Aww! Hang in there! *hugs* Please don't worry about shedding(?) any tears. It just proves how loving and kind your heart is ok? I'm so happy you're my friend. Know that we're here for you. ^_^

Hey, I've gone through what you say you're going through now, and believe me, it will get worse if you don't talk to someone soon. It will get to the point where that emptiness will fill with self-hatred. Thats what destroys you the most inside. When I was severely depressed I had no one to talk to. So I was stupid started drinking,the worst mistake I could make. I became far more depressed than I ever was, to the point where I'd break down and cry in the middle of the day when nobody was around. I also became.
After about 2 months being an alcoholic, I started thinking about sui'cide. Until I started talking to a dude I passed by on facebook. He posted on his wall that he'd finally beat his alcohol problems. That gave my that sliver of hope to get on the right path. So I started talking to him, and in a couple months I had stopped drinking, and my depression was a thing of the past.
Anyway, talk to someone you'd be comfortable with being 100 percent honest with. If you don't feel you have anyone to talk to then you talk to me. I'm here for you! *Hugs*

Thank you, I just feel so confused by conflicting thoughts and emotions I feel like my world is starting to cave in on me. But I put on a brave face so my friends don't feel like they have to worry. I live by this mentality of "It doesn't hurt that bad, I've been through worse." It really bugs my brother for some reason.

Thank you both.

Its my pleasure. Anytime you need someone to talk to you can talk to me. : )

I will, thank you. *hugs*

Masks are the shield that can hide tears, but if you do nothing but wear masks...you'll forget what face is yours, its okay to hide pain to help others, but when the pain swells don't hide it, scream out loud, let your friends know that you need help, someone will answer you before you even realize it, humans are capable of amazing things, it just takes a little push to show them that, we're here for if you need us, i promise

Thank you Xaios. I've just been to stubborn and independent to accept help.

Thats okay, just know we're here for you

Thank you. *hugs*

Awww! ono I'm the same actually... except my inner self is: COMPLAIN ALL DAY/ STRESS ALL DAY :C

Awwww I'm sorry. *hugs*