I need to just... try and clear my head for a bit... I will probably be very un-social again cause my pain is returning... Nightmares about something, remembering all of the dark times in my life, and becoming really... REALLY shy around people again. I have been enduring this pain for quite some time and... somthing just snapped in my head that made me shut down to a low level... I will just take a... break. You will soon know what I mean... will shut out from people. I hope to recover soon...