Idk what a binder is. But I'm just gonna speak my mind. Why does it bother you to be a girl? I don't see why it matters. I believe you said you were an ase.xual biromantic, correct? Well, if that's the reason, then it really shouldn't matter. You're a girl by birth. That won't change. But regardless of what gender you are, you're you. So why do you care about seeming to be genderless? (I'm not saying you're not, mentally. But even gender changes don't change your blood. You're always going to be you. And I'm sorry if I offended you. I wasn't trying to.)

i just simply dont conform and thus id like to look neutral

((a binder compresses the b.reasts and gives the faux appearance of a flat chest))

Oh. Ok. And alright.