O//u//O teehee you looovee me >u< lol omigawd ilovedis .O. the eyes are pervect :3 i get confused couse in thor his eys look green, but in avengers there blue but i think his mind was taken over be the teserect and thounos :/, o btw avengers 2 age of altron will be out next year and captin amarica 2 the white sholger[sp] will be our in april :) yup im a google/wiki geek

re: lol dido ^-^ hey im done with rocco how bout you ?

XD That's my kitten's name, but he's named after the actual Lokil, not the movie one.

its ok your busy we all are and im glad to be a friend

hey got that pic for you hope it helps

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..why is life confusing ?, i just cryed my heart out, asking god for help couse i am just so stuck and dont know what to do. ok so my aunt jess isnt that bad, shes quit[sp] fun, jaylin isnt that bad either, but jess asked me if i wanted to go with her up maine a bit to her mums horse farm and watch it for her mum for only 2 weeks, she has 10 horses three dogs two sheep and a few chickens, i want to go couse it'll only be me her jaylin and on some days her son hunter (long story), thats it... so im all excided couse shes gonna ask her mum if she can bring me, but once she leaves, my.mother. god, she doesnt want to get to know jess, yeah shes loud and huggy, but its not that bad, i can stand it i like jess, shes the aunt i asked god for years ago, my mum doesnt know that. But once jess leaves, we say a few things ya know, but shes like 'your not going, not for ten days i dont want you to, you'll get stressed after two days you'll call me up asking me to come pick you up' ok one, jess is not nicole, nicole is bossy and controliv and every time i went over i had to baby sit three kids, jess only has jaylin, and its easy to ignor her, jess is not nicole, shes a mega tomboy shes 25, yeah shes a bit imature, but not that bad, i can stand her and my mum doesnt get that im not her i can stand some people she cant. anyways then she says ' im not saying no.. you and me will go for a few day k' FIRST OFF SHE DOESNT KNOW WERE JESSES MOMS HOUSE IS SECOND JESS DID NOT INVITE MY MUM SHE INVITED ME, MUM THINKS SHE CAN JUST GO UP, NO JESS IS ASKING IF I! CAN GO TO HELP HER COUSE SHE IS PREGNENT, HAS FIBERMIALGA[SP] AND CAN BARLY PICK UP JAYLIN. its MY chose, i know the consaquences, iv gotten stressed with nicole couse i had to watch kids and she barly feeds me n her kids plus her self, jess is my only aunt, nicole is thousand miles away, rachel is n.uts, tammy is to lazy she promised to take me to see the hunger games but AGIAN forgets, -

- JESS IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN AND WANTS TO DO THINGS WITH ME, plus, ill have first hand exsperience[sp] with how to take care of a farm, JESS GREW UP WITH A REAL FARM, AND i'll be able to ride a horse with out a lead rope, some one on it with me, or in a ring, WE'LL BE ABLE TO GO TRAIL RIDING IV NEVER BEEN ABLE TO RIDE FREELY, and there will be no snobby biches there, no teachers, just me jess and jaylin, and a few times hunter, WHY WOULD GOD PRESENT THIS OPERTOONATY JUST TO TORCHER ME? HE DOESNT DO THAT, THIS IS MY CHOISE, so what i get stressed its not like i can handle it. Im sorry to rant but i just needes to tell some one other then a peace of paper, i really want to go, so i just asked god to help me, and i really want to go, if i get stressed i get stressed, IM STRESSED HERE IM ALWAYS STUCK HERE I HAVE NO FRIENDS I LOVE MY FAMILY VERY DEARLY BUT I NEED TIME AWAY FROM THEM, I HAVE NOTHING TO DO HERE IM ONLY EVER ON THIS DS, IM JUST SO CONFUSED LYNDI AND SO HURT THAT MY MOTHER, THAT IS ALWAYS SAYING HOW STRONG I AM, DOESNT THINK I CAN HANDLE THIS.... im just so angry and hurt.. but im putting it in gods hands, if its ment to be then he'll open my mums eyes, if not theni was wrong and i cant handle it, but i dont know how long it will be till we have our own.. could be next year.. or when im 20 and travling... i gotta stop im crying agian... im just confused and feel so stuck... i just need to vent i guess.. im sorry

..you know how in some movvies theres a prolog to the key part of the movie, the part were i desides everything.... well i just had a daja'vo like that... its like i finily got to the part the prolog was at and... what ever road i choise... could deside my hole futer... lyndi..im scared.. i dont want to be poor any more.. i dont want to live like this forever.. i want to have a live.. do photography.. open a horse camp.. and.... im scared that.. if i dont stand up for my self tomarrow.. and talk with my mum..get her to under stand..then.. i fear i may loose that dream... and i want it so badly lyndi... this is my one chance i finily reached that road.. and im scared....

it was like i saw it in a dream.. the same picture..same words.. its scary..but.. i want to go..i really do...but..im still confused

well its so hard to talk to her.. i cant, she thinks i have an attatude if i say something wrong, i can never get a word in when theres a problem AND ITS ALWAYS MY FALT, im the onne getting yelled at couse my brother lies ALL THE TIME and iv told then hes lying but they didnt beleave me, its rarly i win, and if im crying couse im hurt and angry that i cant tell her what happened and what i feel, couse shes friggen scary and meen when shes angry so she think im ''feeling sorry for my self'' and ''acting like a spoild rotting little brat'' and ''the world doesnt revalv aroud abi'' i want to tell her, but last time i told her how she says thing like its all about her, a few times, she forgot now but, she would start talking bout how she had it hard and she had 5 broothers and sisters, she go and say, oh but i dont want to make it all about me... bit... i beleave that its my falt and i am acting that way.. but i dont know anymore...... im scared to tell her what i feel, she always saying i can tell her anything, but when i try.. see i do it when theres a problem just to get things out, but thats the wrong time, but im scared, couse i hate cozzing problems.....im sorry.. i have to go bye

iiim sory im crying angian but im trying to stay quiet so they dont here me but.....itt hurts my hrought but i cant stop...i domtknow why.... half my life has been so unfair... i hate unfairness... i glds only doing thos tl make me steongwe...but its so nfair

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