forgive me for deleting your comment[these da.mned hands]
anyways, that doesnt answer my question horo. did i make a mistake to think you wise?
also yes my drawings are infact drawn with much care and time. but they are also typically drawn with titan amounts of neglect.
thank you for your time.

Oh, so you mean in literal terms. Than my apologies. Well think of it as this; the sun lies under the seas and under the land, waiting for the night to pull the blanket away. Does this help you, child?

And you are a fool. I am Horo the Wise Wolf! I am not called that for no reason.

very good.
however id like to you to stop refering to me as child if your pride can fathom it. it makes me feel inferior and immature.
please do not make the mistake of thinking im stupid or dim.
otherwise your answer has been very helpful. now i rest easily at night without the worry of the sun being tired in the morning of sesrching for his lover.

If that is your wish, than I shall not call you child, tho I've been around for centuries. I am glad to hear that I helped. But it sound like you were testing me as if I were the child, does it not? Sleep peacefully, dream sweet.

not necessarily.
i asked you the question out of something between jest and curiosity. noone that ive ever asked that question ever actually responds.
for that i thank you, i was just thrown off when you called me child, i guess i wanted to return the favor.
thats irrelevant now your answer has already helped me. i slept well last night.

Well unlike some others; I will anwser to all who ask for me. You can trust me.

the same applies applies to me.
you have a new follower human.

Ha ha! You are very amusing! Have you ever heard of me? If you have; than you should know that this is only human-form. I thank you for being one of my pack members. Now; I not so lonely NOR bored with you here for that matter!

That last part may be taken the wrong way to some minds. What I mean is that it is very kind of you to join me. Truthfully, I actully had a good time talking to you. You're a really amusing person.

ditto friend[im assuming were friends over your demeanor]
i think youre amusing as well. i do know of you and and of your different forms and concieveably immortal life. i have to say i never expected to have a convorsation with Holo the wise wolf.
well its infinitely better than a convorsation with craft lawerence or half of the other people on colors 3d gallery for that matter. god that would be boring. at least i think so.
your art seems good too. you will find me not being boring all the time.

Well I did not guess that I would find anyone in this place to have a good time with. And I do agree that Lawernce be a child when it come to having a nonserious chat. He is kind hearted, but too serious on work. You know; for one who is called "brutal"wolf, you are very nice to chat with. Am I wrong to say these words?

It feels nice to have a friend. I'm not so lonely. Having someone to just talk with is nice. "softywolf02" u^u

we will see if your words weigh as much as you think they do.
my sixth sense is keen but today it seems to be failing to identify you and any unimportant characteristics about your true identity. things like your gender and se.xual orientation ect.
that means youve really got this horo teh wies vulf thing down. good job.
you may call me that if it truly pleases you but if we continue communication at the rate that we are now, you may soon know the warped dimensions of my soul. only four people in my life truly know the dimensions of my soul. id like to think of it as an honor but ultimately, nobody truly cares.

i didnt know Holo the wise wolf uses emoticons in online convorsation. ive always thought they were completely useless... well at least when people are blowing everything out of proportion.
also why hasnt this convorsation about how much weve liked this convorsation ended yet.i think its pointless. but i do appreciate the notion that i seem to be of use to somebody here.

I do agree with you; this chat is long, but is it not nice? And about the emotion text thing; I see that the humans uses it alot around here to express how they are feeling at the point of them writing whatever tis is that they are writing about, am I wrong? It's like tasteing wine, you alway drink the same wine for it is your favoritie, but sooner or later, you must try something new that others must like. Tho it is useless to, I do agree, but in some cases, I think of the idea of it is smart. for example: if I were to say "whatever" you can take it as any form of"whatever", can you not? But say I add "whatever. q-q" you would know that I was rolling my eyes. I'm not sure if that is the right way of doing that tho. I can also do this: "whatever! D:< " You knew I were mad. I still don't know if I'm doing this right?

granted. thery helpful and all for more closely expressing ones ideas. but i guess its just me that enjoys making people on the internet wonder about me. i do this in real life of course too but thats different.
its fun playing mind games with people.
theyre usually so stupid and naive. im no troll or something like that, i just find it amusing to observe peoples weak reasoning and logic

also ive no real conception of what most of these emoticons are supposed to mean. im afraid you will have to be more specific with me in convorsation.

Like you; I am not in fullunderstanding of these thing either. (nor with money, for that matter) From now on, we shall be more stright forward with words to eachother, agree? And I do agree that it is fun to mess with the mind of others. Men would do anything for a cute, helpess girl. But not you, of course, right?

You are "Brutal" by the way, am I right?

This seems to be turning into a privite chatroom, does it not? No one other than you and I seems to be here. It's quite strange, isn't it?

agreed. but dont be surprised if i lie you or anyone else to get a serious point across thats just part of a philosophy of mine. i truly do not care whether or not you like me but you will in fact understand what i have to say to you and i am willing to go to any length to achieve that

yes this does seem to be turning into a private chatroom. do you wish to continue this convorsation elsewhere?

and by the way, yes i am infact brutal
very much so

I am fine with us talking her. I do not care where it is that we talk. Brutalwolf, I was wondering if you saw the full moon last night. I gazed upon it for a long time. It truely has been awhile scince I've seen the moon like that. She shined so brightly in the night. And you could see the other star around her, could you not?

thats curious because i did notice the full moon last night. i live in southern california so typically smog will make the moon appear between yellow and a very light red. but last night, for the first time in probably three years, the moon looked the most brilliant shade of white. needless to say i sat and appreciated it for probably hours. i wonder what its like to be the moon sometimes.
sometimes i look to the moon for guidance. more so an object to stare at when im thinking or reflecting deeply on something. do you do this too?

wait a minute, that was the first question you answered for me. that was stupid.

Hahahaa! Well it seems not even one who is brutal can be warey at the same time. Haha! Truthfully, I needed this. I've feeling down lately. Thank you!

are you thanking me for being cognitive?
anyways im happy to have been of service to you.
let me know when youre in need of a friendly ear. im not always on here but im always on deviantart. ive the same username there as i do here.

You are too kind, friend. Thank you.
...
I'm saying "thank-you" alot lately, am I not? I must stop this before some child really does think I'm some cute, soft, helpless girl.

why does it matter if some child thinks you are some soft, helpless, vulnerable girl?
you can prove them wrong just as quickly as they came that conclusion correct?
what does your pack actually do? i dont understand.

a lot of people tend to share youre thanking problem when theyre around me. so im going to tell you exactly what ive told everybody else thus far. that is that thanks are not necessary with me. so dont feel obligated to thank. instead just appreciate.

You are very wise with you words sometimes. Tho I am not suprised. For it is only natural for a wolf to be wise. You know what; I could even learn a thing or two from you. The reason for me saying that is because you know more of this generation than I do, for you grew up in this time after me, do you not?

i wish i wasnt. but yes...
if you want insight on the minds of todays humans, im afraid you will have to seek somewhere else, i am very much still trying to understand them myself. ive been dissapointed and surprised by them too many times to hold any viable wisdom on just abput any aspect of. the only true thing that i could tell you about them is that they dramatically weaker than they used to be.

"Weaker in both strength and mind" that I can tell as well. They are more careless and foolish now than I remember them to be. Well this could be for the better in some consepts, am I right? Yes; I do believe I am. What are your thoughts? Do you know how the humans were many centuries ago?

you do not know how much i wish i could tell you yes right now. but that is not the case
again, i live in southern california. almost everybody here would be considered completely stupid, dim, shallow, among other things in older days. i truly am sick of humans. Holo, please tell me what the dark ages were like...

I shall do so in the morning. I finally just sobered up from the drinking tonight and is in need of some sleep. But you better be up; bright-eyed and bushy-tailed in the morning, okay? *yaa-wn* Have a good night, brutalwolf.

you too friend.

well here i am, bright-eyed and bushy-tailed

I... I'm sorry. I-I have to go! Please; please do forgive me, brutalwolf. I'm sorry!

no worries.

Hello there, brutalwolf. Sorry it's been awhile. I'm about half-way to where I need to be.
I did NOT sleep well last night. There was this little brat, I mean child, who kept kicking the back of my chair and crying. Not only that; but the guy next to me snored loudly. I am as tired as a bear in the winter. And I am very much bored up here. How are you?

just up to my usual pattern of being home making muzak and art and watching anime and applying for jobs until my mom gets home pis.sed off at everyone over almost nothing and being too scared and pis.sed off to do anything else.

by the way, i hope the rest of your trip goes as planned and you get to rest.

I had just reached the house that I am staying at. A cozy little home in the country-side. Very peaceful and quite. Oh, brutalwolf, I wish you could see this place; do you not? There is a large field surronded by trees. There is a small creek that would water the plants! This is very peaceful. Brings me at eas

does the weis vulf wisdom over mens tounges where the weis vulf stands?
also i wish i could be there too.
tell me Holo, is there a visible mountain in any direction?

i work seasonaly at a boy scout summer camp. im very used to this level of scenery. but it still has not dulled the experience. i understand your feels.

In fact, there are mountains behind the house. I remember watching the sun set behind those mountains before my father passed away.
May I ask one thing tho, brutalwolf; what is with the misspelling of your words? It took me awhile to translate them into proper spelling, but I do not understand why? You do know how to spell such simple words such as these with eass, I know that. Are you trying to test me again; is that it? It is not wise of you to test my wisdom. You should know this; am I right?

thats mostly because i think its amusing to misspell words this way just because it misspelled so harshly that it cannot possibly be an honest mistake. but of course if you think its offensive and/or inconvenient ill stop...
i would not have expected your answer. but i think thats [for lack of a better term] awesome or brutal. i asked this mostly to inquire whether or not there in fact were visible mountains. i have some near my house and they do so pointlessly much for me that i determined that it would be a tragedy if someone had to live their life without them.

We gave those mountains our own little side name; "Kirei" or "Beautiful". It has been many years since I've seen these mountains. I am glad to see them again. I am at peace as of right now.
And I do not care if you continue you little game of miss spelled words; just don't miss-spell MY name, okay, "bufulvalf02"?

Hahaa! I cannot tell a lie; that was kinda fun!

thats also annother problem people tend to have with me.
it extremely useful but most of the time theres no need to lie so i dont.

also i thunk what told me about the mountains is interesting. tell me more

Well, theres not much to tell you really. During the spring; you can see the beautiful green grass covering the mountain sides. And during the summer; the mountains seem so lively. You can see all the creatures coming down sometimes. You can hear the sweet melody sound of birds singing in the cool, summer breeze. During the fall; they are covered with the most beautiful shades of orange. And how the mountains are refelted apon the creek, just makes you want wish time could stop so that the beauty of the mountains could last forever. During the cold winter month; the mountains turn into a brilient shine of white when the sun's light hits upon it during the day. It's almost as if the whole mountain was glowing with light. I had never forgotten about those mountains. They were "home" to me.

the san bernardino mountains have always been my "home"
so not much to say about the mountain huh? hahaha

Hahaa! I was caught to a lost of memories. I never heard of your home mountains before. Tell me; what are they like? Are they anything like the ones I speek of?

the san bernardino mountains are pretty much green year-round except for the winter aroung december when it mostly covered in white. it does not snow where i live. also i cant see the san bernardino mountains from where i live because of a small mountain is in the way. on its side lies reche canyon[a road that goes through the mountain directly for ease of access to san bernardino] and you can see it from san bernardino. the small mountain has a large M of rocks on it. everyone speculates about its origin and purpose. however. my old scoutmaster was involved in its creation. he said that he and his brother were involved in trucking painted rocks up the mountain for use in a prank. my old scoutmaster also informed me that him and his brother took one of those rocks and dumped in the center of the city highschool as a senior prank. that rock is still in the middle of the quad and they paint school things on it seasonally. but enough about that. the san bernardino mountains have been involved in a number of historical events and have been milled for lumber more than once. current acts are prohibiting further deforestation and the mountain itself bares two lakes one is natural and is the bigger of the two named big bear lake after its respective mountain area. that being it is the valley known as "valley of the big bear"[known by that name because it was once heavily populated by grizzly bears]. the other lake "lake arrowhead" was kind of man-made. when a water procurement initiative was discontinued due to illegalities, the redirected water flowed to one area. that area is now lake arrowhead, named for its shape.
im not sure i care provide much more detail than that at this moment. that is almost everything i know

Well, you said more than I, did you not? I wish I could tell you what was on the mountains behind my house, but my memory seems to be a little foggy; also my father told me that I was to young to go up those mountains. He say they they were too dangerous for a 5 year old girl. But at the time; I really didn't know the meaning of the word "dangerous", so I was curious one day and decided to get as close to the mountains as I can.
Than, on that day; I finally learned what "dangerous" truely ment. While standing in front of the mountain side; a huge, ugly bour was stareing at me. Than; "BANG"! A very loud noise scared away the bour. It was father that shot his gun into the air. He looked at me with such an angry, scary face. Than he raised his hand than when it came down; I flinched because I thought that he was going to hit me for my wrong doing. Instead, he just gentaily patted my head; wiped the tears away from my face, than he held me.
I will never forget that day.

I will never forget my father....

i wouldnt forget him either...
my father is not even half as excelent as yours seems to be. i wouldnt be able to tell you what my fondest memory of him is. i was never very fond of him to begin with, but i knew i owed him respect because he was my father.i remember on fridays, he used to bring home a big pizza from his work and the family would eat that for dinner... and breakfast if it still was there for that.i guess my fondest memory of him would be one day when he took me to the post office once to go drop off a letter to his brother in mexico. one day i think in 2003 he suffered a car accident that severely hurt his spine. everything went to he.ll from there. my mom sought work as a real estate agent while my dad recovered. but my dad couldnt do any work after the accident over complaints of pain in his back and he ended up freeloading at mym moms house and occasionaly doing chores for a long time after that, until my freshman year in highschool. i accidentaly spewed a few words to my dad that my mom had said about him. my dad and mom instantly seperated and now i see my dad only occasionaly. theres more to tell but i gotta go right now ill tell you more later.

See you, as well, brutalwolf.

im back. never mind what i said earlier about there being more to tell. im lazy right now. the only other important thing that you might want to know is that when they seperated, i didnt care at all. i still dont care at all. i dont know if thats bad or not...

You are very truthful of your feelingw. And v-very stright forward,for that matter; aren't you?

yes as a matter of fact i am.
but why does that matter holo?

It not like what you think; it just took me by surprise how open you are. Beside Lawrence; I never meet another so of free heart. It nice to see one such as you still live, that's all.

yes holo. level-headed introverts still exist. ive met a few others myself, but we are very, very rare.

Why do you call yourself an "introvert"? Are you not able to talk to others?

no actually i can. ill guess this is mostly a result of my upbringing.
i still would sometimes prefer not to though. but that mostly happens when im around people that my sixth sense tells me that for sure i will never like.

and where did you get the notion that introverts are not able to talk to others?

That is what it means. Someone who is nonsocial or does not like to talk to others not know to him or her. Why? Am I wrong?

as far as i know you are mistaken about that... to my knowledge, introversion means that ones thoughts are turned inward as oposed to shown outward. suddenly im having a diffucult time explaining this. is this enough?

Right, to keep one's thought to one's self as apose to an extrovert which is one who is more open to others. The reason why I asked was because you seem to be more of a extrovert to me. Am I wrong to thing that way?

no youre wrong. i just dont feel any need to be closed with you. typically ill withold information against anyone else but im comfortable with you.

That is what I meant. And nor I to you. I do not know who you are in being. All I truely know is that you are nice to chat with.

ah. please forgive me. i did not understand that at first. and that is about as much as i know about you too. i can tell your trying to come off as intelegent as you truly are but your words are getting redundant. try not to use;
-are/do you not?
-for that matter,
as much as you are.instead, just improvise what you say.

that came off as rude didnt it?

I'll will try it at best not to.
....but what to say instead of....
Nevermind. I shall figure out something else. I should not be asking my small problems to others.

i can help you with that.
just ask me. you dont need to withold anything from me. i spent a pretty long time perfecting my wording myself.

You are too kind but I am Holo the Wise Wolf; meaning that if I cannot be wise with my words, than what good is this title for if I cannot live up to it! But I thank you for you kindness.
Also, on the WIP picture, you asked me to finish it. (This is usally the part where I say "did you not?" I have been saying this for so long.) Anyways, while I finish this; I want you to post something new soon as well. I have not seen any of your art since I landed in Japan.

it may take you a while to understand that i barely ever post here on colors gallery 3D. but for your sake, i will finish something that ive been working on probably since you landed in japan

I cannot wait to see it! Thank you.

You know, I was looking back at the old comments when I found an interesting one from you. It was in the WIP verison of the one that is now my front; and in that coment you said "I agree with the one above me^"
Were you agreeing to the part where he called me "friggen cute!" or the why I was losing followers?

hahaha!
sorry i guess i should have made that much more specific. i meant your art is good and any ocurring unfollows should all be mistakes on their parts.

as for the "friggen cute" part ill say that holo is very much so but i dont know you so i wouldnt be able to say whether or not you are infact cute.

Hahaa! Well you see; all comments, questions, and complaments are all to me, Horo. So whatever anyone says on this gallery is for me. Does that make sence?

agreed. but when did i say that that wasnt for you. i meant it directly at you.

Well, I guess you are "brutal".

did you think my name a cheap gimmick?

I never had douted that.

then why the surprise? rather, how the surprise?

I am not surprised nor how surprised. I will not lie; the first time I had seen you name in my gallery, I was not sure about you. Your name made you seemed like one of those humans that go around telling others rude things that call your yourself after a wolf making wolves seem mean and misunderstanded. Truthfully, I was waiting this whole time for you to do this and still am.

yay! *applauds*
finaly someone who understands.
i cannot honestly tell you that thats not exactly what i am. you just havent done anything to pi.ss me off[sui.cide posts, giving up posts, why dont i have this many followers posts, been rude to me, deliberately ignored me, ect. ect.] so i dont have any reason to be offer any sort of conflict with you nor do i feel any need to do so. infact, so far you only seem to make me happy[satisfied] in convorsation
you feel the same way dont you?

Yes. I do have a nice time having these chat with you; I agree.

So tell me; what, to you, does make one an a.ss?

So tell me: what, to you, makes one pi.ss you off?

as mentioned earlier
things that pi.ss me off are:
-sui.cide posts
-im giving up posts
-deliberately ignoring me
-why dont i have this many followers and or likes posts
-general being rude to me
-deliberately ingnoring me
-deliberately ignoring
among other things

I can agree with you on that. Luckly I am not of those things. I do not wish to be hated by you. And I would never do such a thing as to ignore you. You were one of the first to travel to my gallery; and for that I would be all but rude to you.

well dont feel obligated to be nice to me be pi.ssed off at me when i pi.ss you off. but dont forget to inform me why youre pi.ssed off with me. in the event that that occurs of course

I will do so. I am truly sorry for not awnsering faster. I have come down with a cold of some kind. I do not see how tho: Japan now has been having truely nice weather lately. Maybe I caught it when at the cafe.

thats fine, you own your life and i dont.
you dont owe me an explanation or anything

ill bet the countryside is awesome and spacious for you

The country side is very spaceous and nice. And the air is very nice as well. The only down side to this is that the closes store is about ten miles away. But it is worth it. And thank you for being there when I am down or sick. Even if you started to hate me or leave; I shall allways be thankful to you.

thanks are not necessary.

but loyalty is.
at least to me.
i thank you for apreciation, and loyalty, and kindness, and intelegence, and honesty.

You are truly welcome. I am the same: well depending on if the person's a fool or not.

excelent now lets find a topic to drag this convorsation even further.

what do you do when youre not here? id be off launching fireworks to my hearts content

Haha! Well what I do when I not doing this is either messing with Lawence, or drinking till I am satisfied!

hahaha
drinking is fun too!

wait a minute..
what if you drink while you launch fireworks!?

Then I suppose I will be seeing colors tonight.

Hahaha!
that would be glorious!

Yes it would! Ahh, It's just seems so nice today! It just warm enough just to lay outside.

im one step ahead of you.
i did both today. but only a little bit. so little that i was barely satisfied

no time to lay outside.
go drink and make things expand

HaHa! You underestamate me! Do you really think that I would waste such prescous time laying around in the sun like a cat?!
LAWRENCE!!!! OFF TO THE BAR WE GO!!!!!
And on the way; let us get some fireworks!
Lawrence: "Fireworks"? What do we need fireworks for? What is the occasion?
Me: Let us not waste this beutiful day on you bussiness and relax for once; do you agree?
Lawence: Your defention of "relax" crys "spend money".

you can make what you need from the earth beneath you

Lawence: True, but then you would have to go through the trouble of finding the value of it and see how well it sells for in the market. Not only that, but you would have to find a sutible buyer that will pay well enough that would make the time, money, and energy that you spent finding it all worth it in the end.
Me: WHAT THE HE.LL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?! IT IS UNWISE FOR YOU TO TAKE OVER MY CONVERSATION!!!!! YOU are a FOOLISH LAMB!!! DO YOU KNOW THAT, LAWRENCE?!

I am sorry for this brutalwolf. He has been abit noisey lately.

pets can be noisy cant they...
my sisters dam.ned dog can complain for up to 4 hours at a time. it gets really out of hand. but then again, i can also stare at him intensely for up to 5 hours at a time. he will usually shut up after about the first five minutes, and then seven minutes is when he will start to back off afraid of me...
why dont you get Lawrence a collar?

Lawrence: Because I will have to pay for it, and for one thing, I cannot affored to spend anything at the moment due to Holo's drinking addiction. And second, why would I need one when it is this drunking little wolf who should have one on her so that I can actaully can go withou-
me:SHUT THE HE.LL UP! YOU ARE SUCH AN A.SS SOMETIMES! I AM GOING OUT FOR SOME COOL AIR! DO NOT FOLLOW ME!
*SLAM!*
Lawrence:-----

Lawrence, i would seriously consider playing along next time...
but i still had fun.

Lawrence: Yes, I do believe I may have taken this too far........ You are a wolf, right? What is the best way to handle this mess?

well for one i think you cognition a little more maliciously than tasteful....
but a tasty problem we have here. well more so your problem than mine.
i would suggest thinking of some way to show either vulnerability or stupidity before she gets back. when she returns she will try to compensate for your percieved lack of cognition and feel needed and appreciated again. but be very careful not to make the vulnerability obviously identifiable

oh sh.it
looks like im sick today.
i barely slept because my stomach hurt. sorry i cant be all bright eyed and bushy tailed physicaly. but then again what does that matter if i dont need to be in good physical health to conversate...
how are you this morning?

Lawrence: Seems You're not the only one who is sick. Holo stayed outside almost all night till I found her sneezes nonstop.
(Mayu <-X->: I fell in the creek today... *a-chu* awwn.....)

hahaha!
i realized ate spoiled pork last night. this sucks...

*Ah-chu!*

you know the feeling you get when theres some good food in front of you but you cant eat it because youre full?
*gulp*
....
im going to paint a complete painting of that.

I am back, dear friend. Tho it seem you have taken a liking to the young girl; have you not?

she is entertaining althougha bit more thankful than necessary.

besides whats not to like about her?

Well there are many reason any man can think. Some may hate her for being not like a girl, others because she is different.
I share those simular experiance as well. But it is good that you do not have a judging eye as apose to others.

nobody cognitions enough to see how awesome she truly is. theyre all fuc.king idiots. every single fuc.king one of them. id quote star wars here but i dont think youre all that familiar with star wars.

I do not watch anything about wars within the stars. But Im sure Mayu does.

then ill save that for convorsation with Mayu.

how are you of late holo?