what kind of muzak do you lik

"Muzak"? Like eletavor music? <?^?> I dont know alot of them but there are some nice ones out there, I guess. <-u->

But my favorite type of music is anything but some country songs and curseing songs. My favorite is R&B, Rock, and some Japanese anime songs. <^u^>

do you heavy metal?

Yes! < >u< >
Well I guess it all depends on what song.
But yes; yes I do!

thats awesome.

thanks! <^u^>
so what do you lisen to?

here we go;
death metal
[melodic death metal mostly]
power metal
some thrash metal
heavy metal
i have recently gotten into techno and dubstep. i severely hate[not an understatement] having to listen to church music and almost all pop music.
i dont like almost all rap but there is one group that i do like[odd future wolf gang ki.ll them all]

HOLY MOTHER MOON! THATS ALOT OF HEAVY!!!!! <OAO> I didn't know there waz so many!

yeah, a friend once commented on how i looked doing some work at school while listening. he wondered how i could possibly be so calm looking and relaxed while listening to my music. that was funny. as for the number of heavy metals in existence, there are;
-metal
-power metal
-viking metal
-heavy metal
-melodic metal
-melodic death metal
-glam metal
-death metal
-doom metal
-thrash metal
and many more.
hang on, ill pull up the wiki page and find out more

Y-Y-Y-Y-YOUR KIDDING! Right?
THERES MORE?!?! <oAO>

yes. there is
it is very glorious
you eventually learn to tell the difference between all of them while listening

Did you find evry kind of heavy yet? ^oco^

oh crap!
yes sorry i was busy appeasing everyone in my house

here we go
- black metal
- avant-garde metal
- death metal
- doom metal
- glam metal
- gothic metal
- groove metal
- power metal
- speed metal
- stoner rock
- thrash metal
- traditional heavy metal
- funk metal
- nu metal
- rap metal
- viking metal
- war metal
- christian metal[no difference]
- unblack metal?
- melodic death metal
- technical death metal
- drone metal
- sludge metal
- experimental metal
- extreme metal
- folk metal
- celtic metal
- medieval metal
- pagan metal
- grindcore
- deathgrind
- por.nogrind
- industrial metal
- latin metal
- metalcore
- melodic metalcore
- deathcore
- mathcore
- nintendocore
- neo-classical metal
- post metal
- progressive metal
- symphonic metal
and thats about as much as wikipedia knows

<OAO> ahh-
uhh-

ahhhh-
gahh-
I-gah-
(head spinning) < #A#>

HAHGASRAPA*!
WOOOOOOO-OOOOOOW! <OAO>
THA ALOT OF HEAVY-HEAVY!!!!!

thats right!
and soon i will make my own!

W-well, good luck! ^n-n^
M-my head still hurts. <-_o>

you human *_*

Softywolf! <^u^>

human *_*

"soft-ty" wolf!

...
human *_*

you enjoy calling me that dont you?

eyup! <^u^>

and you enjoy calling me human, right?

yes.
i secretly enjoy being called that. do you secretly enjoy being called human?

W-wow! Thats the best awnser Ive evr hear! <ouo> You must know alot about Holo, don't u?! <^u^>

no but im just a very good liar. i know how most peoples minds function.

YUP! <^w^> Same for me!

^_^

human

"ah-chu!" *sniff*
Soffy-woff

you double human...

I-Im scared rightnowwggjkinn,,jv
.'f1hg

*_*
whats happening?

W-what do I do now? Tracy was my only friend! S-she always had my back! She was the only one to not think of me as a freak!

i for one do not think youre a freak.
if you truly want to know what i would do, the most i could tell you is that my philosophy when it comes to death is 'a necessary loss.' i strongly believe in fate and... well nobody can help it now. what happened has infact happened and can never be undone. as for what to do now, i would suggest trying for friends where you live.

you seriously starting to pi.ss me off traez.
havent you ever heard that that path to inner turmoil begins with a friendly ear?

so then tell me exactly what your name means.

im actualy trying to be calm with you right now because i dont know you. and you dont know me so i dont necessarily think that what anger here is fair. that said, i own this name because im hopelessly brutal compare to over half of the people i know.
brutal doesnt necessarily mean rude either. i can smell your reasoning, but i do not think shes posting this to get attention as i would imagine you would.

plz stop...

okay

Stop this you freaken jerk!

this is HER page
this is HER problem
this is HER drawing
and your telling HER to stay out of this?

i her friend you sh.ithole
so please leave

im done with you.

GET THE FU.CK OFF MY FREACKEN GALLERY YOU AS.S-HOLE!!!!! DON'T YOU EVER TALK TO MY FRIENDS OR SISTER LIKE THAT YOU DI.CK! NOW GET HE.LL OUT BEFORE I REPORT YOUR A.SS!!!!!

s-sorry for that....t-too much?

nope... i think the threat is gone.
but he will return in about two hours if i assuming properly.

THANK YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH! yall are the best! >U<

was he reported or something? he kinda just abruptly left
your welcome mayu.

Idk and Idk! No he's not reported. I still see he's page.

that doesnt give him a right to go fuc.king around with people, much less just suddenly barge in on convos.

Well I checked out his gallery and it looked liked his girlfriend or something was in the hospital or something? Sad story really.

i dont care.

OMG! I-I think his girlfriend's name is Mayu! I not sure but it sounds like it.

Is that why he yelled at me? Thats very cra.ppy.

i still dont care.

Haha! Now THERES the brutalwolf I know! Doesn't give a dam.n when it comes to dumas.ses! ^u^

did i stray from my typical image?

Hey brutal,
thanks for standing up for me. No one has ever done that for me before. Well maybe because most people think I abnormal cause I like things like heavy metal and creepy pasta. But you-you are the first boy ever to do that, besides you: Tracy use to stand for me.
T-thank you! Thank you soo much!

Nope! Not at all!
And hey, no matter what anyone tells you: stay just the way you are now, k? I like this brutalwolf02 just as he is. <^u^>

0//a//0 I-Im sorry if that sound wired! W-w-what I meant was that y-you were like really nice to me, a-a-and I really like that of you! I-I mean I like that about about you! W-wh-what I mean is- I-I-I should just s-stop talking....TT//A//TT

U>//A//< NIGHTY-NIGHT!!!!!

good night.

^_^

Ohayo!

I-I think you should at least know a liittle about me: my name is Utada Mayu; born in Japan, rasied in Tennesse. I cannot tell you WHERE I live, (sorry about that!) Lets see.... Im an only child. I LOVE music, creepy pasta, animes, games, the colors purpal-black-and blue, you know: non-girly things! HATES: girly-girls, jerks(traez), being called short( only by some people), Cheerleading *dark-gloom*, ect. lets just say things that are girly is bad juju!

good morning
looks like im up
well here we go,
my real name is andres sanchez, my favorite colors are red, green, and blue, i like muzak[really hard], artisting[really hard], Tony Jaa[look it up :D], creepypasta, vio.lence, fire, video games, pokemon, ect. [i wrote this already but i was logged out so im writing it again] i dislike people who dont think enough or lack the will to, church muzak[really hard], that feeling i get when i have good food in front of me but i cant eat it because im full, and many other things that i cant seem to think of right now. im a middle child of three. its seven thirty where i live right now.

i do lots of manly things, sometimes needlessly manly things.

i have to go now... sorry.
ill let you when im back.

Kay!

im back.

Hay-hay! ^v^

hello ^_^

oh sh.it. my bad nobodys here

i dont understand. whats your problem with her anyways? besides, i think youve made your point.

you havent aswered my question yet.

not satisfied? neither am i

you willing to bet on that?

you must be stupid. im leaving.

WHAT THE HE.LL ARE YOU DOING BACK HERE, JERK! SHUT-UP TALKING TO BRUTALWOLF LIKE THAT! I'LL KICK YOUR FREAKEN A.SS! GET OUT!

JUST GET THE HE.LL OUT!!!!!
NOW!

mayu just let him spew his sh.it, the slime will leave as soon as hes done pis.sing everywhere

WHAT IS YOUR FREAKEN PROBLEM?! WHAT THE FU.CK DO YOU WANT WITH ME?! DID I DO SOMETHING? DO I KNOW YOU?! WHAT IS IT?!

IS THIS IT ABOUT YOUR GIRLFRIEND?! IS THAT YOUR PLOBLEM?! YOU JUST GOING AROUND BEING ANGERY TO OTHERS BECAUSE SOMETHING HAPPENED?!

What, Horo? She's just a charter!

Well I would help you: but you were being a fu.cking jerk.

i accept your apology traez.

the fact that you bothered us is fine, this isnt some private chatroom or something. but you kind of just burst in and started attacking Mayu. im not putting up with that especially given her friend is gone now[sorry Mayu] not only that but you came directly when i was helping her through that. thank you for your apology traez.

A-a-a-and were not d-dating! >//A//< I-I-I was trying t-to thank him! W-why would I go dating someone I dont even know what he looks like? I would never do that!

B-b-b-b-but I-Im not saying that brutalwolf is ugly o-or not my type! I do like him! I really do! His awesome!

//O///A///O// N-NOT THAT KINDA L-LIKE THOUGH! I-I-I-I mean as a friend! A boy-friend! WAIT! Not that kind of boy-friend! W-what I-I mean is-is that he's a guy that is my friend! Wait! I-I mean he's- Awwn! I-Im just g-gonna shudup now...

you kind of have to admit tho-
it did look like we were dating.
i dont blame him for getting that impression.

TT//Y//TT I-I guess....

GRRR! 2nd time I did that! imbarasing! Im not good when I comes to those things.

I just want this wired day to end. good night!

good night Mayu.

....Hey brutal: you dont think were, you know,"dateing" r-right?

not necessarily.
i think that if youre into me, just let me know. i dont like mind games when it comes to that. but neither of us can deny our actions prior to his arrival.
i thought you were going to sleep.

it is great that u stick up for her brutalwolf02 she needs friends to help her^-^

@sapphiresylveon
i wish that i do not fail at that.
with tracey gone who else will do it. besides she shows good cognition and reasoning, im glad to stick around.

@sheek
i try..
i honestly try.

@sheek
shes not some helpless doll you know.

@sheek
thats fine. you didnt seem rude or anything, its just that someone with the capacity to successfully immitate holo the wise wolfs behavior is instantly more qualified to agrue an argument than most of the half-wits around here

@sheek
im not sure how to follow that

goodbye sheek.

"follow" what?
whats going on?

hello Mayu.

wait, Sheek's here?!
Wohwohwohwohwoh. wait what?

nothing important.

good night sheek.

It is not wise to hide thoughts from a wolf, Brutal. You, above all others, should know such simple knowlege, do you not?

what am i hiding? i told her it was unimportant

It seems you do not understand what Miss. Sheek was trying to say; do you? She thinks quite dearly to Mayu as if they were sisters. She is glad that you are there to protect her when she cannot. And for that, she is most grateful to you. You may not be as wise as me; but you surely are kind, even when you try to act brutal. You have known me for quite some time. You were my first follower in my gallery and ever since you came, thanks to you, my gallery has 50 followers. I appricate you kindly.

And tho she is shy to say it herself, I can honestly tell you that she feels the same way as I. You can say that, in a way; she thinks of you as a brother. A brother she never had. That is what she feels.
How about you? Do you feel the same way or not?

if you truly want to know holoill tell you regardless of how unsatisfactory my answer is. after the speech about mayu immitating the wise wolf, she said 'shes just cool like that' unsure of what say afterward, i simply put im not sure how to follow that. but she erased her answer. i am fully aware of her appreciation and yours.

i dont know how i feel. ive never known how i feel. he.ll most of the time i dont even know im really hungry

Well maybe this is something to work on because if you are to go on like this, than lets say this; say you said something to Mayu that hurt her in a way but it did not effect the same feel to you as it did to her. What then?

then its simple i never say anything. and i avoid the problem entirely. thats all ive ever done. just wait until the subject matter concerns me in any way.

You-YOU ARE A FOOL TO THINK IN SUCH A WAY! DO YOU NOT LIKE TALKING TO HER? WELL SHE LOVES TO CHAT WITH YOU! EVERY MORNING, THAT HUMAN WAKES UP BRIGHT-EYED AND BUSHY-TAIL JUST TO TALK TO YOU! SHE'S BEEN LIKE THAT EVEN BEFORE YOU EVEN KNEW HER REAL NAME! SHE THINKS OF YOU AS A BROTHER, TAKE AWAY THE FACT THAT SHE'S A ONLY CHILD AND HER DAD DIED BEFORE SHE COULD EVEN OPEN HER EYES! DO YOU TRUELY MEAN WHAT YOU SAID?!

Do you?

She has no friends. She is known as a freak to another eye. All she has is a mom who loves her dearly.

i think you misunderstood me
what im trying to say is that i do care for her, but its unclear what these feelings mean to me.

THAN YOU DID NOT UNSTAND MY QUESTION: IF YOU HURT HER WITH WORDS THAT DID NOT HURT YOU: WHAT WOULD YOU DO?!

apologize isnt that how it works?

BUT IF YOU CANNOT GRASP ON YOUR OWN FEELINGS, THEN HOW WOULD YOU KNOW IF YOU MEANT IT OR NOT?

"sigh" Tis is too late to continue this. We shall finish this tommorrow. May you rest easily, brutalwolf.

i trust that my intuition or rather instinct can see what i cant and provide me the right answer. thats worked for me so far.

you are digging into a part of my subconcious that i cannot reach.
good night.

*YA-WN* mmm Ohayo! >-uo

umm...a-are you-upset with me?

^>n<^ IM SORRY! IM SO SORRY! "bow" "bow"

no.im not upset. i just want you to try to avoid that. i could literaly feel holo digging into my subconcious even after afterward.
the havoc she unleashed in my head last gave me something of a nightmare. the first one in years.

sorry about this, it looks like im going somewhere, if im not back in four hours, then ill be gone until tomorow probably in the afternoon

and did i upset you?

No-no! Not at all! S-sorry for giving you a nightmare. When I am Horo, I tend to left the Holo side take over, as if she were real.
That stupid, I know.... sorry.

im back
that fine but what does holo want from me?

H-here another stupid awnser: I have NO idea! <-v-> I dont know how I do this myself honestly! TT^TT

then i guess i will have to be a bit rude to her next time and ask her myself.

id like you to know that every morning i wake bright-eyed and bushy-tailed pondering what you have to say to me too. i remember a time when everyone thought i was a freak too. im not lying. almost all of 5th grade was spent alone because i made a simple mistake. at first i was sad, then that freaked everyone out, and sh.it only got worse, i became afraid and sad simultaneously and everybody freaked out more. thats how it was for the rest of the year. sixth grade came with a new school- a fresh start. so i went and fuc.ked it up again. and then something happened. i locked something in my mind away. then everything got better. im eighteen years old now. and things still seem good.

is that why your comment in the friend list says please be gental?

its a joke
i think its funny

no i mean its there because i think its funny and not because of what i explained
hahahaha

haha! i kid,kid!

>A< TOONAMI!

excelent'
would you like to hear about that nightmare i had?

I-if thats okay with you...

thats great because i just wore out my left fingers playing my bass. and thats okay, it was actualy pretty interesting. just the kind id like to have is all. one moment while i write this all down.

oh, okay ^-^

pt. 1
it begins with war. a grey sky shrouds the color of day from eyes watching things go faster than they can see. both sides put up an equally vicous fight. but both sides are not equaly victorious. the losing side loses in a very losing kind of way. none were spared. the losing side lies obscenely dead while the victor begins obscenely yelling. among those yelling are two friends,

oh?

what next?

pt. 2
the best of friends you would say. and they sat and they stood and they yelled and they yelled and nothing was calm even though no they longer faced death or even just propelled leaden pellets. thier yelling did not even heed the warning of the sun as loudness had survived through the day into the night. these two friends found themselves enjoying the victory in a very victory like way, when gradually the loudness died and gave way for voices to reach a certain persons ear. the two men talked about what they would do when they got home to their families. they talked about how they would get a job in the market industry or even go back to school. they talked about how pointlessly poewrful their libido had become and how many hours they would pleasure their wives when they got back to them or even how their wives hated them for leaving to join the army. in a few months, all was said and all was done. the field they filled was emptied, now void of humankind, but not rid of its marks.

pt.3 in a moment

pt. 3
both men had returned to their homes and enjoyed a new kind of fight, but not without the abilities or marks of the last. a fight not fought with tools or weapons, but with anger and repression. most of time a nasty combination of the two. one eventful evening, the first man was battling his battle when an unlucky spouse walked in to remind him to pick up some milk for their hungry child. in an instant, his memories of his tools and weapons caught up to his body and before he could help it, she was dead. the man saw the woman he loved strung across the floor like branch of leaves, still skaking tenderly in place.
this isnt over. pt. 4 in a moment.

pt. 4
the man looked on at his new corpse for at least five seconds before accepting to observe that he was the one who put it there. not before those five seconds were over had he already fallen to his knees and begun to shed tears. he checked for her pulse but found none before bending over to kiss her tenderly shaking cheek and resume yelling just as he had that fateful day not too long ago. when his yelling was over, no victory it bring to the man. instead just more anger and more repression, but now with shame. the same kind of shame that inmates wear daily. they say that when live with wolves, you learn to howl. but what happens when you learn to howl before youve even met a wolf? you join the wolves. the man turned himself in to the authorities and into an inmate, leaving his daughter to someone who probably wont ki.ll her.
not done here
pt. 5 in a moment

mind you theres a lot i dont remember so im doing a lot of filler to make up for the gaps. on top of this im writing in the most poetic way that i can so none of the feelings are neglected

okay. ^-^

good night! ^u^

pt. 5
the day passed restlessly and hopelessly while the man battled his battle of anger, oppression and shame while the second man caught wind of a man who shamelessly ki.lled his wife and turned himself in, putting his heartbroken daughter up for adoption. his thoughts turned to HIS spouse and HIS daughter, dreading that that kind of man actually existed in their world. not long after that, he got an idea. maybe if he was in the news business, he would have an the ability to prepare his family against threats like him. so he joined the news business doing as he said he would and preparing his family while he prepared the film reels for the cameras. that would soon film the shameless mur.derer while he was pressed for information about the death of his wife. but no information came from his mouth. he simply stared at the floor on the verge of tears. in danger of those tears soaking his marks made by the last war. the second became disapointed when his filming was cut short when a man in a black suit bargerd in to the room with the warden demanding that all filming equipment and personel be removed from the room.

pt. 6 in a moment

good night Mayu. ^_^ [yes. emoticon. for you.]

pt. 6
after all peering eyes had left the room, the man in the black suit dismissed the warden, promptly shutting the door after him. the first man looked up expecting words of the next room he would fill with his tears. instead he heard words about an offer of a second chance at a life that would uttilize his combat scars for good. reluctantly the man accepted, and in a month, wind passed that the mur.derer responsible for the deth of his own wife was sent to deth row and drowned. but the man was not dead. instead, he was busy putting on a black suit.

pt. 7 in a moment or maybe not, it look like im getting tired

yeah my eyes are hurting. im going to bed. ill finish later.

OHAYO!

good morning Mayu.

How you been? ^u^ (friend coveration starter)

lazy...
how did your night treat you?

NO SLEEEEEEEEEEEP! TTXTT

how is that? you said good night before i did.

Yahhhh-I did, buuuuuut after watching TOONAMI last night and chating with sis, I ended up playing HUNGER GAMES online.

ah. i was busy being unconcious.
that last time i had a night like that was...
two weeks ago but ill usually spend these nights alone with a pot of coffee, a laptop, ramen, netflix, and above all my sketchbook and 3ds

Oh, I dont drink coffie. Im just a natrule wake-up! ^u^

me too for the most part. my family thinks im an addict. but the high is sometimes helpful for art... among other things. it helps keep me awake which is why i keep it around on nights that i want to stay awake.

Im more of a night person. I sleep during the day

me too but im ecpected to be awake during the day so that i can do menial things.

SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON ALL DAY! I was with sis all day today on a website called Wattpad! its really awesome! (well you know: for a book-site that is!) You should join! Look me up: Utada-Mayu

cool. ill do it.
i guess i should have posted the rest of the story but i was under the impression that i was going to go somewhere so i didnt.

alright i joined. im mekaroid

Sweet! Thxs!

OH HERES AND IDEA: HOW ABOUT YOU WRITE YOUR STORY ON WATTPAD AND I CAN READ THE WHOLE THING!

Did you follow me yet?

*yawn* g-oo-d night!!

yush.
ill write it there. it will be less menial and unsecure there. much better thank you Mayu.
yes i followed but my account still has to be verified over my email. ill also post a pokemon fanfic i made. full of horror for you. lord knows you love that.

it doesnt have to! thats gust to get stupid pop-ups.

H-H-H-H-HORRRIERS!
.......oooooooOOOO YEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS!!!!!! WHOOO-HOOOOO!!!!! OMG I CANNOT FREAKEN WAIT!!XDDDD YES!!!! ^>D<^

OH, THX U! THX U! THX U! THX U! YOU THE BEST! XDDDD

i think thats enogh thanks for one day. good night. ill post the fic in a bit.

ok im back the fic is posted, it takes a long time to get to all the horror but its good
at least it should be.

good morning Mayu.

life is nothing... S.crew life! I HATE IT! I FREAKIN HATE MY LIFE! I-I hate it...soo much....

please stop Mayu, your scaring me.
im going to tell you some thing you wont like but it does help.
nobody cares about me so why should i care about me? the answer is that i dont care about me. i would nail a railroad sp.ike through my hand right now if it proved something. ive been placed here on this earth by nothing as nothing and will eventually amount to nothing before i die. ive decided that as a gigantic nothing, im going to face anything that life has to pit me against and survive. for the sake of proving simply that i can. i know your better than the people that go and give up beause of something as trite as sadness. prove that to me. if not for yourself.

you say life sucks. i say its a fuc.king chalenge. so fu.ck it, fu.ck everything in it. because your better than it.

sorry for the late response by the way. pokemon bank came out last night, ive been doing all kinds of pokemon.
and before telling me that you hate your life again, tell that to your mom. what would she think?

.......

You are kind brutalwolf02. You've been there for me through all my problems. Giving me wisdom and words of kindness, you stuck-up for me too. You are a nice follower, and a cool friend....
Thank-you.....See-ya.....

i try to be a good person...

i have no idea what happened.
she stopped talking to me, what i think was the day before traceys funeral which was kind of expected so i didnt worry. yesterday she posted this so im trying to figure the situation about as much as you are right now. as far as i know there was never any fighting. if there was, i never percieved it that way.

Well,well,well-it looks like you to are gettin along, o>o-Hmmmm!

ill let traez decide that. i dont harbor any ill will against him since hes at least tried to redeem himself.

umm-hmm-o^o

what are you trying to say? im not in the mood for mind games today.

hmm" Whats wrong?

no sleep, to tired for sleep. up all night trying to figure out how to apply for one class. now that thats done, im busy trying to get my fafsa in order. not too hard now though. just tedious, and after this more applying for jobs.

ive got weekend work now so thats a relief. i barely managed to scrounge up the funds for class in time...
still havent looked at prices for books. and with the spare twenty left from the weekend earnings i bought a pair of headphones...
and theyre a new level of crap.

not only that but ive recently realized that my love life has only ever disapointed me and has recently failed me again.
im thinking of just quiting the whole love thing so i can stop wasting my energy and life with it.

what the he.ll am i saying?
whatever it doesnt change anything

thank you for listening.

its mostly the later issue that concerns me and is really depressing me right now but you dont have to answer. in about a week ill be fine. ill even post art! im working on two things right now. but i dont think the second will come out very good so i thing ill just scrap the idea since it was really worthless to begin with. thank you alcohol. i feel a bit better now.

Anytime! <^u^>

how rude of me. thank you too Mayu. i dont care that ive already thanked you, you deserve more thank yous from people anyways

nah-its fine! Idk! <^u^>

dont give me that. of course you deserve more thanks from people.

why? I did nothing spectacular

i dont really care.
im sorry im being unreasonable. im depressed.
i should be over this by tomorrow morning. please ignore what ive said. except for the thanks for listening. youve already done that.
im spewing a bunch of useless crap at this point. please feel free to ignore what i have to say until tomorrow morning.
what you are experiencing is a technical difficulty with brutalwolf02's user interface. it will be repaired by tomorrow morning.

Okay! Okay! Got it! You dont have to repeat youself 2 times! <^u^> Night glichwolfXX!

goodnight

^u^

system scan revealed the cause of the interface error to be an internal data crash from a faulty system file...
the data has been identified, isolated, and repaired and the brutalwolf02 user interface is now fully operational human.

Oh wow! Thats good!-r-right? -u-

yes.

Good! Just dont go all teckno on me, k!

yes.

I IS BACK!

hooman.

Mayu, do you pokemen?

Yes! I do! Im looking for a darkrai. Oh and my pokemon person is a boy because I DONT DO SKIRTS! >A<

sorry i dont even own a darkari myself. i do however own a bunch of other events and almost all of them are untouched. do you have a japanese cartridge? im looking for foreign dittos with good IVs for shiny/battle breeding.

thats funnt because i was thinking of playing through X[when i can afford it] as the female player character because theres not enough variety of aesthetic choice in the male PC wardrobe.

LOL! I have alot of japanese pokemon from a girl I know but I have the US verison. Its WAY better than the japanese version, trust me!

yeah but im looking for good IV foreign dittos

Im sorry...TT^TT

thats cool! you wanna start up a trade online?

Ok but if thinkin of chat than I cant. My mic is broken because I spelt my water on it...T^Tu I called Nintendo but all they said was to ship it end to get it repaired. It was like $80 for repair $10 for shipping and $5 tax. I DONT HAVE DA MONEY!

cool. ill be waiting.

kk!

i dont know how i ended up without arcanine in my party...

my pride...

it hurts...

BWAHAHA!!!! <^D^>

I only hav 2 legendary pokemon. You have SOO MANY! TT^TT

yeah itwas hell and $180[i think] total to get the games. and i used to spend a lot of time on the gts negotiations. and to think i only got intopokemon about two years ago. in fact think today is the 2nd aniversary of getting my frist pokemon[theologically{long story} game. pearl
i had some good friends who had a LOT of good pokemon so they helped me along. i actually traded pokemon staduim[found it at a pawn shop and couldnt resist] for pearl

i have a LOT more legendaries than you saw

why is your player character named trae?

Oh that because when I got the game me and Tracy were dareing each other to name there charater a male version of the others name. So she put Matt for hers and Trae for mine.^u^

makes sens-
ouch my pride!

BWAHAHA! ^-D-^ You were a FOOL to think you can ever defeat ME!(just kidding! >-3o)

...
mind you i did not even put arcanine in. otherwise it would have ended differently

hooman

Is that a challenge?!

precisely.

Alright LOSER HAS TO DRAW THE WINNER A FAN ART!

very well

BWAHAHAHA!!!!
I AM TOO BRUTAL FOR BRUTALWOLF! ^-3-^ That was better than the last battle! <^u^>

nope. you only have higher level pokemon. i demand a rematch. normal rules.

kk!

T_Tu-.....

in a fair fight.
i win! jajajajajaja!

Thats why I hate normal, its for those who dont believe in there own strenght.

ah there you are pride!
*hugs*
i thought i lost you
*sobs*

THAT WASNT FAIR! YOU CHOSED NORMAL CAUSE YOU WERE SCARED! YOU HAD A LV100 AND I DONT YET I STILL BETS YOU!

i havent gotten much time to train any pokemon past lvl 70. cuz ive blowing through all the games.

very well. i will do fanart.
but this is not over.

what ate you even talking about? normal rules is set up so all pokemon go in at the same level and take in any stat changes that are out of the norm into battle. its so the battle is fair. and the winner would be decided by the trainer with superior skill, superior stats, superior strategy, and superior movesets come out on top.

The first time I bet you in normal mode and YOU had the same pokemon, yet I won. Than you say that if you had your arcuurss, you would win. I won! But in the end: you were able to bet me with same set of pokemon as you did the first time! It didnt matter about what pokemon you have with you, just know your skill, kk? ^u^

^_^

We-ll Im beat! *Ya-wn* Im gonna sleepy-sleep. g-night!

im not. im going to lick my wounds and reinstall my pride

yesh all ya had ta say was "good night to you too."

good night.

good morning Mayu

_ _
-n- .....

i dont understand

_ _
-A- -tired....

any particular reason as to why?

<-*-> stay-up-till-5-night-tired-*poof*

good night.

<-A->-huh?

you said you are tired. *poof*
i thought you were going to sleep.

<-u-> -nah, Im not gonna sleep. Im notta cat, Im a wolf. (thats why I put ears with my emotioncons! <^u^>)

yeah i was about to mention that im begining to have difficulty keeping up with these emoticons

<-u-> -really?
I see you use them all the time.

<-_->-? what tha?-why is there a tooth brush under my pillow?

but yours are advanced.

<-^-> -nah-I just make them up!

i guess you take personal hyigene really seriously.

theyre still really advanced. mine only go up to myspace level

<-^o> -You got that right! EXSPEILLY since I have a date on friday!

<-?-> -"my-space"?....

HAHAHAHAHA
you seriously dont remember it?
HAHAHAHAHA
thats hilarious! oh my. i guess it is as dead as they say it is.
hahahahaha

<TAT> -what does THAT suppost to mean?.......

hahahahaha
never mind its not really important. lets just say your emoticons are advanced compared to mine

^>0<^ -"WHAT DOES THE WOLF SAY?!"

*snarls harshly*

< >uo> -random outburst!

please dont do that anymore. i hate random.
please dont take this offensively

<^U^> -kk!

all my best friends are bullets.
- the black dahlia mur.der

<e^e> -all my best friends are blades! (No lie): I took ninjusu, a type of japanese ninja art that back in the day farmers used to kil.l their masters. I was trained to use any kind of blade. I have two katanias in my room on the wall! <^u^>

by the way, whats today?

i was trained in kenpo. ive got two sias[dont know how to spell it correctly.] on my wall right now but for the most part ive forgotten almost all of it. butni still have some of the videos my sensei gave me and my brother. i still remember some stuff.

<owo> -awesome!

haha you too human!

you mean "KI.LLA WOLF"! <F^F>

that applies when you have ki.lled someone. for now you aer ninjawolf

NINJA! ^>A<^ -hooo-waaa!

these emoticons are too advanced for me.

U refreing to the pokemon one I did when you said use razor leaf?

>TuT> this is me throwing magic leaf.
<^P^> this is just a funny face with me sticking my tonge out!

i mean no. i was talking about the pic itself. it looks like you are using magic leaf or something

oh! than yes; yes I was!

i going to go purebred mexican for a little bit

<ono> ok?

iem back. being mexican is great.

Glad you had fun! <^u^> Im not gonna be on for awhile so please tell my followers that! Im hanging out with Tyler! ^>D<^ -Wish me luck!

i cried tonight Mayu.

BRUTALLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!! IM SOOOOO SORRY FOR NOT BEING THERE WHEN YOU NEEDED ME! YOU MUST THINK OF ME AS A BIT.CH NOW! YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I WAS TROULBED BUT I DIDNT DO THE SAME! PLZ FORGIVE ME! <TTnTT>

Wh-what happened!!!! <OAO> Was it-because of me?!+

of laughter
HAHAHAHA
oh god that was funny.

do not worry-
im fine
i had just watched anchorman 2 and almost everything brick did made me cry of laughter.

...
sorry for worrying you.
i seriously did not expect you to react like this. it was supposed to be a joke.

DONT SCARE ME LIKE THAT! IWAS SOO FREAKEN WORRIED!
<TTnTT>

i-im sorry Mayu!
please forgive me
i seriously did not expect you to react this way
i didnt know you cared this hard
*hugs*

(sniff)*hug* Of course I'll be worried! I worry alot! (sniff) If-if something would had happen to you or Tadaka; I'll be worried and sad and-and-I wouldn't know what to do! (sniff,sniff) *still hugging*

im sorry Mayu...
i wont do that to you again..
*still hugging*

Im heart-brokrn....

is there anything i can do for you Mayu?

Yes...WELCOME ME BACK! IM SOO FREAKEN HAPPY RIGHT NOW! I CAN JUST HUG SOMEONE TO DEATH! (hugg)!
^>U<^

valkomm bak Mayu!
draw many things!
i will do so too but ill probably end up posting much more on deviantart than here. as usual
but still. valkomm bak!
[counter titan hugs]

sorry it took me so long to reply. i had no idea you were back. [you could have told me that earlier on wattpad. ive been checking it periodically]
how does your 3ds feel now?

Sorry! I passed out on the keybord. MY R BOTTON BE WORKING LIKE NEW! ^>D<^

haha
thats funny
so you WERE sleepy.
also when you told me your sisters name, i was watching FLCL. haha your sisteer and one of the main characters have the same name.
but i guess its rrally common to know someone with the same name as someone in an anime or manga

flcl?1 you watch that?1 Mamimi is awsome! I like her! (without the smoking that is)

the first 3 episodes i could not figure iut for the life of me what the hell was going on.
but it was still really fun to watch

FREE AT LAST! FREE AT LAST! THANK GOD ALMIGHTY: IM FREE AT LAST!!!!!!!!

hello?

i went to a different church today. what are the dominant religions in japan?

[multi dimensional hug]
im gald youre back mayu.

Ummmm. Theres (dont know the names in english so bare with me) the one where the belifie of reincarnation, budha, something close to babtis, and some others. Havent been to church in a LONG time.

*hug* thank you. <^u^>

im not suprised. religon isnt a very necessary thing these days. but i am dir.ty and in near dire need of a shower.
do you mind waiting while i clean my body?

D-DONT BE SOO DETAILED!
no I dont mind.

ill be back soon.
thank you for your patience.
[doing yardwork today]

i am again clean.
i am also back.
how often did you get to shower in the hospital?[sorry if bad memories]

hello?

good morning Mayu ^^

am i talking to myself here?

SORRY! I FELL ASLEEP! GAAAA!

Art joose? <o3o> - ?

im back now. :D

you want to know what art jooce is?
very well, it cannot be helped.
art is a fairly new concept that has been regularly and prominently used as a joke in my sketchbooks. its first known use is on a page aboutna third of the way into my last sketchbook which is roughly half a year ago where the the left side had a weird drawing of some human figure standing with its arm out and a cup in its hand saying "i just want some jooce".
on the right is a jooce logo styled after juicy fruit. the jooce spelling is derrived from the way it is pronounced.
more in a bit.

art jooce has since evolved into a more productive concept as more of an imaginary art-power filled liquid that is the fuel for making good art. for instance, in my mind every time i start a new page in my sketchbook ill saturate the page with art jooce, which hopefully will make my art better. however, it is still a concept that is used as a joke.

derrivative notions include:
awesome sauce,
can of whoop a.ss,
cup of stfu,
among others that i cannot seem to remember right now

OKAY OKAY! Im here! yesh! Cant even play some Harvest Moon without you tellin me to go the chat room!

wierd.
amarican phares are wired.

I GOT 70 PEEPS?! <OAO>
^>D<^ -Yah baby!!!!!!!
I HAVE to draw something! brb!

cool cool.
you asked me what art jooce was so i went and took the time to give you a full explanation i just wanted know you read it.

yah! I read it. thats why I called it wired!

Hey! do you have Resident Evil: Revalations on the 3ds?

no sorry i dont have the munny.

RESIDENT EVIL: MERSANARYS 3D?

i cant pay for many vidya games
must job first.
summer job coming.
excited.
will not be available during summer
because work
meybe weekends can post something.

*sniff* <OnOu>
no RPGs?

what do ya play?

so many sorry.. no. can only pokemen and acnl.

lately ive been playing air speed race[soo many fun]

im boing to go pokemen now ^_^

Tomorrows is Tiffany's b-day! April 17!

tiffany?
0_o

<OnOu>
Y-you dont remember?

S-shes the one who was like my only friend that d-died in a wreak! The one whos death cause me grife for like a whole month!
Fuc.k man! Im freaken crying again!

thats tracey
im so sorry!
please forgive me!

!

i remember you calling her tracey not tiffany!
i feel terrible now!

Tracey was her little sister.

how was i supposed to be aware of that?

I TOLD YOU! <TAT>

no you didnt.
else, i would have known.

YES I DID!
Remember when you asked me why my Pokemon X oc's name was Trae!?

you said tiffany, i just assumed you were talking about tracey or something so i wrote it off as coincidence

Speeking of Pokemon: I was looking through old pic: remember the one of me leaning agenst my chair? you never drew me that pokemon pic you said you were gonna do. I was REALLY looking forward to that for soo long!

yeah i actally mentioned that earlier and i still plan on getting that to you. do not worry i have not forgotten.

im back now

my senses

they were stolen
by nothing
*_*
human

?

i spent two hours at least getting lectured by a drunk guy about how i go about enjoying my youth more. i only saw this guy three years ago. what the he.ll?

b-baka! perv! <D////n////D>

....
well that looks like the end of any of my attempts to talk to you about any of my problems...

no go ahead. sorry. Just dont play with me like that!

i seriously cant tell why im getting so emotional right now. normally id tell my feelings to go bury themselves but they wont leave me alone right now.
i think ive got annother corrupted system file.

hold up: *curl-alt-delete*
RESTART SYSTEM?- yes
ARE YOU SURE?- yes
SYSTEM WILL SHUTDOWN AUTOMATTILLY. PLEASE WAIT.
............
REBOOTING.....
SYSTEM REBOOT IS COMPETE.

Im landing soon. gtg! wow amarica is SUPER dark. see ya!

that doesnt help me if the system file is still there
it hasnt been removed.

goodbye.
ill be up in the morning

Nope! you can draw it on here cause this is the only site where I feel at peace when my day is crappy!

you leave me no choice.
prepare for a terrible fanart

I-Im here...

im bored.
entertain me mortal
im trying to get a good concept for the fanart but nothing satisfies my artistic needs.

I-Im really not in the mood bruts, I-Im sorry....

*hug*
then choose.
do you want either you using swords dance looking all nosebleed provoking, or you using [sic.] zero beam?

*hug* sword dance

excelent.*hugging intensely*
i will not fail you.

<^-^> thank you

no need for that
i owe you this.
*hugging becomes solid mass*
>what do we do with a block of hug?

?

bored.

by the way
the correct answer is: study it.
if you chanced upon a mass of solid emotion wouldnt you try to study it before you do anything else with it?

oh. wherr did you here that

hear what?

i didnt say that! I know how to spell "where" That comment wasnt from me!

who the-
...
of course... it was traez
hahaha

yup!
Whats up?

today is my birthday
im am 19 now

<OAO>

what is it?

thanks man.
please tell her i never told her so i dont really care. and that it wouldnt matter regardless of whether or not she did remember it.

i knew i should have used sone kind of smiley emoticon or something

thats curious. try being louder.
^ sorry if that came off as offensive.

h-happy---
H-HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! < >///A///< >

<o///////o">

Thank you Mayu!
^D^

<o/////u/////o>

^D^ human

S-so what cha do for your birthday? <o//D//o>

went and ate sushi with my dad.
two shots this morning
ill also be having a nice fire tonight.

^_^

T-thats sounds nice! I'm sorry about earilyer, I found it coentcident that today is your bday and a speical day for me.

oh?
what day is this for you?

Today, 12 years ago, is the first time I met Tenebrae. <^//u//^>

brb gotta eat

k!

back! ^D^

Hi! <o/D/o^

so you and trae met 12 years ago today?

Anyways, May 1st. that date has Always be my favorite! It was about 3-5 nights before, that I wished on a star for a friend. So a new month came, and with a new month, comes a good change!

yup!

<^////u////^>

i remember something like that happened to me with my ex.
but didnt last nearly as long yours seems to have lasted.
...
bad memories, anyways
thats curious that it was may first

Well in Japan, It's not wierd at all! May is said to be the month of new begginings.

oh well the thing with my ex occured in like April-March but i was definitely born May 1st XD

IT WAS DESTINY! <TUT>

to what purpose? i dont see how that benifits either of us

by the way i just left you something on wattpad.

brutalwolf?

....

brutalwolf?

Why do I-feel lonely?
sad?

Is he upset with me?

BRRRRUUUUUUTTTAAALLLL
WOOOOOLLLLLFFFFF!!!!!!
IM SOO SORRY FOR WHATEVER I DID! I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I DID! PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
please.......

please....

....
here i am.
feeling lonely and sad.
...
what have i done?

...

Mayu?
...
have i upset you?

yes.... I'm here...

Y-You tnink so?

........

....why am I such a scre.w up.....

C-Cynthia!....

I-I am a scre.w up......this post right here.......me and brutalwolf use to chat here all the time.....he was my first ever follow and my first friend.....he was the reason why I created this gallery.....I wanted to chat him without being Horo the Wise Wolf......but we barely talked anymore after he left colors for a while.....and as soon as I had a chance to talk to him.....I scre.wed up......
theres about 200 comments in this one post.....we use to chat alot.....

......n-no......I made him upset.....I made him worried about me for noughting........

back. sorry.

.....

*hugs you both*
I....I hope so....

Th-thank you asa.....*huggies* I got to go. see you sis.

w-wait!

Cynthia.....Im sorry.

....b-but...

I really am.....Ive been a really bad friend to you.......

Im sorry......

Cynthia?

I'm here!

...you havent....

Yay! ^>u<^

yes I have......I've made you feel like Im icnoring you.....

y-you just have hundreds of othere to talk to... thats all...

........b-but still.....

huh?

......I still feel its my fault......

n-no....

But I do!

how?

I made you feel like Im too busy with the other peeps that I dont have time for you.......

....i-its ok...

Im so sorry! *hugs you tightly and crys*

d-dont cry!

Im crying irl

w-wha?! dont...

-sniff- I-Im okay.....
*huggies*
I-I got to go. I have to get breatfest ready and nichol up. see you sis

o-ok

Mayu.

RIP your many paintings.

...
goodbye Mayu

Are you there Mayu?..

Happy birthday Mayu! >w<

....
Dammit Mayu

Mayu please..

Please talk to me.