I'm sorry.. by Doctor Insanity

Look Em, I've been feeling bad that I haven't given you much attention lately. I know you may not be mad at me at all, but it's been biting me...

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12 Jan, 2014, 2:53 am
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Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 3:27 am

It's alright..
And I kinda just had the feeling bite me badly *hug*
I've just been so numb lately..

yartch

12 Jan, 2014, 3:29 am

Is this just a chat for you & your sis...?

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 3:32 am

you can join..

yartch

12 Jan, 2014, 3:36 am

Ale...I just wanna know whats up...Your FL...your mood...whats going on..?

yartch

12 Jan, 2014, 3:46 am

If I may ask...

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 3:51 am

Eheh...
it's kinda been my fault...

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 4:22 am

It's not your fault Stu-Kun..
Also, If you read my description, I'm kinda depressed..
Jaimee broke off our friendship, because for some reason Matt likes me again. And the fact that they're dating..
She thinks it's my fault, she thought I was flirting with him!
All I did was compliment his basketball skills is all! She didn't understand..
Another reason was becasue he was helping me re-make Stu-kun's 'surprise'
We we're sketching for the ******** surprise (Won't say what it is) and I was randomely doodling a heart with S x A like I usually do, and she thought I was thinking about Matt. -_-
I accidentaly called her stupid and she just blew it off...
stupid little.....

Another thing, My loss has been affecting me a bit. I keep hearing her voice and it's kiIIing the last bits of sane I have..

And the 'Abandoned by GOD' thing is from a Creepypasta entitled "Abandoned by Disney"

yartch

12 Jan, 2014, 4:27 am

Awww 3: I'm sorry to hear that...I'm not the best at this sort of thing...Did you try to make up or are you just done or what..? I'm sorry I cant be of help :/

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 4:34 am

She slapped me and left. She won't answer my facetimes..

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 4:36 am

oh....
goddammit, then that's my fault as well...

yartch

12 Jan, 2014, 4:46 am

*Sigh* These things make me sad...I hope you girls make up...

Sometimes I hate satan >:C

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 4:50 am

{negative auras in general are quite irritating. Sadly, Stu's aura isnt exactly posative...}

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 5:02 am

Positive. Positivity..
I'm always so negative..
Anyways stay it isn't your fault, just blame Jaimee.
She made the idiotic decision to believe shit like that..
Right now all I would like is a bit of support..

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 5:03 am

*Stu
Fucking auto correct...
UGHHHHH

yartch

12 Jan, 2014, 5:08 am

It's hard to hate on someone you like -o- But yeah...Sisters before misters? or whatever that saying is...She could've believed you...after all you do have a BOYFRIEND already like seriously why would she think you were flirting with him i dont even

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 5:11 am

Sometimes, friends are asses. *hugs ale*

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 5:25 am

She thought I didn't give a fuck about Stu and I'm using him...
I seriously don't see how I can do that.. She's seen how much I love him, I honestly don't get it. I told her I'd leave her and Matt alone, that I'll just act like the third wheel..
Though...
The thing that seriously hurt me was when she called me heartless..
A heartless beast.. That I did it out of pleasure to see her torn apart. She said I don't deserve a boyfriend, for all I'm going to do is ending up hurting him like I have her (THOUGH I DIDNT) , I don't deserve to live, that I should've been aborted like I was planned too be. She was letting her rage blind her that she said all that.. Matt awkwardly stood there saying nothing. I didn't yell at her, but I told her that she was stupid for beleiving that I would do that to her. She slapped me hard on my cheek leaving a mark, and kept repeating heartless beast over an over.. Am I a heartless beast guys?
...
I miss Jaimee..
I don't see what I did wrong for her to tell me all of that..

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 5:26 am

Oh. . And *hugs back* These are the times I wish you were over here to have me an actual hug Stu..

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 5:38 am

*sigh* I hope it doesn't seem like I'm using you Stu..
Also Jake, move on please. She wouldn't deserve you at all.. Ou deserve a girl much better than the ass she's starting to become.

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 5:41 am

You arent heartless, nor are you a beast...
{Malis, help her.}
You probably remember what Summerset said about the scents,
''They can jade one's mind, making them loving to their mate. However, they can make people hostile to one another, protecting their mate'' Or something like that.
Believe it or not, that is pretty much an accurate description of pheromones on the human mind. It can make people love eachother.
{Mix pheromones, horomones, and a boyfriend together, you get an overprotective bitch who lashes out if you so get near her boyfriend.}
in serious cases, that is.

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 5:44 am

AND THIS IS WHY I PREFER FIST FIGHTS TO VERBAL WAR!!
fist fights damage the body, which heals easilly.
verbal war damages the mind, emotions and soul...
Sadly, females tend to lean to verbal war than physsical fights...

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 5:48 am

{Well, she was a beast. Second grade matter of fact, quite the bully. Being called heartless really hits her feels}
I hate the word so f-in badly..

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 5:51 am

I'd smack the shit out of her if I wanted too, but then I'd probably loose Matt as a friend as well..
Trust me, I know how to physically hurt someone..
Comes with the deal of being bully.

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 6:01 am

Eheh.. It's alright. You forgot mother fucker, dick, etc.
I just wish she hadn't called me heartless..
Everytime I've ever been called that I've numbed myself from emotion and just feel so empty..

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 6:18 am

Omo you arent any of that, love.... And you arent a bully now, as far as i can tell... she's just being an asshole...

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 6:33 am

A really big asshole..
As long as you don't think I'm using you Stu, I think I'll be fine..
Perfectly fine.. I hope..

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 6:43 am

I dont think youre using me .w.
{If you are, youre doing a superb job convincing him youre not.}

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 6:47 am

Okay.. I'm good..
{the reason she asks is because she's thinks, that he thinks, that she's just in this relationship for future fucks. }
Confusing, but true...
{I can see how it sounds like that}
I honestly love you though Stu, and I'd do anything to prevent from loosing you..

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 7:07 am

Same here, love.
{Oddly, that makes sense.}

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 7:12 am

<:3
{Of course it does..}

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 7:18 am

I love you...
{And he said it.}

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 7:35 am

I love you too Stu..
{ and now she said it. }

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 7:38 am

-w- I love you so fucking much...

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 7:42 am

>//w//o eheh... I love you just as much..
{Buh-bye -_-}

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 7:44 am

I need to go to sleep... so goodnight love. o//w//o

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 7:48 am

O///w///O
nini.

yartch

12 Jan, 2014, 2:21 pm

!! What she said to you erased all my feelings for her >:C Idc if she was raging she should NEVER do that to a friend >:C Matt better break up with her so he can find a nice girl >:C

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 7:55 pm

Ah Stu.. You sure know how to make me truly smile o//w//o

Jake, he did. That made her hate me even worse, blaming me for their break-up and such. I saw her this morning, and guess how she greeted me..
"Oh, it's the heartless bitch of a used to be friend of mine, say, has your boyfriend dumped you yet?"
She did the same to Matt, and she teased me that I was cheating Stu with Matt.. Matt explained we are just friends as we've always have been, and it's true owo She left, and I threw a rock at her and ran.
It made me feel soooo much better to do that.
I feel bad for her, she just snapped for no reason, and it's scaring me..

And Cam, she thinks I'm a heartless bitch. You think she feels bad for breaking the friend ship?

yartch

12 Jan, 2014, 8:31 pm

Cam's got a point...Maybe she was fearing for her relationship and now feels too awkward to be friends or something...Like Cam, I'm not defending her...just saying

Seems like she's being too offensive for that though..

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 9:53 pm

Piss off my girlfriend or make her sad?
Well, you get a rock TO THE FACE!!!

Doctor Insanity

12 Jan, 2014, 11:36 pm

She is being offensive... She threatened me about a hundred times already...
And lol Stu XD It hit her shoulder, close to the face owo
A rock for a slap XD

Smile...

12 Jan, 2014, 11:49 pm

owo
I swear, if i ever meet her...
OwO
i'll have so much fun beating the crap out of her. That is, if she's still a dick.

Doctor Insanity

13 Jan, 2014, 12:09 am

I'll help you beat the crap out of her. owo
Well, I'll throw rocks from a distance..
And don't worry, I have good aim >wo
{this is wrong you two! planning to beat up a girl who's just believing in a lie..}
....yeah....

yartch

13 Jan, 2014, 12:32 am

I seriously hope it doesnt have to come to this

yartch

13 Jan, 2014, 12:33 am

I seriously hope it doesnt have to come to this

Smile...

13 Jan, 2014, 1:39 am

Nah. I'm a non-violent person.
{doesnt explain your anger issues.}
Hush, hush, salroan.

yartch

13 Jan, 2014, 1:55 am

Same

Doctor Insanity

13 Jan, 2014, 2:33 am

Non violent huh..
Then not rough..
Then not much fun...
{bleet, Ale, calm down now, let your controller do it's work}
e//m//e I'm suffering over here....

yartch

13 Jan, 2014, 2:58 am

Tough and vio.lent are different things

Smile...

13 Jan, 2014, 3:06 am

I'm violent when i'm pissed off.
{he can be rough. If youre talking about THAT, that is.}
...i wouldnt say im tough... im actually rathar submissive...
{bullying.}

Doctor Insanity

13 Jan, 2014, 3:16 am

owo...
As Nein said.. I need you..
{She's just.. In the phase again. Ignore her }

Smile...

13 Jan, 2014, 3:46 am

I like this phase ewe
{ugh... it's gonna be like this for a while...}

Doctor Insanity

13 Jan, 2014, 3:55 am

{...}
Fuuuuck...

Smile...

13 Jan, 2014, 4:29 am

{*sigh*}
.w.

Doctor Insanity

13 Jan, 2014, 2:23 pm

I'm fine now owo yayyy
{Her internet broke, excuse her}

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