makes me sad to hear my buds sad, it will get better. just forget about him. (hope that wasnt being hatsh) its his loss

MT4ever

13 Feb, 2014, 2:30 am

Haunted9:

Nah, you weren't being too harsh. Like you said, it's his loss. I could not care less on what he does from now til forever. Thanks, though.

Scoobicon64

13 Feb, 2014, 2:47 am

Feeling a synthetic kinda love, dre.aming a sympathetic with...

Perhaps the world around us wishes to show us things we never imagined. But we need someone to guide us. I'm sorry for you. I've never confronted anyone because I'm too shy. So, your not as shy as it gets.

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