ive been thinking a lot about the person i like and i dont think im even her type, or even if she'd be okay with how i feel about my gender.. i know for a fact she's okay with transgenders but i dunno if she'd want to date one. but anyway, ive been distracting with random other stuff so i dont have to actually think about it, but its catching up to me and it sucks. i dont like giving up people that i feel really strongly about, and i still dont want to...