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Its fine. As long as I can chat with u

I'm on the computer now.

it was good. I programed a robot at mathews house. It took me 3 hours, but I finally finished it. its a dalek from dr who! ;)

Hey! good morning cutie :) Hope you have a good week as well. I love you too, forever and always, no matter what, so never forget it. I had a good day yesterday, how bout you?

well, today I did teach the class more than the teacher did. because she said that plants dont have a soul. Then I proved her wrong with scientific fact in like 20 min or less. then I gave a 15 min presentation on Jamaica in geography. :) so overall, a good day. It's even better now that I've talked to you. :)

oh. and start saving up now for the new DS Fusion! It's gonna be the new DS system and I plan on getting it :D Im actually excitted becas it's supposed to have the best computer chip that they put in Smartphones, gps, and double circle pads with a rumble feature. and you can play 3ds and ds games on it. then if you save up like $400 you can get the Nintendo Fusion and it can connect to you DS Fusion and you can play the same games on it and it even has a better processing power than the Playstation 4!

you make everything better :D

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yeah thts kinda awkward, its also annoying when someone asks where my girlfriend lives and they laugh at me when I tell them California... -_- but anyways. I dont think I've really been in the mood to draw lately. well, Im goin to bed, goodnight love. ktt3ds (soon to be ds fusion :D!)

aww thats so cute! :) I wish I could see you so bad. I literally think about you all day. I love you so much. I have a tournament this Saturday, and I'll be at Matts house till its time to leave for the tournament (5 in the morning D:) so I'll talk to you when I can. Love you kttc (computer) good night. I love you so so much. I'll be dreaming of you. I always do. :)

Hiiiiiiiiiii! Im at Matts house now. I just drank two fucking energy drinks!!! IMMA BE CRAZY ALL NIGHT!!!!!! and then crash at the tournament. anyways I don't know if you're in bed yet or not, but this is the only message I can send for now, so I love you and have a good rest! :)

oh Molly, I could never be mad at you for anything. I would completey understand if you started again. I love you too; so so much. I've been having a hard time too. I dont know if I can keep it up or not. :( but I will try my best for you baby. *kisses* stay strong.

the tournament went great :D I did amazing and we got 4th! but anyways... How have things been going for you baby? is everything ok?

my day was good. I was suspended... again. and my principal is retiring so my new principal sucks! But I did out quickscope some OpTcs and FaZEs :D

I dont know if I can do it any longer... I feel like cutting again. Things are starting to go bad for me again. I dont think I'll make it through the night. I wish you were by my side. I would feel good then. I love you so much. Im going to try to sleep goodnight. I love you forever and always. kttc.

It was nothing. I was just feeling especially down. I found a gaming college in Santa Cruz, CA that I want to go to. Is that anywhere near you?

Hey, do you mind drawing #FireBlitz for me..?
And tag it #ForDusk ...

Awesome, Im definitely gonna go there for college then. and dont worry, I would never cheat on you. I love you so much. Ur all I have to hold onto. If I didnt have you I dont think I could make it through life. *kisses* u have my heart forever and always love. No matter how far apart or how long I have to wait to see you, I will always love you no matter what.*hugs* I dont ever wanna let go... I dont think I will. ;)

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I love u toooooo!!!! so so much! I missed u today, I wish you cold have seen me play basketball today. :) That would definitely be a lot of fun.

Im sorry I waasnt on earlier. I wasnt there for you... I feeel like a failure. I wish I was with u but I cant be. I understand things are stressful and its getting to u. its ok if u slip and fall, because even if Im not there to catch u, I'll always be around to pick u back up. im here to listen, just vent all u need to.

I've been fine. but u aren't doing good now... please stop talking that way! Im on this world with you, and I hate to sound selfish, but if u leave this world than u leave me! and I just dont think I could take that... again.... please... just dont TnT

I love you. Tell me everything.

Im sorry, this is probably all my fault. I dont talk to you enough. We used to be happy. I wish I had a phone or something that I could text u with... I need to be better about keeping in contact with u.

please dont leave me. I need you. I dont know what I'd do without u.

Im really worried right now. Im sorry I didnt respond earlier, I didnt think you were online, and my dad was yelling at me to go to bed. I understand if ur mad at me, but please, just let me know that you're ok.

please tell me whats going on.

Oh, Molly. Things will be fine I'm sure. He'll get over you and find a girl of his own. It's happened to me before too. And now I have you. You don't need to worry about stuff like this. It's not your fault. It's not like you went out of your way to hurt him. You didn't do anything wrong.

Its not your fault Molly. It happens, its just a part of life. I've had a couple girls here who are literaly fighting over me. They used to be best friends! I have u and they know it, but they are still fighting because of me. I feel bad about it too, but there's nothing I can do about it, and there's nothing you can do about that either. It's not either one of our faults. It's just life.

Molly, please dont cry. I know you hate hurting people, and I know how ur feeling. I understand. Im huggin u through the computer right now. Please, just please, try to feel better. I understand u feel like crap. But.... I feel like cutting a lot more than I tell u. almost every moment of the day the feeling creeps into me. but the reason I dont is because right after I feel that I think of you, I think of my future, and I think of what the future will hold for both of us. Just try not to think of what upsets you, think of what makes you happy. And please dont cut. You and I both know it doesn't help anything, it only makes things worse.

and I do know how bad it hurts them and just how bad it feels. I was them at one time.... Its how I got addicted to cutting. It may look really bad right now, but trust me when I say, things will get better, they always do.

then dont think bout the bad, just think about me. please. I dont like it when ur upset. and I feel like its my fault and Im responsible. and I just dont know what to do. I think my bipolar is starting to come out. I dont know if I can handle this. I have so many memories resurfacing. I dont need this. my hands are shaking like crazy and its getting hard to type.... please stop feeling bad Molly. I love u sooo much. *hugs* Im starting to cry now too... I just want u to be happy.....

The proof is right there in front of you! Things always get better. Scars aren't bad. there a reminder of where we used to be the mistakes we made, or even to remind us of a lesson we were taught. you wont see it now, but what if you did something good? what if it leads to them having the happiest thing happen in their life?

Im just gonna reply on my gallery so I dont have to go back and forth. Its easier that way.

hello! havent talked with u in a while. how is every thing?

Well, I've kinda hinted toward it. I really like Kendra and she really likes me, but when I joke asked her out half the school wanted to ki.ll me. So me and her don't really know what we're going to do. I was thinking about asking her to secretly date me, but idk what she would think about it.. :/

Yeah. I meant to ask her yesterday, but I never got the chance. And on top of that I cut yesterday. Im so sorry, but I couldn't take it anymore. TnT

Things aren't the same here. I could get in trouble... I'll do it. At this point IDC. I just hope I dont get her in trouble. :/ Thnx Molly. Imma try and stop... again. But I need to tell Kendra... She's prolly gonna cry. :[

Well, things went well. I did tell her about cutting and she didn't cry, but she wanted to hug me. I decided against it for now though. I dont want her to get in trouble. And I still havnt gotten the chance to ask her out. Either tonite or Tuesday.

School and church are very intergrated and lots of rumors have been spread about me.

She said yes! ^u^

Sorry I've been a little busy lately. :/ Me and Kendra are really hitting it off :] And Cassie has officially given me permission -u-

yep it sure is. I havn't seen her today yet though. :/ I got suspended today... again. I hope I can see her at church. How you been?

Ick! I didnt get to see her tonight. :[ And there's a major blizzard going on right now so no school tomarrow. 'Bout time Iowa. -_- Anyways. Don't be shy :] Gimme some details on ur life. What's been goin on?

Im glad ur ok. I hate that ur alone. :[ I was listening to a song today called 'Hex' by Destorm, and it described me almost perfectly. I feel like I really like Kendra and we have something special together, but I havn't completely gotten over you yet. My mind just doesn't seem to want to process the fact that I let you go. I don't even know how I actually feel anymore. But yeah... I wish I could be there for you, and I really wish Kendra could be with me right now. But unfortunately neither are possible right now. Haha. I just realized something... I've been talking to all my exs lately. I've even planned a certain day next week when Im going to make out with one. (Dont worry Kendra already knows and she doesn't care because it's her sister)

I feel like I didn't explain that enough. Cassy is Kendra's sister. I'm going to make out with Cassy next week sometime. Kendra already knows and she doesn't care because it's her sister, because it's not one of those kisses that mean anything, it's more of a dare than anything, and because she also has a boyfriend. Her boyfriend does care, but he wont really do anything about it or get mad since we're good friends and he trusts me enough; for him it's more of a preference that we don't, but he's not gonna go out of his way to stop us.

Nah. Cassy's boyfriend is more like, "What the Hell Bro?.. Ahh whatevs.... :/".But yeah. I think Im starting to feel again :). I find myself thinking of Kendra more and more. I just cant get her off my mind. <:)