;A;
Noooooooo...
I mean, at least you still can interact with us, but...
I'll miss seeing your art...

Hehe.. thanks..
Maybe I'll be able to continue, but that depends..

Hiya Cam..

I'll be on the broswer Cam. Stu said he'll try and help me continue my gallery..

I don't want to go but I have too.. I'm sorry..

I'm gonna be on browser! *hug* I'm still here for you Cam.

I'm staying up all night wuth my 3ds..
hm..
aww...
I just noticed..
i'm gonna loose all my hours on pokemon ..

Game Cartridge.
I have to give up my games too sadly.

good Idea.. I'll ask Stu right now..

Well.. i can hide my game..

Dont go....

I can do art though, I have Deviantart
@The-Wing3d-Cat

Goodnight Cam, sleep well..

We will all miss you :'(

Aww.. Yeah I'd be hiding a couple games to, but maybe try to barter it back? Something schoolwise, like grade improvement or sacrificing something else to be able to play on weekends or during school breaks. I do it all the time
Either way, well miss you..

Nooooo i'll miss seeing ur art

y is ur ds being taken away

No! A-Ale...you can't leave...you can't..

At least you'll be on browser...

R-right?

Can you please make a skype or something?

Anything...?
I don't want to say goodbye..

I'll be on browser, of course...
And I got my DS taken away for personal reasons..
Bad grades is a reason..
I failed the first semester..

That is a great subject to barter on, like improve to get your 3DS back for summer break or something

As long as I can still talk to you...

Yes, it is

I can't.
I can't change the first semester.
Besides, he said he might sell it for money..

But you can fix the 2nd semester

Did you buy your 3DS or was it given to you as a gift?

Gramps ain't taking it away, it was my dad.
I lost it sadly.. I'm asking my aunt to help me look for it when I get home. I have to give it to him.. He's the one who bought it anyways. Murr..

Save up some money and buy a used/ refurbished one, that way they won't be able to take it, YOU bought it with YOUR money. If you save the money and get one Ill give you a $20 eshop code so you can get C3D and Cave Story again ok?

The only one who would take me to buy one is my father.
Just half an hour ago, he told me if I find it he'll give it back one
Day.
Guess what? I NEVER FOUND IT!
ILL NEVER OLAY AGAIN!
Hehehehe.. It's a joke...
It must be a joke..
He lied..
He must've lied..
Everyone lies on this world!!
I HAVE!
ITS GOTTEN ME HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE!!
THIS WORLD IS A LIE!
IM A LIE!
WVEYTHINGS A LIE!
MALIS WAS HELPING ME
HE COULDNT FIND IT
INCOULDNT FIND IT
BUT THAT WASNT THE CAUSE IF MY INSANITY
NO
ITS THE FACT I LIED!!!!!
NOW NO ONE CAN BELEIVE ME!
NO ONE!
NOT A SINGLE PERSON!
IVE DONE THIS UNTO MYSELF!
FUNNY AINT IT!?!?!?!
I LIED AND EVERYONE BELIEVED ME, AND NOW HOW I TELL THE TRUTH NO ONE BELIEVES ME!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
ITS SO FUNNY!!
SO IT MUST BE A JOKE!
A CRUEL JOKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVEYRONE MUST BE JOKING RIGHT!?
LYING!?
ITS ALL IVE DONE, EVERYONE MUST BE THE SAME RIGHT!?
LIKE IF I KILL MYSELF IT WILL BE A JOKE!!
EVERYONE WOULD LAUGH INSTEAD OF CRY!!
IVE DONE THIS TO MYSELF!
MYSELF, NO ONE ELSE!
NOT MY FAMILY!
NOT MY FRIENDS!
NOBODY! NOT, EVEN MALIS!!!
MEEEEE
IVE DONE THIS!
HAHAHAHAHAHAA
ITS SO FUNNY!
IRONIC!
I HAVE NO CHANCE!
ILL KEEP LYING, TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER!
BUT ISNT THAT WHAT IVE DONE THIS ENTIRE TIME!?!?!?
IT WAS!
HAHAHAAHAHAA
WHAT WOULD I LIKE BETTER THOUGH!?!?
THE PAINFUL TRUTH OR A FUCKING AWESOME LIE!?
HUH!??
I LOVE LYING!!
LIES LIES LIES!
NO ONE BELIEVES ME ANYWAYS!!!!
NI ONE!!!
ITS THE PAINFUL TRUTH!
IM A LIE!!
NO, IM A MISTAKE!!
YES! A MISTAKE!!
A FUCKING MISTAKE!!
I WAS SUPPOSED TO DIE!
SCHEDULED FOR ABORTION!!
WHY DIDNT THEY JUST KILL ME!?
REALITY IS KILLING ME FAR WORSE THAN A PAINLESS KILL!!
WHY DID THEY MAKE ME LIVE IN THIS CRUEL WORLD!?
FULL. OF. LIES!?
BECAUSE THEY WANT TO ME SUFFER MAYBE!?
THEY SAY THEY LOVE ME!!
THEY HARDLY SHOW IT!!
I WANT TO DIE
SO I DONT HAVE TO LIVE THIS LIE!!
WHY CANT I!?
SPARE ME FROM THIS WORLD!!
I BEG OF YOU GOD!
YES GOD!
I DONT BELIEVE BUT IF THERE IS A GOD,
THERE MJST BE A DEVIL!!
IM HELLBOUND ANYWAYS!!
IM HEARTLESS
I DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONE!?!?
IS THAT A LIE!?
I THOUGHT I ALWAYS CARED ABOUT EVERYONE!!
BUT APPARENTLY EVERYTHING I SAY IS A LIE!
SO THAT MUST BE ONE TOO!!!!
GOD! END MY SUFFERING!
PLEASE!
IM INDEED INSANE ALREADY!
END THIS TORTURE
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I CAN HEAR THE MUSIC BOX!!
I THOUGHT I WAS LYING ABOUT THAT TOO!
ITS RIGHT NEXT TO ME!!
SINGING THE SONG OF DEATH!
MY DEATH!!
THIS SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT MY FUNERAL!
I WILL MAKE SURE OF IT!
ILL DIE ALONE!
WITH ALL OF MY LIES!
BECAUSE ITS WHAT I DESERVE!
IM JUST THE INSANE PART OF ME.
ALE.
THE INSANE PART!
DOCTOR INSANITY!!!!!
YES!
ILL NAME THE INSANE SIDE OF ME DOCTOR INSANITY!!!!!
YES!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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I regret everything I've done wrong..
Everything..
I don't know why I live..
Everything I typed up there..
I don't know..
I truly an half insane I suppose..
And a wuss..
Crying over a videogame that has succeeded in making me happy during my childhood..
It helped me meet you guys..
I'd..
I'd...
I'd kill myself without you all to support me..
That is why I loved this gallery with All of my heart..
It's the memories it holds..
Like my first mature rp.. Hehe...
My first time trying lifeless art..
My first succession in drawing a human..
Finding.. My love...
Where I achieved five hundred followers..
Where I met new people..
Where I became 'popular'...
Where I became a friend..
Where I am not heartless..
Where I can be me without being judged...
Where I can be free to draw what I want..
Where I shared my up and down moments..
Where I first discovered I could draw..
Where I first discovered that I can make FRIENDS..

I'm torn..
Torn that without this Ds, my childhood will fade away..
Pokemon, my escape from reality, gone..
My friends..
They won't always notice the browser comment..
Why...
Why......
Why. . . . .
W h y . . . . .

WAT

WAT NO ALE. WE'VE BEEN THROUGH WAAAAY TO MUCH BRUH

it cant end like this ;-;

Calm down Ale...it'll be ok...We all love you, and I know we'll check browser comments. Everyone goes through pain and sadness at times, but I promise it will be ok. We're here for you. And sure, you've lied. That doesnt mean anything. Everyone messes up sometimes. Just...eveything will be ok..God will help you if you let him

God doesn't exist..
I don't believe in him anymore.
And hello Justin. Long time no see. How are you doing? Find love? I have.

Then...Idk what else to say

*single & happy*

I don't need to depend on god
When we ask for help he doesn't come.
Only the people that control their own actions come.
Also, being single isn't bad,
So great that your happy Jake

Now, I dont want to start a debate so...i'll just leave it at that

And i know being single is fine, honestly im waiting until after highschool

Ale
No ones perfect, no one will ever be. Don't beat yourself up over losing your DS, its not like you'll never have it again, or one again. I bet that by the end of 2014 you will have gotten it back. Life isn't supposed to be a smooth easy ride is it? Someone somewhere has it worse than you. I have a friend who's lost his little brother, 24 people in the last 2 years, and a good friend to a drunk driver 2 months ago. He would have done himself in already if it weren't for friends. There will be lies in life. You can't stop them. You can either think of them as nothing, or act like all is lost when they're pointing at you. Your dad did say if you found it today right? Todays not over. Look at life, raise your middle finger to it, and smartass it through. Don't think of. negative in now's situations, look at the futures positive aspects. In future events. Look at life a whole different way than you do now. You're not insane, you just think you are because you've got it bad NOW. You're looking at it the bad way, you were to be aborted, that's bad. You weren't, that's the good thing. Stop swimming around in the negative stuff.

Me? I enjoy being a smartass, but even at that, I watch what I say so as to not offend people

And if you want to talk to someone, you can message us in our galleries, we'll see the browser comment.

Fine fine..
I know people have it worse than me.
But they can handle their situations
I can't.
I'm fine.
Seriously.
And I am insane.
Half-Insane.
Trust me, there are times you can't catch me laughing when I'm supposed to cry.
I can do a lot of Shit like torment my cat..

its horrible your leaving!! DX> i was gonna ask if y wanted to roleplay or something with bass and sky, (email if ya want idk ;^;)

This is horrible!! DXi didnt talk to you much, but you seemed like a really cool person and your art was awesome!!! Im going to miss you. >^<

Nope. I'm sorry.
I'm special.
Your different.
Everyone is different.
That is why everyone is judged.
Because there is always someone different.
Your level of insanity is different than mine.
Your fears weren't converted into actual beings,
Your concious doesn't stalk your every move.
It's different.
Trust me.

I will, mind if i draw it on deviantart? i dont have my ds.till later on tomorrow

Everyones an alien.

Who said I haven't done the same? I've sat on birds for fun. (Those with clipped wings) And nearly killed Jaimee out of fustration and amusement. I shall never again however.

We've all done stupid s.hit, that doesnt mean we're insane. We dont have to argue over how insane/ whos more insane, we're not. Ale, its not the end of the world, youll get it back. Try barter.

Trust me Payton, there are things I've done that I cannot even begin explaining..
And is it not insane to talk to yourself and laugh at yourself?
Crying at random times for no particular reason?
Laughing at funerals and pain?
If you don't think it's Insane,
Think of it as sick.
I'm sick then.
Not insane, whatever. Think as you may.

Eh, your right.
Whatevs then.
Sorry if pointing it out makes me feel a tiny bit better.
As I randomly said up there..
Lying to myself makes me feel better..
I'm not insane.. I'm just..
Lying.. Lying revolves around me..
You all know that and are probably annoyed by me repeating it..
But I can't help but repeat,
It's an annoying habit..
Sorry..
I'm not being a good sister by doing this..
Forgive me, will you..?

I talk to myself all the time. I laugh at things people think shouldnt be laughed at, but its all how I look at things. Something morbid like a drunk driver victim or the Boston bombing, s.hit like that, I get p.issed off at first, then I laugh knowing the people who caused the incident are going to get whats due.

< >A< > NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
I JUST FOUND YOU! FREAKEN BAD TIMEING! PLZ DONT LEAVE! please, don't.... lonely....

I know.. Just.. Forgive me.. I'm just extremely depressed...

Don't be! Try to barter out of this.

I can't.. I seriously can't.
Unless my aunt gives me back my blue 3DS.. But the r Hutton doesn't work and I don't have colors on it..

That's worth a shot, you could call Nintendo and have them fix it, and like I said, Ill give you the code to buy C3D

Well, I hope whatever you guys are planning to do to fix this works out well /:>

Also, could we continue the RolePlay if/when you have the time?
I could try to draw it on a separate flippy, but I'd just need you to respond to my last entry since I had a question.
...I forget what it was at this second, though...
If you're not in any mood to RP, then I'm sorry I bothered you, chica ^v^'

I'll see you in a month! :)
(This is one of the oldest tricks in the book: say you leave, then actually go on a 2-6 month haitus, then come back and gain twentysomething followers each way. If you are leaving, you don't need to tell us. No offense. Enjoy your vacation :D)

Emily this isnt the time to start a fight. Please delete that before he sees..

Yes it was, but it wouldnt help the situation if we started something..

My aunt is letting me be on til ten tonight.
Payton, I excpect to game chat with you for a bit.

:O Ok!

Dont we need to swap FCs?

No, it my origins. 3ds
See my aunt had it, murr.. I'll explain when we gamechat.
You know what?
You are a good friend.
I mean, Em and Cam are my best friends too, and it know they love me but you being able to chat and stuff is cool dude.
Thumbs up.
Don't be influenced by Señor Dickle

...so is that a "no" on the RolePlay?

Hey,
Thank you.
And I try not to, but.. I can't explain..

Well, the rp will be continued... Someday...

ok.. so lemme get this straight. Your dad is taking your 3DS away, aaand he paid for it, right?

Yeah, he's going to sell it. Luckily my aunt is keeping it for me, but I can only play for two hours at night.

hmm... well im not on browser much but.. ill try to talk as much as possible..

Sure

hey look doctor insanity, im certain you got me wrong here. entirely. i dont need a reason to unfollow somebody, but it is courtesy around here as far as ive noticed. lately coloreevees drawings havent appealed to me very much to begin with. i have a very intense dislike for being ignored and a while ago, thats exactly what she did. i dont necessarily care anymore about it and cannot she would still ignore me if i tried talking to her now but again her recent artwork is not very appealing to me so i was looking for an excuse to unfollow, and swag was the perfect opportunity.
as far as my popularity is concerned, i dont care at all what people think of me.as far as harassing. goes ive been trying to make it so that theres no hard feelings between me and her but she doesnt want to accept it. i even told her that maybe id be back sometime, but she still doesnt care.

and good bye doctor. its a shame you have to leave. we could have actualy been friends...
ill follow anyways.

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wrong. thats a matter of opinion. where im at, swag is very much an excuse to unfollow. typically im more tolerant than that, but again, i was already looking for an excuse to unfollow. i wanted to keep a good relationship with her because i dont see any reason not to, but i guess i should have expected as much from a moody german girl. im aware that all i need to do is to unfollow but i felt i owed her an explanation since she followed me first. please stop talking to me like im a seven year old, because its making really hard to be calm with you.

excelent, im glad to have made your aquaintance. your level of reasoning thus far seems satisfactory but you hold yourself to conflicting double standards making your arguments [for lack of a less offensive word] hypocritical. i mean no offense.
also i am a man.