he he this so cute C 3

Demon?

im heeeeere! :D

-flips table- BWAHABAAAA!

Sorry if I kept you waiting! I was having a snack. <xD

it's okie

so...what chars. do you want to use because idk :/

Well, I suppose I'll use Jane. ^^

i'll use Gerard :) my new deer char. i'll pist a pic later :)

Okiedokie. :3
Would you like to start?

you do, im lost haha. it's been so much sense i rp'd heh

long, not much haha

Ok haha :D
J: -is watching chickadees fly around, eating seeds and landing on her antlers-

G: -is fighting another male near by-

J: -hears the antlers locking and colliding- Oh... Males... -gets up- I'm sorry little friends, but I'm afraid I must leave... (she's quite shy) -gallops away and settles in the dense trees-

G: -twists his anteers and throws the other buck aside, then he flees- Don't EVER come back again! -huffs settles down where Jane was-

J: -gets low trying to stay out of sight and thinks: I'm so glad I moved...-

-ear twitches looks down at chicks- aww...-looks at chicks- where's your mommy? looks around and one chick goes on his head chuckles- :)

oops i meant to put a "G:" before the stuffs...D:

hehe its no problem :]
J: -giggles-

G: -chick p.oops on his head- really? haha okie okie enough fun -sets chick down wipes head- ewww -grabs leaf and wipes it off- heh heh

it wouldnt let me put p.oop or else it would look like *****]

J: -sits and watches, smiling-

Yeah, colors censors the dumbest words /:

G: -gets up and eats leaves near jane and sings softly- [ikr?]

J: -starts to get scared and tries to move but snaps a twig- ono !!!

G: -looks over- H-hello? -shakes sleaf of ear-

J: -pops head out of bush- I-I'm... I'm sorry.

G: o-oh, no it's ok! are you ok? -tries to do a friendly smile- :)

J: I'm fine, heh. <:D I see my friends like you..

G: o-oh those a-are your fr-friends?

J: Yah. -frollicks over to the chickadees and lowers head so so they perch on her antlers-
-turns to face Gerard- ... You sound skiddish. Are you alright?

oop nevermind that second "so"

G: n-no...im just -tries to chill- im not u-use to talking to does, heh heh -looks down- [okie]

J: Uhm.. Well, if it makes you feel any better... I'm not exactly a doe. I've got.. Canine in me. I know it sounds silly a-and odd. B-but uh.. yeah.

G: o-oh..-looks at her- well....i'm just a...p-plain old deer..n-nothing interesting about me...heh -goes over to another chick sings to it-

J: -thinks: "I wouldn't say I'm special..."-
-watches Gerard and smiles-

G: so this is love...mhmm mhmm sooo this is looove -lays- (it's a song from cinderella...just watched it with my baby causin)

J: -shapeshifts into a deer and lays by Gerard- -the chickadees fly to the ground-
I... can turn into other animals though. So.. You won't have to worry about being a plain old deer... <:)

[aah, I love classic disney movies.]

G: -looks at Jane- your not b-boring -ear twitches wiggles bu.tt- i-i don't have a t-tail

J: How did you lose it? :[

G: a wolf bit it off when i was a fawn -looks down-

J: oh.. I'm sorry to hear that. You must be really lucky to have survived...

G:...v-very...it kil.led m-my mom...[like bambie, except it was a wolf :( ]

J: aww.. I never had any parents... I was created by humans. :(

G: -snaps out of stuttering- that must have been terrible!

J: -flinches- Well, I grew to trust them but they just threw me out here and now it's like they're stalking me. They try to come near me... But they abandoned me. So I can't trust them anymore. Sometimes they even try to shoot me with these darts that make you sleepy.

G: -scoots aside from you-...heh...cautions..-smiles-

J: -plops head onto ground- I don't like humans...

G: whats that? -scoots to you and points at chip behind your neck-

(i can't wait to draw Gerard) fhhbfjkufihe)

J: ... What's what?

(adfrrhrhm :D )

G: -tries to pull it off, but skin streches with it- a chip, and sorry

J: ow. it's ok. Maybe that's how they can find me so easily..?

G: do they bother you? if they do i could help you get it off :)

J: Yes. They bother me a lot. Thanks.

G: hmmm....how can i get it off with out it hurting...hmmmm....-thinks *use a distarction!* ok...i'll help you get it off

J: -smiles- thank you.

G: ok -sits in front of her and pots hoof behind her head and hooks the chip onto his hoof- ok...*think of a distraction...ummmmm ummmm* -Kisses her and pulls it off as soon as he kissed her, then quickly moves away from her- there....o.o.....*crap....why did i think of that* -face palms-...i got it...

I read that you know anything about wolves.. >:) So..
What expression does one wolf give when it grabs another wolf's muzzle in it's own mouth?

D:< or .0. or 0.0...)

J: -jumps up and stomps hoof- Ouch! o///A///o Wh- wha? I'm so confused I... -backs up a little-

but mostly it bits after the other wolf haha)

bites*

G: S-sorry! i was trying to distract you...heh -looks off-

Okay, I've gotta give you the point there. When a wolf "muzzle grabs" another it is being dominant and the one being muzzle grabbed is to be ashamed.

J: o-oh... A-am I bleeding? -turns so he can see-

mmmmm, not really.....most of the time i guess it would be that,if it was an alpha then you would be right or if it's a wolf who knows their place, but most of the time they try to bite, i've seen a video on a pack life :)

Ah, well that's what I read. :D

G: i would be lying if i said no -goes and put a leaf on your back looks at you- ehhh your losing blood.. D:

read where? .0.

I can't remember exactly but it was in a book. So it must've had to do with the alpha.

that makes sense :) i understand where you were coming from

J: uh oh... uhhhh. Let's go to a stream or something so I don't leave a trail! Then we can find a way to stop the bleeding. -begins to gallop away-

Cynder, I'm getting tired.And I don't just wanna randomly fall asleep and have you wondering where I went.

thats ok, if you want to sleep. then sleep :)

Well then I'll be sleepin'. uvu
See ya next time. Goodnighty.

night -hugs-

demon?

what's wrong? :(

im thinking of breaking up with sarah...i love her so much...but..i feel like im holding her back from dating with a boy irl....it just hurts me to think about...i put a lot of thought on this....and i might carry through it...

what makes you think she's being held back? :( She loves you. Have you seen her drawings of you and her?

yes, but i feel like we will grow up and never meet and she will lose alot of opertunities in life..so....i think i will....you don't even know how much this hurts me...im crying right niw just bye talking to you...

i meant by*

demon?....what should i do....how can i tell her...im waiting for the next join me she does...

Cynder, please don't cry. :( You're going to make me cry.
If you feel like you'll be doing a good thing than you can do it. Just maybe try to talk to her about it first if you haven't already.

i told her it was an open relationship...but...we have gotten too attatched and i need to end this before we become even more attatched...

Why don't you send her a note on DA? if you don't want to use your sister's account then you could use mine.

she's on...do you mind noting her to tell her that i want her to do a join me, because i really need to talk to her...

I'm sorry but I would need to use the computer. I'm supposed to be in bed. :(

its ok if not...i could wait..but does your 3ds have internet?

Yes, but it doesn't work with DA, if that's where you're going.

yeah...wait...do you mind me using your old account?...don't worry i wont use it...only for this one time...

thanks :) night bro...thank you so much for your help -hugs- nighty

Good night ^v^
-hug-

Well uh, how did it go? :<

turned out better then i thought we are both still sad about it~ to me...i think im more upset about it then anyone...because i feel like i hurt her...

Oh. Well at least you did what you thought was right. Sometimes you have to sacrafice things to do so. Things will get better, don't you worry.

-pulls covers over head-

-rolls over-

what are youn doing?

sorry. I was falling asleep so I left.

So, what's happening? Did Skyava reply to you yet?

Was that for me?

Yes.

Awwww topy~ that was really nice to know. Bit I'm just so confused.... You broke up with me and hurt me....iand I still love skyava with all my heart....I'm so sorry :( please don't be sad....

But*

I'm just a confused mess right now....so many girls on here want to be with me....it sucks....its not any different for my Irl....so many girls want to go out with me...I'm just really confused...

I'm sorry for hurting you. But that was in the past, when I was younger. When I didn't think properly. When the grief lifted off my shockers at your return, I guess I developed a soft side for you again. I know you love skyava, and I'm happy for you two to be together. Because you make each other happy. I'd rather see you happy and with someone than alone and sad.

*shoulders. Heh

...well we aren't together..... And I'm still very sad...not only do I wear clothes everyday, but also fake smiles....I don't want her too feel had or be sad...

But I will get better

Isn't she your valentine?

Yes, but there are alot if friends that are valentines...we just happen to still like each other. It doesn't mean we are back together

Oh, about the other comment. (Just saw it)
Yeah I noticed. If I'd put my opinion out there, they're probably just desperate for a boyfriend. You know how almost every wolf drawer is a girl, well you're a boy and pretty good at drawing. I'm not surprised they see you as a target.

Oh. My bad. I was never acknowledged of that. I thought it was a way of asking someone out.

I'm not very good....more like average

Pff- in your eyes.

In most eyes ma'm

I'm so happy about flip note being back again I have an account for it

And its ok

Well if you say so. But I absolutely love your way of drawing.

Errrrr.....

I'm waiting for fn 3d to come. I don't have my dsi anymore.
Errrrr?

Idk, but 3d one won't come out

My wifi is wavering. So of I dissappear it's because I lost connection.

Won't come out? You sure? There's been tons of rumors.

Idk...:/ its odd,

Definitely.

I might work on a drawing tonight

Of jade and Gerard

You trying to say you want to leave? I don mind letting you goo. ^^

*dont
*go
<xD

Oh? ^v^

Nono, later :)

Ah Kay. -v-

So.....what you said was...all true huh?

Yeeesss.

I'm sorry.....about how you felt...I just wish you told me earlier

Why earlier? And it's fine.

Idk.....I guess when I still loves you...

Loved*

It took you that long to get over me?:(

Yeah......

But, Skysky helped me <3

Man, I should be the one to feel sorry.

No, you didn't do anything. You liked Christan... I understand... Btw what happened to him?

Christian was just my imagination, you know. Not real at all. Just a little character to cheer me up. I simply lost interest and found lots of other things to draw.

hold on, the wifi slowed. The page is still loading.

Okok

Ok

You good?

Mhmm

Sooo...what now?

Well, since I'm getting tired. I suppose I can let you go now?

Nighty night. uvu

OK,

-kisses forehead in a friendly manner bight

Night*

Thank you for taking your time last night to talk about this. ^///^

Np

I'm going to post or as acid art, and the Grey first layer us what you need to read

It not or

You're going to post acid art and a message for me will be under the grey layer?

Oh wait. Nvm I understand.

Hello? I hope you know I'm commenting.

If you posted it I can't see it. (Commenting more so you possibly notice web comment number rising.) I sound stoopid right now haha.

Cynderrrr

-waves arms around-

(I was commenting last night but on my ipod) Okay.

Sorry, I'm at school. I will post it when I get home!

Okay ^^

I can't be on here anymore...I can't stand being in the furry community....All these animals and things have been reminding me of Sarah and I can't handle it. I just my my best friend Jen cry! I feel like SH.IT! I CAN'T TAKE IT!..... If I do et rid of cinder...I might just give him to her.....she is the only person I trust that could have him....im sorry Kaya...I....can't...

Hey. Take a break until you feel better. <:) I lost you once and I don't want to lose you again. By all means, do what you wish, but I would do anything just to know how you are and know you are all right. Everybody reaches a breaking point, but they can always get over it. Even if it's slowly as possible. We could text if you'd like. Maybe talk?

my parents are strict ...I don't know if we can..

That's alright. Sorry about that. I was being a little impatient. But If you want to take a break, please do. It will help you feel better. I can wait.

I think I might make a new fursona...make a new start....I had Cynder for over 8 years and..i think it's time to get a new one..

You think it was cynder that made you think of her? I guess a new sona would help.

yeah....but what should I do with Cynder? I could give him to jen...

She doesn't want to take him.

no....maybe I can just change his design! give jen the old version of him and i'll make a new one...still keeping his name. Same story and all... I don't think Jen would be happy with me getting rid of the old him...I could just give the old him to her and make her change his name. He is still like my baby...I can't full get rid of him..

Good idea. ^^

yeah...my phone died can you tell jen?

sure thing

thank you

No problem at all. ^^ Have you gotten off school yet?

Yeah, im so happy. I hated my finals. Haha (what di sh say about the whole cynder thing?)

Oh, would you like me to tell her?

Yes please XD I thought you knew...sorry.

I told her

Awesome thank you~

Your very much welcome. I'm waiting for her to reply.

ok

she's agreeing. Though she said she might "tweek him up a bit"

alright, um this might sound odd but apart of his design he has a C on his bandana she made for him to match her fursona's bandana. could she perhaps change the letter on the bandana?

oh I'm sure she could.

I got to go...I need to make his new design...bye :)

Buh-bye. ^^